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7. Cubase Elements 11 (Music Synthesizer).
This is a screengrab of a tool within Cubase Elements 11, I am having a good time. This is a very impressive solution by a German company called Steinberg.
In Singapore, a long time ago, my Thathi (dad) was trying to get a piano for me.
I will probably learn a musical instrument. I love music. I will have to learn one that I am good at or enjoy.
I think that synthesizers, this MIDI controller, this Steinberg Cubase Pro or Elements, it is the right instrument for me.
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8. Health.
I have to get lunch. There was no breakfast. I had a mango for breakfast. I am quite depressed. I have taken 45 mg of Mirtazapine instead of 60 mg.
I feel exhausted. I went to Softlogic's Dell Repair Shop yesterday with my mum Shanika. They had fewer staff, one of them who is in their air conditioning business has died due to Covid-19.
They (Softlogic) took forever to serve me, or the other customers waiting, but were courteous. The staff had been given the Chinese Sinopharm vaccine.
I went to purchase a new laptop battery. It's also made in China now. It used to be the cells were from Korea, it was assembled in China, now whole thing's China.
In the jeep, my mum was driving, it was August 20th, my dad's 16th death anniversary.
There's a railway track next to Softlogic's Dell Repair Shop, I joked to her about it.
UK Sharma has asked my dad, "are you safe?" seconds before a train wrecked his Mitsubishi Montero. She was telling me, he has said he didn't see or hear it.
They haven't kept in touch with us, never helped us with anything, it's quite sad.
My mum's visited Sharma, they refused or claimed they can't help out in anyway.
They are Protestant Christians, they believe that Jesus Christ has died for their sins, so, they are guilt free. It's really quite sickening, but whatever.
It's not fair to expect any assistance. Plus, my mum was very weak, and is weak, she hasn't got a strong character. She refused to fight for her family or for her business, so she lost it to Lal uncle.
She's nothing like me, I'm a "cold blooded killer".
I guess, next steps for me, are to make these videos, coordinate and work on moving forward.
