I did have fun though. I met some lovely people, who weren't exactly, the best people. But I'm not a very people person. I think he's probably not the best friend for me now. And we'll likely part ways. At least there's like closure. I dunno, I can try to be 'positive', but it's probably not going to really, work out.
When I saw my PYMK, from long ago. I saw Eric Schmidt, in a screen shot with the guy's mom. I don't really know those people. I didn't achieve anything with Eric Schmidt. I told Venura's mom, to not let Venura try anything dishonest... I think, that, it'll likely fail. A lot of my friendships and relationships collapse or fail. It's very difficult for me to have friends. I think it could be c-ptsd. But I honestly, struggle with it. I haven't had any new friends in years. I think that I have slowly, removed, and I felt relief. My amygdala, must be enlarged, if they do a brain scan on me.
