Birthday Plans, Violent Fantasies, and Anne Frank Piracy Confession

October 16, 2020

Birthday planning sat beside violent fantasy, broken AC misery, cultural obsession, and confessional side notes, making the day feel unstable in a way the celebration surface never fully hides.

Fri 16 Oct

7:30 p.m.

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(I'm quite sad about my unethical nature,

I tend to 'bad things' like hacking, pathologically lying or stealing without thinking twice.

I have absolutely no shame, no guilty feeling.

I don't care, no bother at all on my conscience.

Or maybe I do.

I will one day buy a copy and send copies to the schools in Sri Lanka).

I've heard about it, but I've never read it. I can feel it's going to be a super read.

I've heard so much about it.

I think in addition to To Sir with Love by Braithwaite, this should also be on the school reading list.

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I'm just like Anne Frank. G-d I love the Dutch. I also maintain my Captain's Log.

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I can't believe they killed her, I didn't know they killed a kid. I thought she was alive or died at an old age.

I didn't know Anne Frank was Jewish, I thought she was a Dutch person who saved Jewish people by hiding them in her home.

I have a lot of Jewish friends and I'm so proud of them because they're so strong.

In fact, Jacques actually visited me like 10 times, met my mum three times, met my uncle Jagath once and uncle Thilanga twice.

Jacques lobbied my mother and then lobbied my uncle Thilanga twice into supporting me.

Jacques is the one who lobbies my partners in California. Lobby as in lobby or talk into.

He's probably the single most important person in my life.

Story

FRIDAY, OCTOBER 16, 2020

"Fri 16 Oct"

11:00 p.m.

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MONDAY, JUNE 15, 1942

Jacqueline van Maarsen is supposedly my best friend, but I've never had a real friend.

At first I thought Jacque would be one, but I was badly mistaken.

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Never a more true sentence uttered.!!

Just kidding:

Jacques Huyghebaert is supposedly my best friend, but I've never had a real friend.

At first I thought Jacques would be one, and I wasn't* badly mistaken.

<3

Every single time Jacques is mentioned, there's a highlight.

I'll email him an unedited copy in case he mistakenly sends his special version to people by accident...

There's a really bad, but funny as heck highlight somewhere halfway through the book, on page 120 out of 250, which reads:

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THURSDAY, JANUARY 6, 1944

Unconsciously, I had these feelings even before I came here. Once when I was

spending the night at Jacque's, I could no longer restrain my curiosity about her body,

which she'd always hidden from me and which I'd never seen. I asked her whether, as

proof of our friendiship, we could touch each other's breasts. Jacque refused.

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Hehehe Anne Frank is one of my favourite people :) :) XD :D :)

The only things that would be written in a female Lehan's diary are:

FRIDAY, NOVEMBER 4, 2016

https://youtu.be/nM5UdEiwq1U

4:50 out of 34:37

"Please tell me these things don't get bigger than that one. Okay, I'm like totally gonna put that in my diary"

21:42 out of 34:37

"Two at once! -- that like totally sounds like a page out of my diary."

21:54 out of 34:37

(Maybe, I'm a little too filthy)

"Is this stuff like safe to just eat?

Like omg that was totally de-lish

Yummy

This like totally reminds me of that time I had three boyfriends at the same time".

25:10 out of 34:37

"Well, if anyone is looking to like do some homework, I just found a calculator.

Maybe he'll like put my demo on his station now -- that would be like totally messed up".

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