7:45 a.m.
Oh, now I don't hardly know her
But I think I could love her
I also don't drink alcohol. I just don't. I never liked alcohol, I never liked cigarettes or weed, or cocaine or anything else.
I just do it all socially because I want to fit in.
I am happy Chadu plucked my cigarette and gave it to Wasim Bawa, "smoke this!", by order of the Chadu.
Hehehe
I admire it in Muslims: They don't drink. It's very good, it's just a poison. Though, I am a hypocrite. My poison is the Mirtazapine. It says poison on the box.
It helps though, it is a good antidepressant. It helps me to sleep, that and eating are the problem for me.
Just kidding, I like to drink very little. I think I learned something from Buddha. I don't get wasted, I enjoy my liquor slowly. I never really get carried away. I am happy I don't smoke.
The guy, the cop from Chicago, he smoked a cigarette in Reacher, one last time. I think he glamorized smoking in doing so.
I don't enjoy it, it doesn't taste or feel any good. I think it is a personal thing that varies, it depends on the person entirely.
I gotta get my Mirtazapine soon, when the pharmacy opens soon.
Yeah, my mind's such a sweet thing
I wanna do everything
What a beautiful feeling
Crimson and clover
Over and over
