1:00 a.m.
There is a lot of support for me and our side
We're also quite smart
So, we should be able to do this stuff
But we run the risks
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I often use stories as deception
It works, at least for me
Counterbalancing is useful strategy
It creates enough mental confusion
By auditing accusations openly
Enough so, to avoid danger
Just say stuff, you need them to hear
Question:
How does, the biggest US supporter
Suddenly seem like the best friend
To the three pariahs?
Or cool to them?
This is what you want to achieve
It helps to avoid death pretty much
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I'm going to sleep soon
I'm reviewing stuff tomorrow, to get going
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We might have enough time to quit
Or give up
There's so much more to do
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I might quit
But it's just so stupid to, when being a coward in life, like everyone else, not fighting, you don't really achieve anything, and you are dying or bored or not able to really achieve anything worthwhile -- it's not cool
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I feel like, I'm being given a chance, a real chance, to stop, to do something else, to go get a normal, healthy and happy life, a successful life, where it's not this very scary thing -- where I can get killed so easily, where people in my life, people I care about, can get murdered so easily
I guess, my answer is to evolve
