Wednesday, February 10th, 2021
12:00 a.m.
I am sleepy now. I need to take 45 mg of Mirtazapine and sleep. Tomorrow, I will ask my mum for some cash, then buy some strawberry jam to eat, and pay my phone bill, and to go hang out with Jacques. I love Jacques.
I will be very hurt when he dies, which will happen soon because he is 76 years old now, it was his birthday last week, and he is so old. I have to gift him his 20YO port bottle.
I was thinking of him when making my coffee a few days ago, I tried to drink it without coffee like he does, then I thought it was disgusting and added sugar.
I think that 'asking my mum for some cash', is like asking for my government budget to be approved, securing investor funding or a bank loan, or something, it is how it works.