Tue 8 Sep
12:15 p.m.
I got up at like 11 a.m., the Mirtazapine is pretty strong. I have made myself some coffee. I'll go and get lunch, then I'll probably watch tv because I want to see Raised by Wolves, finish watching Murder by Decree and some other stuff. I'm feeling tired. I hate Sri Lankan food, I can't eat it.
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12:30 p.m.
I was thinking about Jagath uncle, I want to help him prevent any further issues with respect to the Buddhist authority. He's also created enemies who want to contest his leadership. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
Janaka Edirisinghe uncle, is ineffectual, however, Jagath uncle hates him, Jagath uncle's wife Samantha aunty hates him, (██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ and his father Dr Albert Edirisinghe became a monk in his later life) and this is an inconspicuous situation which can become a problem because if Janaka starts attacking the family, it's going to be an issue.
Jagath uncle asked me to not invite Janaka uncle to events, which I declined to accept. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ It's as simple as that, if I don't see any real potential for future business, it's as though they're of no use to me, I'll cut them off my life.
12:45 p.m.
I need to get lunch. I would've prefered the Chicken Penang with sticky Jasmine rice from Tesco. That had like 700 calories because of the coconut milk. ██████████████████████████████████ ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████