Food Money, Healthcare Frustration, and a Rupee Reality Check

நவம்பர் 21, 2021

The visible page tracks a rough day of family stress, food money, antidepressants, healthcare anger, Sri Lanka’s low standards, currency weakness, script work, and the decision to rest instead of forcing productivity.

3:15 PM

Seeing Myself and Jonathan Hirshon in Something

3:15 p.m.

Reminds me of myself and Jonathan Hirshon...

Hehehe

3:45 PM

Blocking Milan, Leaving Family Behind and Screening Job Applicants

3:45 p.m.

Today, my brother Milan Edirisinghe, he was talking to me, he was saying i was wrong that he was after me and all kinds of things. The thing is, that he would call me, "brother" in this menacing way. Just the most hateful way. I remember Scar from The Lion King. The guy is a ████████, he has a job at Softlogic, it is a salaried job, he is just going to compare himself to myself, and then feel jealous like most people.

So, all I'm going to do is block the guy off. He has seen I know people and have a plan and a lot of real friends, so he is jealous, he will never change his character, it seems, he has broken my elbow, I don't know, I have to think about it, I think best is to separate and stay away from them. I have disowned and given up on my family, I have very few friends, I feel happier that way.

When I am interviewing people for jobs at my firm. I ask them, who they are, who are their friends and what can they do with me to succeed? If they don't tell me who they are, don't tell me who their friends are and what they can do -- I just tell them "thanks for applying, it's not a good fit, good luck".

4:45 PM

Thilanga’s Vaccine Support and Considering Family Forgiveness

4:45 p.m.

I like how Thilanga helped me get my Covid-19 shot, by squeezing my other side arm, so I wouldn't feel it, he is a good father figure. He has made a few mistakes, but I don't really care. I might even forgive Milan and Lehara, they are just upset I woke up my mum over $20. It is her fault, she is very insecure, she is wicked, she thought it was cool to wickedly harm her son, she is now paying the price, I hope she's learned from it. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Okay, maybe the last part is a bit exaggerated. I am not a duck.

5:15 PM

A Quacking Rant About the Family Birds

5:00 p.m.

Quack, qauck, quack, qack, quack, quack! Quack, quack, this wicked scorpion ███████ quack, tried to separate quack, my family's precious birds from myself, so wickedly, because I foolishly tried to help her and gave her the deputy chairman job quack, after the 2019 Easter April 21st Sunday █████████████████████ just because she is a school teacher, quack, quack

Quack! Quack!!!

$X CIS

5:15 PM (b)

A Quacking Claim About Palith Harming a Young Boy

5:15 p.m.

Quack, quack, my dad, quack, ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████, quack, quack, just so tragic, quack, terrible!

5:30 PM

Comparing a Haircut to Alex Carvell’s £30 Style

5:30 p.m.

This guy's almost got Alex Carvell's £30 haircut, minus the parted front swerve lock.

Hehehe

5:30 PM (b)

Missing Daniel Rawlinson’s Damian Lewis Haircuts

5:30 p.m.

(b)

I got the Damian Lewis haircut -- everytime! I miss my gay barber Daniel Rawlinson, he'd cut it just right.

5:30 PM (c)

Forgiving Shanika While Leaving the Past Behind

5:30 p.m.

(d)

hehehe Shanika!

Just kidding, I love my mother. She is going to have a good life. I forgive her, I understand and accept she has tried her best, it's not her fault. She was very insecure, she did try to harm me, but nothing really stuck, I have walled off and moved on with my life. I have laid waste to those people, they're not just relics of the past, they are shameful skeletons in a closet that nobody in the future will want to remember....

5:45 PM

Statistics on Islamophobia and Anti-Muslim Discrimination in America

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In American politics, Islamophobia is most commonly exhibited by conservatives and Republicans.[46][47][48] Republicans hold a far more negative view towards Muslims and Islam than do Democrats.[49] In a 2017 Pew Research Center report, majority of Republicans (63%) stated that Islam encourages violence more than other religions. 68% of Republicans say Islam is not part of mainstream American society while 65% say Islam and democracy aren't compatible. 56% of Republicans also say there is great or fair deal amount of extremism among American Muslims

A 2013 Carnegie Mellon University study found that, nationally, Muslims had "13% fewer callbacks" than Christians after submitting identical job applications to the same establishments.

A 2020 survey conducted by the Othering & Belonging Institute at UC Berkeley revealed that Muslim women were more likely to encounter Islamophobia, with nearly 77% of Muslim women reporting experiencing Islamophobia. Majority of the respondents (almost 75%) also believed that Muslim women were at higher risk of facing Islamophobia

A 2020 survey conducted by the Othering & Belonging Institute at UC Berkeley showed that almost all Muslim respondents (nearly 94%) said that Islamophobia affects their mental and emotional well-being.[

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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Islamophobia_in_the_United_States#:~:text=As%20a%20result%20of%20this,ABC%20News%2F%20Washington%20Post%20poll.

6:00 PM

Finding a Fake Russian Scientist Disturbing

6:00 p.m.

This fake Russian scientist is very disturbing. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

8:45 PM