4:15 p.m.
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It makes no sense!
It seems a bit 'too wicked'. It is just so suspicious.
What does my mother gain in staying friends with and inviting Sandalal for her birthday or for our dad's 15th alms giving? Why is she friends with people who try to cripple her own son?
Is she delusional, is she psychotic or she is insecure, uneducated or weak? Or a combination? Or just an evil, wicked and foul threat?
Whatever it may be, it does seem incredibly suspicious and wrong.
It is just wrong.
It is ugly.
This is what this is all about.
This is the whole story.
It is about betrayal.
It is about a mother, who for whatever reason, is successfully able to cause profound psychological, health and economic damage to her own son.
This is what I am concerned by.
Why is it that she is trying to do this? She is holding me captive as a prisoner, I depend on her. I did not go to school, I do not eat, I have no life, no money, nothing--
what is the point?
What is she trying to achieve?
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I do not get it?
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does she need to see me drown?
What does she want from all of this?
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What is the final intended outcome?