Thu 30 Jan
7:45 p.m.
I think we may be able to use Harry Jayawardena at DCSL to sell alcohol which we bring down. It's easier for us. Plus, it adds a lot of value to our brand. It's a ████. We can use it to compete with Rockland and other smaller companies. I would prefer to get a liquor import permit from Mahinda Rajapaksa, and I can try to.
8:15 p.m.
I'll just use the Chandrika is Harry's best friend card to really incentivise Mahinda Rajapaksa. I dunno. I'll ask Thilanga uncle. It's a great business. I like Harry, when dad died, I got DCSL shares. I was a lawful bootlegger! I sold alcohol at 12--as a shareholder. I was so cool.
Sigh. I get very angry thinking about Lal uncle. I shouldn't get so upset. Or about the healthcare sector. It's a great opportunity for me to fight and fix things. Even Jagath -- Thilanga, I can help fix. I can help fix Chandrika--Mahinda. I can be like Jagath mami and fix Daya--Mahinda fight. It's so much more valuable. I can fix this country.
Or just profit off conflict. Playing all sides. I dunno. I think that I can only advise, I can't do anything.
8:30 p.m.
I don't know. I want to share my earnings. I don't think being selfish is correct. I like to share money. I want to give 25% to Jagath and Thilanga uncles for religion and politics. Even Lal uncle, I think he's made a mistake and probably regrets it because █████████████████████He's probably depressed now. I should forgive.
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9:30 p.m.
██████████████probably didn't mess with my business because of Thilanga uncle. I think he was just genuinely upset I wrote to his GM that I knew him. I dunno. It's bad to assume. I never really assume, or I guess, as I never know anything, I always assume, but then, because I know I don't know, I question why. Even if it was done on purpose, it must've been for a real reason.
10:00 p.m.
I remember my economics teacher Asita Amerasinghe really well. He taught me a lot. He did 2 or 3 hour classes. Then, he'd always say that it was enough because people had enough and reached their limit. Of course, I never understood because my limit, maybe as I didn't go to school really, was never reached. I often read voraciously without limit. Maybe as a ██████████, my pain threshold is high -- I have the discipline.
I clearly think and plan and write with no real limit. I love to do it. But I'm not a computer. I can't force my human mind or brain too much. I think my attention becomes fragmented because MasterClass with Chris Voss, it is a bit too long, it goes on unendingly. Plus, I watched it once. I'm rewatching. It's boring. My mind wanders to compensate for stress -- it's like an intentional 5 minute break to recuperate or rest my brain muscles.
Plus, the whole while, I was remembering flashbacks or intense memories or intrusive memories of when I negotiated. I wrote to Chris Voss, at Black Swan Group about business collaboration. When hackers hack, and we do incident response, it's a hostage ransom situation we often lose, I wrote to him about it. I'm pretty good at improvising, I'm very industrious and illustrious -- I'm good at this kind of innovation.
