Monday, March 29th, 2021
2:00 a.m.
I did not feel much after watching Jesus Christ Superstar (1979).
It is the best version of it.
I was sad they did not show Jesus raised from the dead.
I was surprised.
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I started to watch A Discovery of Witches S01.
It is not so good, I do not enjoy it.
Nothing to learn.
But it is cool how alchemy is in it.
I liked the Crown because there is historical value and you learn to turn the page on Elizabeth II.
Sasha Chaitow loves Alchemy.
She was telling me.
I showed my mum, she was shocked, she thought Sasha was a witch.
Sasha was talking about her losing her dad and her impressive library collection of books.
2:15 a.m.
I was downstairs looking for fruits my mum claimed were there.
Our house is large, massive, my sister was watching tv upstairs.
After I disgustingly used my hands instead of a spoon like a decent human being to eat delicious caramelised onions someone unknown and mum made--
I had one slice of bread and then I could not find any fruits or any other items, and decided to go up.
When I switched off the light in the pantry, I realised the whole house was completely dark in the middle of the night, midnight.
Ooh spooky.
I saw a house gecko lizard, a fat one.
He or she looked at me, saw the real demon, then ran away frightened, knowing what I am.
I did not tell myself this time, there was no need to constantly remind myself, I always knew, ever since I was a small young boy scared of the dark:
I am the darkness, and I feel at home, safe and happy in the shadows and I reassured myself quickly.
Without putting on any lights, I navigated my way up, to get to the staircase, switched on the light and got back into my room, and then looked at ██████████████
Yesterday, our maid, Manjula, she was possessed by a demon, I think someone video'ed it.
I do not really care, everyone has a spirit in them, likely.
Everyone is crazy.
There is some form of illness in anyone.
I was a bit fearful, but not really.
I am still hungry.
But since my sister closed the living room door, I cannot get my kettle.
I also doubt there is any food in the fridge.
There are some biscuits, there are cream crackers, cheddar, raspberry jam, peanut butter and maybe something else in the fridge.
There are snacks my aunt Anoja sent us.
I get hunger pangs in the night.
I will take a break, I might just watch this tv show.
I will probably go get more biscuits or--
I need to buy those soup packets, I love soup.
I loved the caramelised onions downstairs.
I put it in the fridge. I should have eaten more.
I wonder where the fruits are.
2:30 a.m.
My mum ate my mint ice cream.
I still did not get back a new tub.
In this Season 1 A Discovery of Witches, E01 or E02, the vampire hunts a deer or elk, in England.
Just like in the Crown, which Elizabeth II loves to do.
I also should go hunting once.
Looks like a lot of fun.
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I was thinking, vampires love blood.
Suranga Hettiarachchi's daughter whose name I never remembered, she also claimed the one time I saw her that she likes this supernatural, vampire stuff.
All the girls like that stuff.
I never really liked it much.
I think I liked the mafia stuff more.
I liked Elena █████████████████████████████████████
It is pretty cool.
Parthiv Hirdaramani.
He used to be one of my best friends.
He was always at my house, I would always call his mum and ask for permission for him to visit me.
We would play in the pool and bully my brother Milan or say bad words or do bad things.
It is always who I was.
I can only do bad deeds.
When I do good things, I feel an itch in my brain, as though, I am about to die.
When I do nice things, except to my friends like Jonathan who is my only friend, I feel so awful that I frantically think about ██████████████████████████
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My mum complained to my dad, in Singapore, my dad told me to not be friends with Parthiv because he says "bad words" according to my then family chauffeur Padmasiri.
I asked my dad if we can gift a pair of macaw parrots to Mikey De Alwis, he okay'ed it.
Parthiv met my cousins Chadu, I think someone was bleeding, he had the vampire in him, he wanted to "drink the blood".
The guy left to Harrow in England, I was sad.
Mathisha Dharmasiri tried to send me to Eton.
One time, we were in Parthiv's place, he had a Sony PSP with a lot of ████, our friends were all there, he deleted all of it--
f***ing loser.
He liked Harold and Kumar. He liked the movie where they go to Whitecastle.
2:45 a.m.
I am no longer his friend.
He liked this song:
I also sing it, but that's all down the drain.
F*** what I said, it don't mean s*** now.
F*** you -- you w***e -- I don't want you back!
:p
