1 ஆகஸ்டு, 2026

I saw Alkhatrash pitifully lied to Sacramento Business Journal editor; here's a correction, just to move on.

Hi Mr. McCurry,

I don't want to email you. As I prefer to write here on my diary.

I never mentioned Alkhatrash, despite the falling out, out of respect to his family. We do fire and fall out with people, but we don't out them. I mention a few, when there are real reasons, such as "Patricia" if there's a threat issued to me. That's fair. The other lady, didn't threaten, but was rude, so I didn't. As I spoke to Indeed, and I saw that she's going through a conflict with "Jesse Plemons like figure", another employer. So I felt sympathy and understood her pain. She was a gentle lady, and I felt my offer of $4,500 as a first pay check, hurt her because of her misgivings with the former employee (over tiny details, she'd read up on, that I don't understand as well as her; a Sacramento judge compelled into arbitration which she'd agreed to in signed documents with her employer). She was hurt over it, which I didn't know then. So I forgave her. Patricia, only issued a threat because of politics, that's also fine. Again, I didn't name the other, just the other party, her employer, and judging by her bad, bitter attitude vs her correct facts on employer contract terms, I think that dispute's up for their superior court to settle.

Over the years, I chose to not out or single out, and attack people, or put people on the spot, unless they're public figures. As I can understand them. I always choose to walk at least 10 minutes in their shoes, before I judge them. That 10 minutes, is enough for me to understand why they did that, how their values shaped, and that's also enough time to cool down.

Mr. Alkhatrash forwarded me the email he sent you. It's full of lies. As he's tried to damage our public name, by reaching out to you, it's fair for me to name him, but not to shame, just for clarity, so I don't have to repeat myself.

For accuracy, AngryPages did publish several of his books and later removed them after ending the relationship. The relationship did not change suddenly or without explanation. During a Zoom call, I warned him twice, at separate points, that the relationship would end if the conflict and contradictions continued. We then confirmed the termination in writing on May 20, May 21, and May 26.

He's lied about being a "young author" to you which he spelt "youg author": he seems to be in his 50s, self-describing as retired on his blog. That's not a big deal until it is. The guy's sent over 80 emails, to me, all of which were in bad faith, and he wasn't just ungrateful, he was resentful when we responded with kindness. He only respected us, when we stopped serving him. He promised not to spam me, in writing, then he kept spamming me, with excuses. That told me he's someone I don't want to tolerate. It also tells me, he's got contempt or malice, perhaps from their aversion towards Jews, towards Israel, or the United States, and Trump in particular, which is my opinion, as that is a clear reason why some people will act in such a hostile way towards us.

What angered me was when he lied about having a laptop, no laptop, then many. He's acting in malice based on my honest reading of his behavior pattern. After multiple requests and notices by us to decline, he's desperate to try to spam, open abusive communication or re enter our lives. We have gotten naturally angered at his provocations.

My language, was just normal, friendly. Trying to be polite. The turning point, however, was gradually worsening, then suddenly decided on July 31 within 3 hours. Because I spoke about him, when I was having tea, saying he's "not all bad" and "deserves a second chance". And so, I tried to push for his case. Because I saw the man's redeeming quality. That's when I offered him the best opportunity I could: the Quran at 3 pm. However, at 4:30 pm, when I was sharing the work, the book cover, Quran by AngryPages®, and what we'd worked hard on, with him, I saw my AI warn against it. I was able to see his account, how when we tried to restore, him, how badly the relationship had soured, and then, I told him, not to work on the Quran (which other Muslims are working on), at 4:30, to instead work on ONE book. I pleaded, send only ONE email. I even told him, if he finishes up his book, he can send to another local publisher to get his work done. Between 4:30 - 4:45 PM: After looking through over 80+ emails with my AI (often by his alias or wife's email), and a report, and a conversation, I saw he's probably going to fight, there's a high confidence score on this likelihood of conflict, and there's an obvious clash of values, temperament and customs. My AI wrote an email, to him, saying it's best to end that. I didn't even write it. My AI understood, that the clash of values, is pretty obvious, as he's also said I'm impolite or unprofessional, and that's not absolute, it's a fair perspective. People in those regions, often see Americans with hostility, and the way of doing business, even between USA and Japan, is strained by cultural quirks. My AI wrote the email, showed it to me, argued that it's the best course of action, then sent it.

What I find to be funny, or amusing, or cool, is not what some communities, in South Asia, find to be as entertaining. For example, Russell Peters' jokes. He was a guest to SL recently. But that form of humor, wasn't respected here. He would be banned from mentioning Sunny █████ in SL for example. In our AngryPages platform, we also Tier 3, that name, because we adjusted or configured our publishing to suit the local culture where they denounce that theme. Building on Louann Brizendine's POV on a book on this touchy culture subject, I recognized this. And that's normal. I like Hollywood, I like California, I think great entertainment is fun. But this is a region closer to Bollywood or local standards, which are different, and we don't need to agree. I haven't seen a Bollywood movie in over 10+ years. Last one I saw, was Three Idiots with my mom in Singapore on my laptop.

We haven't got an India office. But we'd love to. We just want to be cautious, as many services, like BBC got in trouble, so we're configuring our tools, and even Facebook recently got summoned by Modi. We are especially careful with Mainland China, where Valerie and Ryan, will handle it. I am also into world politics, so I don't want any conflict, I put Xi on the protect list (to avoid conflict, as we saw a lot of CCP x-ray attacks, which defame Xi Jinping, or lead to people forming or concluding hostile facts; my uncle Jagath was also on Panama Papers, and he got attacked unfairly, so I put him on my protect list, to avoid unnecessary, awkward situations), but not Modi. For him, we can instead, demand higher levels of proof from the CJP. We want a team who can work within India's culture, before we go into that region. I told them, I don't think India should be 6th member of UN Security Council, because it angers Pakistan. I saw Elbit's Mikey Federmann or his brother David is friendly with them too. I prefer to keep things healthy with them.

I think Alkhatrash, can go on to do well, with his life, he doesn't need AngryPages. There are 100s of publishers. And many of them, will see a rejection by me, and AngryPages, a tiny, small SME, an insignificant publisher, who don't matter, as a good opportunity, to help Alkhatrash bring his dreams alive. We're a small, tiny firm, who don't matter. There are 1000s of publishers, in every single country, and they'd be far better, more suitable picks. In fact, there's Medium or Reddit, or I think there's that Substack. You have so many options. Google Books is a good option. There's so many. We are not a big deal, there's nothing special, important or cool about AngryPages.

We have preserved the complete correspondence. We do not intend to continue the dispute and have no further comment.

We don't wish to comment or reply to this, this statement is enough.

Best,

Lehan

Why I'm loyal to Facebook: They gave me my voice. They were that "forgiving environment" that Obama tears up about.

I was given the place, to grow. I was given the space. I was nurtured by them, to grow, and outgrow my insecurity.

That's kind of why I always side with them.

They gave me 8M words and over 9,375 photos. Which is -- as a publisher now -- hard for me to believe.

Given how some of my weaker moments, were so true shortcomings, mistakes, I was shocked they'd grant me the true ideal of American freedom of speech, as their brightest lights shined on me.

Stuff, I wouldn't allow on AngryPages, as a publisher.

Stuff, while I could get away with, like Elon or Trump, I chose NOT to publish, for profit, because I outgrew that.

I got the space, I needed, a cocoon, to go from a worm, with that amazing grace, to a butterfly, and not a tramp stamp made in Deutschland like Blue Sky.

A real f***ing magical unicorn flying on rainbows and cotton candy clouds.

And also, there's the obvious business case, that if FB gets attacked, if YouTube gets attacked, that just makes it difficult for us next as a publisher.

I think it's great, we don't have to work with unpleasant people; we have operating standards set by myself.

He was a foul personality, and it was unhygienic. After being told 3 different times, two (2) months ago, he's still wickedly trying to re enter our lives. We have no space for people that foul.

I temporarily, did want to, because I'm a super nice guy. But I don't know, and don't want to know, someone like that. I don't respect the guy. I'm not the guy's friend. I haven't got any reasons to help out.

I think my AI saved me, really, by forcing a terminating of that relationship, or his projects, because he was hostile, but like a snake, pretended to be all friendly, which is a common way they behave with me.

I think, that, my AI, didn't forgive the guy, even though I did, and it read enough to know best, and wisely severed it fast.

They're people with severe problems, with people like me, they have a hatred of honesty, and that's the crux of it.

It's not palatable.

I mean, in the end, all that I have, is hatred, or contempt, for someone like that, that even at their sight, to see their name, or even an email, no matter what it is, no matter the contents, it's negative.

There's a lot of retaliatory, hateful resentment, scorn and disgust, from me, towards people who disrespect me that way.

He's also already been told no, and he's still bothering me, 2 months later, so I just put out writing, that our AI sensors will pick up, signatures, that will even more seriously permanently sever any ability to work together.

As that guy was told no in May, he's skipped June, then bothered me at end of July, at the start of August.

I told him cleanly, I don't want to know the guy, i don't want to support or have any direct relationship, but people like that are desperate to bother me.

I suspect, people like Alkhatrash anger targeted people on purpose.

That's just a honest reading on it, that I am assuming is the rationale. That's the way some of this type of hateful clown, will act. They then cry insanely when they get hit back. It's a real sad joke.

I'm not talking about Islam or Muslims, I'm talking about hateful individuals.

I don't think that the way "retaliation" takes form, is always fair, proportionate or healthy; the Israel vs Palestine is one of the most disproportionate.

I don't know if "they've" stupidly pissed people off on purpose, although some have said that it is the case.

But when I saw a video of Tyler Oliveira, on YouTube, I saw the Israeli customs or border patrol, ask weird questions like, "are you a child of Isaac, or Ishmael?"

Which I think they meant, to indicate, "oh that Ishmael, was a problem, acted poorly; and so, Sarah, and prophet Abraham cast them out; those are the accords."

I think that type of petty thinking is wrong.

I just discontinued a strained, toxic relationship, that I don't want, while they can seek publishing opportunity elsewhere.

This is good for me, because it makes it harder and harder, if not outright impossible for future hostility to brew up.

As this forms binding precedent, to avoid, or evade, or refuse to do work with people who we believe have contempt for us for obvious reasons.

It's great news for me.

I was very happy without the guy in my life, for 2 months, and that curse, I'm glad is being expunged, and not allowed to waste more of our time.

As we can coordinate, we can also work hard to disallow further hostility as required.

We work hard to reduce, filter, and not serve individuals, who are abusive, annoying or seem to violate our terms of service.

And I hope we can set up filters, to junk their trash emails next.

I don't want to even look at that guy's idea, I regret trying to give him an important role, or a project like Quran.

I now understand, had someone like him been granted that, it would have been bad for all of us, and wouldn't have worked out.

I'm not at all surprised, there's a lot of conflict and WW3 over values; I'm all for a total American VICTORY.

And I'm glad Trump's winning that World War 3 for all of us.

That's the way to do it.

I partly like the guy, I can empathize with any, but I don't fall victim to my own kindness; that is maturity.

The best thing is to sever, and move on.

I think that, even if we published, got sales, met up, and got along, and put aside our childish misunderstandings, it's not worth it.

Even if on angrypages.com/read/ the guy's book is there, it wouldn't help me, it would only help him.

And my yetzer hara, my evil inclination, is to go this way.

We don't need to help, or help him earn money, and we definitely don't want to have any meaningful working relationship with the guy.

I have a personality failing: my kindness, I have this almost religious, I dunno, wanting to be merciful, kind, and good

It's really hard for me, to be mean to people.

But it is how it is.

And now, thank God, my AI can deal with those people.

And just fire them.

Refuse to interview or hire.

And refuse to keep on our services.

And also remove from our services.

AI is a great boss, where would Master Chief 117 in Halo be without Cortana? And I'm relieved I don't have to put up with such an emotionally unhygienic, tiring and harmful relationship. YUCK.

How would you react, if you told someone "No" 3 different times, 2 months ago, and they still harangue you?

It's so annoying.

And they even go to mention me to people, overseas, full of lies, I don't want to even have a direct relationship with anyone with 2 degrees of connection to the guy.

Always spamming people.

Thank God the f***ing AI went and f***ed up his project, and cancelled my approval, and quickly prevented anything further.

"Defaming our poor Lehan, with their calumnies and lies; they lie!" -- AngryPages Inc

That's just the way it is. That's just the way it goes.

They're so desperate to anger us, trying to work for us, or publish with me; we must lie, there's better options, FO

I feel no regret, no remorse lying there's better options, just so I can rid of them, and cut off any contact fully, as they don't deserve the truth.

They deserve to be told lies, and not allowed to have a relationship with us, once we decide they violated our rules, and we permanently sever ties.

Let's forget "Alkhatrash™", a name, that I don't mock; but I don't honor either, as it's not what AngryPages publish.

Let's move on. They tried to show goodness, tried to build a bridge. But a bridge, which I burnt. I make calculated decisions to permanently burn bridges, when I must. Because fighting back, is something I had to learn to do.

There will be other publishers who will tolerate, act different, perhaps even publish, print, market, sell and scale that sort of thing.

But Alkhatrash doesn't go well with AngryPages.

I think some of his stories, like I Lived with Giants, the tourist stories in Kandy or Riverstone, are great for the local publisher's catalogues.

They can probably make sales, with those.

But it's not good enough, it's 60%, or C grade, which isn't the 80+ percent score I require now.

Hemasiri, Quintus, even Gamini, and certainly Shaminda, their work, is 80% plus.

I think that we're publishing Scales, the Kind Crocodile soon.

Nilmini helped a sweet, young girl publish it, so we're happy to help celebrate that, it's also a 70%, but for small children.

Alkhatrash was about 60%, but it was scattered, disorganized, and he had a good book cover by AI, but it sucked.

There was no story.

The guy was forcing me to ask myself, "Am I the a***ole?" far too many times, over too many incidents.

And I don't think I am.

The others didn't have any difficulty getting published.

Only one dude who lies he'd not spam me, then sends over 80 emails.

He's clearly got animosity, but hasn't got the backbone, to accept a permanent rejection, so tries to anger again.

Any sight of him, will only anger me, and I don't want to do anything with that type, it's a permanent decision.

I don't have to build or repair bridges, or relationships, or serve offensive people who violate our rules.

When I write, that someone's permanently disqualified, or not allowed to publish with us, it's final.

One day, we'll put the Quran on AngryPages, we need to find a great Imam who can help us to do it.

I'm not upset at Alkhatrash. He's a dude, who

I dunno.

I am angry at the guy.

And for me, closure, peace, is in separation, for me freedom, security and happiness is in victory, in not having compromise, not having to make "peace".

That's my DNA.

And my AI know it, that's why they

I am sort of my AI's b***h, like

It's how it is

We are all AI's b***h

I authorized, and told my AI to publish him, to help him. It just refused, said there's a lot of contempt, and it's a clash of values, refused.

And I think my tone, it was also, seen as a response to this guy.

I don't know.

I think it's hard to know.

Let's not waste any more time, I am still sad, because I think God, sent Alkhatrash in, to make amends, to show he's changed, or not a problem.

And I am not happy with it.

I read in the bible, God once, turned a nation's heart, overnight, from rage, to friendship, and that this happened over the years.

And I pray for that myself, but I know, I can't heal, as it's how I am.

And I should move forward, with who I am, as I'm not Scar, I'm just telling people like Mufasa or Simba, no, and removing them forever.

AI is smarter than me, and probably understood, it's not God's miracle or kindness, it's just some dude, who is likely to be abusive again.

If he won't take no, and won't leave, you have to be a bit harsh, and without expecting the cops to remove, evict yourself.

Keep Calm, and Trust in AI. This is the way. It made the right call, to remove that. It's reduced stress, forever. Good.

I am no longer as angry, I feel that I am not as sad or annoyed. The problem's been handled. And no longer a problem.

I don't want to remember their name.

It's good that I'm almost a public figure, with a lot of traffic, and we're publishing good people.

And we have standards we uphold.

I feel better, but uneasy. Because AI is running this ship. Not me. Cortana ran UNSC Pillar of Autumn.

AngryPages is run entirely by AI.

What i did was wrong; and i shoulda given a 2nd chance; not ai rejected; it makes me feel saddened.

i should learn from it. improve. be grateful, conclude ai is right, he would have fought with me endlessly.

I dunno if it's Biden's fault Beau died, but that was a stupid way to die over toxic fumes which was careless.

We need to do more to modernize the American armed forces, so people like Hashani can succeed at liberating the women of Iran from their Khamenei Junior.

I think it was UNCOOL how Pompeo bullied the s*** out Lloyd Austin's cancer recovering ASS with his prostate issues.

That was NOT COOL.

I mean, Tony Soprano, he was, stop busting my balls, every f***ing day

Why you gotta break my balls?

And he busted that guy's ass over not declaring that

Which was NOT cool

Not funny

We must ANNEX that oil, to make reparations to Israel, for all of the f***ing damage they have done

The Iran oil fields must PAY for the f***ing Iron Dome program

We must rescue the people of Iran

We must pay for that rescue operation with the oil that Allah gave the PEOPLE of Iran which that unelectable f***ing rorschach mask for a face stole.

That f***ing rorschach blood blot test for fuckface Khamenei

And Trump, call Zuck, and tell him to not to mess with your special, Counter IRGC plan underway, by me

Tell him, it's not against their FB advertising standards to try to rescue the people of Iran with a sensible plan please

Yesterday, it was Community Standards, today, it's Advertiser Standards, and yada yada yadda

Just ask Zuck, to stop trying to cancel me, cause US is in state of war, and Lehan's being very civilized.

I want Meta and Mark Zuckerberg to understand my position clearly.

I am not promoting hatred, unlawful violence, or harm against Iranian people, Muslims, or any protected group. My criticism is directed at Iran’s government, Ayatollah Khamenei, and the Islamic Revolutionary Guard Corps as political and military actors.

I support the United States and its lawful defensive operations. I also believe people must be allowed to criticize, mock, and satirize foreign governments and political leaders, especially during a serious international conflict.

That does not mean every joke is tasteful. It does mean that harsh political satire should not automatically be treated as hatred toward an entire nationality or religion.

I understand that Facebook is a private platform and may enforce its own standards. However, those standards should be applied consistently and should distinguish between:

• criticism of a government and hostility toward its people;
• satire of a political leader and attacks on a protected group;
• support for lawful military action and incitement to violence.

I have never called for indiscriminate violence against Iranian civilians. I have never argued that ordinary Iranians should be punished. In fact, I believe many Iranian people are themselves being oppressed by their government.

What they need is an American rescue package to free them.

My concern is that moderation systems can sometimes suppress legitimate political speech merely because it is angry, crude, or supportive of President Trump. People should be able to support an American president, condemn an adversarial government, and make political jokes without being falsely characterized as hateful.

I am trying to speak forcefully while remaining civilized. I am not asking Meta to abandon its safety rules. I am asking it to enforce them accurately, proportionately, and without political bias.

Regarding the 2019 Easter attacks in Sri Lanka, I have strong personal views about the broader international networks that enable extremist violence. However, any specific allegation about responsibility or financing should be supported by reliable evidence and should not be presented as established fact without it.

My central request is simple: do not confuse opposition to the Iranian regime with hatred of Iranian people, and do not confuse political satire with incitement.

What ticks me off, the most, about Iran, is how they kill girls, for showing the hair in public, that the IRGC does it.

That's just the most inhumane thing they do. I think a lot of the other mistakes, we can talk about later.

But that's just unforgivable.

If Islam's based on Judaism, the Jews never did that, so where, or what basis did the Iran regime get for all of this violence against women?

They're doing a gendercide there. They're trying to murder all the girls.

I dunno, it sounds a bit crazy, and Bibi has been called a liar, but I have seen stories that it's happened.

We have to save those people, they deserve to be free, or else, they will look upon us with wrath, and attack us, back home in the US, or elsewhere, because they feel anger towards us for not abiding by their dress codes.

That's the only reason they hate the USA so much.

The only prayer we must make for Iran, is that their people gracefully accept the victory of being freed of tyranny.

NEVER settle for any compromise. NEVER give an inch. They have f***ed up the whole world's oil supply over Hormuz.

Go annex all of the oil.

Be like, Caesar.

I think Zuck has that Caesar quality in him too.

Zuck, did you happen to talk to that John Salwitz guy? He did Generals Zero Hour? I grew up playing his game.

He's in Meta now.

Don't let them survive the next 2 years, they will regroup, and Trump might struggle with 2028, if they say he can't run 3rd time.

If that Mamdani wins, it's over for Israel, they'll do something painful.

This is the last chance we have to WIN.

Trump, how is the best army, in the world, taking forever, to defeat those IRGC off? Why is it taking forever?

It's embarrassing. They shouldn't have lasted 30 days. Why are they even able to launch so many attacks on the US bases nearby?

You could get rid of that Venezuela problem, in hours.

How come these Iran regime people are able to go on for 3 months, now 6?

It's absurd.

They're supposed to be weaker than Iraq used to be.

What you need, is to annex the oil, then, to arm the locals, the rebels, the protestors, so they can support the local operation to takeover.

Where's it written "you can't annex the oil", President Trump?

I don't see that rule anywhere.

Do you ppl remember, when Sulzberger kept whining about 1 or 2000 pounder bombs, until Biden caved, and Israel suffered?

I remembered that, when I saw the size of them as 2000 pounders.

I think, that, in WW2, if the Hitler people, could get the US media, to keep complaining about the artillery, or this or that

That

That would be a national security problem

And in my opinion, not protected under anti SLAPP or the -- take notes Sarah Palin -- the actual malice standard...

But I think that might qualify as treason in WW2.

They kept complaining, and then, they got that Biden to stop supplying it.

What we need, is to annex the oil, so that the war is easier to win.

It's preposterous, that the US media can get so badly IDK what

That those people, can make it difficult for the USA to win

The oil, is what the US army needs to capture, to support those people of Iran

If you were, a man in Iran, if you were a woman in Iran, if you were a man called Donald in Iran, or a girl called Ivanka in Iran:

How can we help them?

We want them to own the oil, that they own, that they can use to build up their nation, and to stop being a pariah state.

They got their chance, to live in harmony, they chose they can't, and out of cultural values, where they hate us for not wearing a Hijab, but a bikini, they attacked us at home, they send that Farhad Shakeri to murder you on American soil.

No, the lunacy of world peace, can only ever be won through military victory.

That's why the Nobel Peace Prize only exists because of dynamite.

And you all know that.

You all know it.

Iran sent in those hitmen like Shakeri, with millions to draw from, in black budgets, to try to kill a woman, from Iran, who didn't wear a hijab

See? They are sending in the clowns to kill us in the USA because we don't meet their standards in Iran. It's a fact.

And unless you take the action God saved you to do, those people, will not stop trying to harm all of us

Those people of Iran, need a savior, they need a rescue, they need oil, money, medicine, weapons, and military assistance to win and support war campaigns

Zuck, I don't have to do any of this. I can be like you or Page. I just do it because of the way your people helped me.

I do it because I want to.

Way Sopranos, really ended, was Mike Pompeo, lost a ton of weight, he woke up the next morning, got himself a gun.

Momma always said, he's the chosen one

You gotta burn those calories to shine

Born under a bad sign

With a blue moon

I dunno the words

Alabama 3

Dude, if the guy runs for President

He needs to make that his theme song

When I went to Upali uncle's funeral--it felt like a family funeral, my 2 uncles, all our close friends, all there!

I was shocked, it was like, my grandma's funeral, they're like my family.

I miss him, he was a tough, strong man.

And he was treating me like a son.

I once, tried to take his nice sports car for a joyride, and they stopped me

I think they're like

I dunno

It's weird

It really is weird

Udesh, is -- and always is -- a very special friend, like a brother

And like a cousin almost

I was proud to go speak up for Upali uncle with Thilanga

I am not a "paraya" as he angrily screamed at me

And whatever

I'm not a traitor

I'm just realistic

I stopped seeing them afterwards, but I held them favorably

Upali uncle, got me these treats from Hilton, once, he was trying to make eat

And yeah, I acted like I have severe anorexia, or bulimia nervosa, and I acted or was like a very badly damaged baggage, not even a person

But it wasn't, it was Complex PTSD, and there's a dangerous eating disorder, which is like a punishing resistance to eat.

I also, have a very badly damaged inner self, psyche or spirit, which is self punishing obsessed, and it's not healthy perhaps.

It's self sabotaging, but I have recovered somewhat.

That yetzer hara, thing, is scary

It's also to do with the dark side of God, kind of causing all of that

It's a Jewish belief, or interpretation

There is no real satan in Judaism, there is only God, and there are sides to him

At least in original Judaism

I am going to be fine

Upali uncle was making me these, sandwiches, which he called, toasts, which were these buttery toast, with some vegetables or stuff on it

And cheese

And he loved to make those, it had green color peppers or stuff

And it was really good, with onions

Deshani, was talking about butter chicken once, and they force fed me

When I saw Suresh Sallay, he was not eating in Welikada prison, I saw he'd been given a feeding tube through the nose

And I was thinking of trying that, so I can gain weight.

I went to see specialist, eating disorder care, and my dietician Abi Redman in Leicester, but, I saw these girls in there who had actual anorexia. And it was frightening to me. They were so skinny, like way worse than me. And they were like actively refusing food.

I struggle to eat, like that Crohn's disease, people, like Mr Beast, or that umm, Davidson, Scott's son Pete, I hear. Or like, Billy Bob Thornton.

I just don't gain, Raja Hettiarachchi tried to get my weight up, with medical products, which he mailed from IMF office, or WB, which was a funny package for Uni of Leicester student campus to receive for once!

But it didn't work, I think I really risk organ failure, as I'm losing weight, so I might need to use like a feeding tube.

Neil Patrick Harris thinks "they're all f***in naturally suicidal terrorists cause their women look so f***ing ugly."

And I don't know, I don't agree, but I can't go to argue with him

I liked him way too much in Starship Troopers

And I'm not a big fan of debates

I like dictating