Tue 28 Apr
7:15 a.m.
████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ██████████████████ ████████████████ The senior leaders here can't even keep appointments and don't have the basic courtesy to cancel appointments. They don't have any professionalism.
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For Chandrika, she can never return to power, she's lost everything. But I can try to give her a way to be friends with the Rajapaksa family. That's the better way. Even with the Dharmadasa family, I mean, maybe I'll never trust them, but I can try to help them. It'd be wrong not to.
7:30 a.m.
So, basically Sineth Withanage has kind of failed badly at organising a meeting with Mihiran Fonseka at Aitken Spence. Mihiran has probably forgotten. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ It's strange. ███████████████████████████████████████████ We still need to fight to get the right things done.
I mean, generally, there's people who are cool. Mihiran Fonseka probably had an emergency meeting. He probably couldn't make it. I'm very annoyed and hurt. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
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███████████████████████████████████ I don't understand why and how Gota isn't taking action and doing more to stop this kind of thing. It's businesses like mine that develop Sri Lanka and create value or progress and these guys don't even want to show the most basic respect. How are we supposed to do anything? I don't know.
These foreigners are coming in to give us technologies, know how, knowledge, expertise, skills, share experiences, etc. It was so ugly for this man to have behaved like that. How are we supposed to do anything? Sanjeeva Fernando and Imtiyaz Gaffoor should move forward with a new appointment.
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7:45 a.m.
I don't know. Maybe I'm getting a bit upset naturally. I shouldn't read into it too much. People here are all anyway jealous. That's why people act this way. I think that I'll eventually cool down. I feel sick. I can speak with Sineth Withanage or ask Imtiyaz Gaffoor to reschedule for us. It's caused really serious problems.
9:45 a.m.
I think I'm really confused. It seems that our friends at Aitken Spence were genuinely called into a separate meeting and forgot. I just assume the worst things possible. It's likely that they're friendly with us and will work with us.
10:15 a.m.
It's always best to do the right thing, which is the most compassionate thing. I have to help people. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Thilanga uncle is a separate person. ██████████████████████████████████████ I'm best off trying to repair friendships even if it's hard work.
11:30 a.m.
I thought about things. It's likely I'm overreacting. It seems these guys will be happy to do business with us. There's no threat that is real. Also, many people died in the same exact spot my dad died. That shows Sharma uncle was most likely innocent.
I have to judge people's intent and motives carefully, it's good I can think of the worst possible things as well. You can never rule any possibilities out completely. It's hurtful stuff, but I'll keep it up here for good record keeping and to just be cautious. I was thinking of removing. But no lie must be seen as greater than a truth.
6:30 p.m.
I feel a lot of body heat, chest pain and head pain. I rested. I'm glad to have Imtiyaz Gaffoor on my team, he's a very headstrong man. Sineth Withanage's trying his best. It'll work out. I probably won't do anything to harm anyone.
████████████████████████████████████It's what I like most in life: "your body is wonderland, your body is wonderland, your skin like porcelain, bubblegum lips, candy tongue and your body is WONDERLAND too!"
6:45 p.m.
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11:00 p.m.
G-d touched my life today. But I'm feeling too much of a buzz to type. I'm going to sleep. We drank some good port wine. I had a good time at my younger brother Milan's birthday.