It's just this is where the nice story Lehan bit ends, and the real, ugly Lehan starts, because I'm f***ing angry about 4/21 where they blew up 3 churches and 3 hotels, one of which, Sharma owned.
I just f***ing hate the s*** out of ISIS, so when the October 7th happened, it triggered me really badly, the whole thing is just I dunno, it unlocks a raw hatred in me for them.
While as selfish as all my diary's thoughts are, and duh, it's a f***ing diary, my point of view, I was -- and am -- pretty happy that Zahran didn't blow up Asita and his mom and me to bits that day.
Wow, it's disgusting to say, but it's what Seth thinks about 9/11 or that Davidson boy thinks of his firefighter dad.
And I hate people like Zahran, I hate people like Osama, and I hate people like Khamenei, and I'm f***ing glad that I own my own little f***ing publisher, in the U S of A, so I can write that.
I don't want to "hate for profit" and can self-demonetize this one, but I honestly f***ing hate the s*** out of them, I hate the f***ing s*** out of the way they go gork out a poor girl's eyes or neck just because her f***ing hair shows or her face shows in public. I just hate that.
Trump looks tired, worn out, and honestly he needs a holiday, I can't work like he can, or Elon or MrBeast does apparently, or whatever, he looks like really tired.
He must've received many requests from people, demanding an end, and then caved because he's got so many problems at home, with Ukraine vs Russia, and China circling Taiwan..
I feel sorry for Trump, that it's so heavy, the crown he has to wear, and so sickening, how his thing has turned out with the likes of the people he put up with.
Tomorrow, they'll b***h about Epstein again, or some E Jean, or some other cock 'n bull, rubbish, and fentanyl, and Jared's got cancer, and stuff like that.
We should move forward. I'm going to publish tonight or tomorrow. When I wake. Buy a new phone.