Birthday Plans, Violent Fantasies, and Anne Frank Piracy Confession

October 16, 2020

Birthday planning sat beside violent fantasy, broken AC misery, cultural obsession, and confessional side notes, making the day feel unstable in a way the celebration surface never fully hides.

In the image, a conversation is taking place in a dark-themed chat interface, likely from a messaging app or platform. The visible text reveals a dialogue between two individuals, discussing complex feelings about trust and vulnerability. One person, Sam, reflects on a paradox involving someone named Lehan, who is described as open yet potentially untrustworthy. The conversation touches on themes of emotional pain and the difficulty of sharing feelings, particularly in relation to another person named Pauline.

The chat includes phrases like "I won't lie to you again Pauline" and "I get hurt when I hurt you," indicating a deep emotional connection and regret. Surrounding posts from the same day suggest a mix of light-heartedness and serious reflection, with comments about music, appearance, and apologies for past behavior. The overall tone conveys a blend of vulnerability and a desire for honesty in relationships, with an emphasis on personal growth and the challenges of communication.

7:00 PM

Interesting

7:30 PM

Fri 16 Oct

7:30 p.m.

Achievement Unlocked:

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(I'm quite sad about my unethical nature,

I tend to 'bad things' like hacking, pathologically lying or stealing without thinking twice.

I have absolutely no shame, no guilty feeling.

I don't care, no bother at all on my conscience.

Or maybe I do.

I will one day buy a copy and send copies to the schools in Sri Lanka).

I've heard about it, but I've never read it. I can feel it's going to be a super read.

I've heard so much about it.

I think in addition to To Sir with Love by Braithwaite, this should also be on the school reading list.

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I'm just like Anne Frank. G-d I love the Dutch. I also maintain my Captain's Log.

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I can't believe they killed her, I didn't know they killed a kid. I thought she was alive or died at an old age.

I didn't know Anne Frank was Jewish, I thought she was a Dutch person who saved Jewish people by hiding them in her home.

I have a lot of Jewish friends and I'm so proud of them because they're so strong.

In fact, Jacques actually visited me like 10 times, met my mum three times, met my uncle Jagath once and uncle Thilanga twice.

Jacques lobbied my mother and then lobbied my uncle Thilanga twice into supporting me.

Jacques is the one who lobbies my partners in California. Lobby as in lobby or talk into.

He's probably the single most important person in my life.

8:15 PM

Mr Amerasinghe you are a bright influence on lives you touch. I saw you share that exercise gets the blood flowing, cleanses toxins or a similar story (don't tell Ms Shalini I failed A Level Biology) and so, I do 4 minutes of elliptical machine running per day, I am a lot healthier

I read this 2019 Annual Letter at Social Capital, I hope you can read through, print and show economics students how smart, successful and ethical Chamath Palihapitiya is:

https://www.socialcapital.com/annual-letters/2019

11:15 PM

FRIDAY, OCTOBER 16, 2020

"Fri 16 Oct"

11:00 p.m.

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MONDAY, JUNE 15, 1942

Jacqueline van Maarsen is supposedly my best friend, but I've never had a real friend.

At first I thought Jacque would be one, but I was badly mistaken.

Never a more true sentence uttered.!!

Just kidding:

Jacques Huyghebaert is supposedly my best friend, but I've never had a real friend.

At first I thought Jacques would be one, and I wasn't* badly mistaken.

Every single time Jacques is mentioned, there's a highlight.

I'll email him an unedited copy in case he mistakenly sends his special version to people by accident...

There's a really bad, but funny as heck highlight somewhere halfway through the book, on page 120 out of 250, which reads:

THURSDAY, JANUARY 6, 1944

Unconsciously, I had these feelings even before I came here. Once when I was

spending the night at Jacque's, I could no longer restrain my curiosity about her body,

which she'd always hidden from me and which I'd never seen. I asked her whether, as

proof of our friendiship, we could touch each other's breasts. Jacque refused.

Hehehe Anne Frank is one of my favourite people :) :) XD :D :)

The only things that would be written in a female Lehan's diary are:

FRIDAY, NOVEMBER 4, 2016

https://youtu.be/nM5UdEiwq1U

4:50 out of 34:37

"Please tell me these things don't get bigger than that one. Okay, I'm like totally gonna put that in my diary"

21:42 out of 34:37

"Two at once! -- that like totally sounds like a page out of my diary."

21:54 out of 34:37

(Maybe, I'm a little too filthy)

"Is this stuff like safe to just eat?

Like omg that was totally de-lish

Yummy

This like totally reminds me of that time I had three boyfriends at the same time".

25:10 out of 34:37

"Well, if anyone is looking to like do some homework, I just found a calculator.

Maybe he'll like put my demo on his station now -- that would be like totally messed up".

Miss Sally Simpson

Zombies in Spaceland

Call of Duty Infinite Warfare

12:45 AM

SATURDAY, OCTOBER 17, 2020

12:45 a.m.

I switched my dating format to honour the memory of Anne Frank as she also used this.

I'm sleeping in the living room tonight because Selva, the Mr Cool Air Conditioning repair service people, sent two guys who took my bedroom AC unit to his shop for repairs. They have to change the compressor after like 15 years or something since my dad installed it.

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