11:45 a.m.
I think it's worth these people like Thilanga taking the lead. For the rest, for people like Sandalal. You can just say. Oh they suffered a tragedy, there was a destabilising attack, we are helping our family to recover. Full stop. They are cheap people, given how they acted against a depressed person, what they think or know or feel or believe doesn't matter.
What I don't like about Freemasonry. This is a different topic. Is it attracts a lot of bad people. It's toxic. You have 9 bad people for 1 good person. Very harsh ratio. I don't see any point taking part in it. The people you find here, apart from Jacques, aren't good. I don't see the reasoning behind spending any money or 5 hours of my time or my attention every month, it's all low income, uneducated, low quality people that you can't trust at all.
I regret joining freemasonry, I shouldn't have joined, and I should have left it sooner; especially with the terrible, pitiful experience we endured in Sri Lanka (UK / UGLE is a lot better).