8:30 a.m.
I spotted our Sri Lanka flag here in the Proms.
I wish I could have taken part in the Last Nights of the Proms, I know a lot of the songs.
I was too busy.
Jonathan is a very big guy, he knows all those big people, I feel scared of the guy --
and I am such a small guy, I do not know if I deserve such big people as friends.
If I got a Friend Request from Mark Zuckerberg or Eric Schmidt I would delete it because --
I know realistically, I am a honestly worthless, useless and meaninglessy small piece of s***.
I dunno, I am just being honest.
Sri Lanka is a very small $80b third world country.
I am scared of this August trip, Jonathan will see that there are potholes, there are problems.
I dunno.
Plus, the food is terrible, it is not a high standard--
there could be food poisoning from restaurants.
There are NO standards in Sri Lanka.
I am embarrassed.
Plus, I am not a good representative of SL.
I am not like 99% of Sri Lankans.
I do not follow these customs or traditions.
I did not know this guy was such a big guy.
I just wanted to learn some cool Kabbalah stuff.
I should be a bit more confident.
I am sure things could work out if I plan carefully.
Plus, we are getting along.
I do not need Zuck or Schmidt, I just need Jonathan.
Anthony Bourdain spotted many problems, nothing was rectified.
People here are careless, they lack basic empathy.
Nothing was corrected.
It was tragic.
I do not understand why people here are like that.
If I look at myself: I changed my firm's website 1,000 times, I self edit my writing 100s of times.
I cannot believe there are so many problems here.
Nothing is being fixed.
There is still no courts.
I cannot risk this guy getting sick in SL, there are terrifyingly poor hospitals.
My grandma was admitted for lung fibrosis (pulmonary fibrosis) and her most expensive room did not have any oxygen--
She was choking, gasping for air, suffocating--
She died painfully, in shock and in a sad way.
This guy, a friend on FB, Tharaka Kelumsiri, his dad was admitted to a hospital, he was wrongly chopped up and killed--
no justice.
If Jonathan is in SL, and he calls 911, police will not pick up the call.
There were rich people here, that billionaire from Denmark, 3 out of 4 of his kids got killed.
People here are incredibly careless.
They value nothing, it is like life is a joke to them all.
