LKY Race Manifesto, KFC Dream, and a Medication-Crisis Morning

December 7, 2020

I spent the day between race-and-state thinking, vivid food dreams, and a real medication crisis, with the page showing how easily policy grandiosity and physical fragility were sitting side by side.

6:15 AM

MONDAY, DECEMBER 7, 2020

6:00 a.m.

My tongue ulcer is painful. When my tongue is dry and parched, the ulcer hurts. I'm waiting to learn how to proceed with our cyber security activities from my family and team, it's been a few weeks.

6:45 a.m.

I didn't sleep at all. ██████████████████████████████████ ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

8:00 a.m.

I don't know, I'm not sure about anything. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ It's strange. ████████████████████████████████████ █████████████████████████████████████████████████

8:15 a.m.

█████████████████████████████████████████ I think with first year, the exams don't count, but I couldn't cope with pressure. I guess, I survived. 2nd and 3rd year, I couldn't cope with the stress at all. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ It works.

Or something. I don't know. These things aren't easy to tell. It's a good theory. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

I had to go to Singapore. Dr Joshua Kua is good, he's trained properly. But compared to him, Dr Trevor Friedman and Dr Loumidis were a lot better. The standards were higher, they were just better. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

Oxford University can't be compared with University of Colombo, University of Moratuwa, University of whatever else in Sri Lanka: the rankings, they're like number 2,000 or 3,000 in the world, versus top 10 in the world. That's why most of my team is properly trained.

8:30 a.m.

Dr Friedman was a lecturer at University of Nottingham, or someplace, and so, he was great at helping me understand what exactly we were dealing with. He wrote very lengthy notes on my psychology, to help me understand and improve, very big service.

This wasn't done as well in Singapore. It was very sad, I don't really like Singapore all that much anymore, I prefer America, specifically, only California or England. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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8:45 a.m.

No, that's not correct. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ It's disgusting to look at people like that. They're very cool. I had like 300 Muslim friends, the vast majority, like 299 were cool. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

I worry it could be my Israel Defence Forces feed. ██████████████████████████████████████ I don't think it's good. ███████ did nothing wrong. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Revenge doesn't give me anything. I don't have anything to forgive her for anyway. She did nothing wrong. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

9:00 AM

Lee Kuan Yew's candid about race, he calls them social theories. He did it bluntly, unapologetically, we respect, adore and accept him.

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Looking back, looking around, it's not Singapore or an old house in Oxley Road or his three kids that are his legacy, it's you and me, it's people in other parts of the world inspired by his impossible dream, that's the Singapore story.

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7:30 PM

SUNDAY, DECEMBER 6, 2020

12:15 a.m.

I put Dentogel on the back of my tongue. It's meant for mouth ulcers, it feels great that the pain has been numbed. I worry that it's not for tongue, but it works.

I must do my 5 minute elliptical machine run today somehow. I do it to keep prediabetes at bay, ever since Chamath Palihapitiya warned that we're predisposed to diabetes, I'm paranoid.

I didn't have breakfast or dinner. I had a late lunch. The trouble is there wasn't any food and I'm not sure if I can eat my Maggi instant noodles ramen as it's too spicy which this tongue ulcer.

Charith Seneviratne told me to use Sow Kandha or Sago Seed Pudding with Treacle or Hakuru which I must give Jonathan to try when he visits. It helps cool the system.

I'm sad I can't eat my Maggi noodles. It's one of my guilty pleasures, my favourite foods, I don't care what people have to say negative, haters gonna hate, I love Maggi.

It's delicious. What i love most, is the noodles and then the broth soup, which is heaven. I told that girl on my Tinder, she's apparently a medical doctor, she said it's super unhealthy.

I don't need another mum. It's not like I'm alcoholic or a smoker or eat red meat all the time or anything. I only like ice cream and Maggi and McDonald's.

I'm disappointed with myself. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████ It's wicked. G-d wants me to love everyone, not as enemies, but as my friends.

12:30 a.m.

I seem to have excellent relationships with Christians, Buddhists, Jains, Parsis, Jews, Hindus, everyone, even Muslims, otherwise I wouldn't have hired them.

12:30 p.m.

"KFC Dream"

I can remember the dream I had. Interestingly, I was in the KFC in my dream. I ordered a Zinger burger, a large chicken drumstick and I guess, a portion of fries or a coke. I had 1,000 and 500 LKR notes taken out, ready to pay.

I remember clearly, I had to specifically ask for a large chicken drumstick leg piece fried, because internally, in my dream, i was scared that they'd give me a side dish of a small chicken drumstick like they do in the McDonald's.

They asked me if I wanted a mashed potato or soup, there was an option to add extra cream into the mashed potato or soup, which isn't the case in real life. I can't remember if I accepted or declined, I think I did agree happily.

It was strange because the KFC was small, there were rows of seats and tables lined up together. I noticed some of my old friends from school, they were there too, they seemed younger versions. I didn't want to say hi. However, I spoke to one of them as we were waiting in line to order.

I can't remember who was there, but i guess, Mikey De Alwis, Chow Chow or Kuan Yew a Korean, Devin Dassanayake, Mommo Maniku, those guys. The whole placed was packed, just a few seats, it felt as though I had to sit with them as there was no choice.

I think I learned they were waiting to attend a private tuition class or they were at the KFC after having attended one, or school, it's hard to tell. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

8:00 p.m.

Despite the Facebook irregularities, the comment post entry appears to be all there. It's very strange. Dunno what happened. Could be a glitch.

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I had a late lunch of rice and some green salad leaves I hate, called Gotu Kola or Asian Indian Pennywort which is shredded. It's okay.

I had spicy chicken which was a nightmare because of my tongue ulcer. There was something else on the plate besides rice as well.

I had cup of instant coffee. G-d I love the taste of coffee. I need better coffee though, soon, I can get better coffee.

I'm watching Ratched TV Show. It's a 4 out of 10, maybe a 5.5 I don't know. It looks terrible. I'm not enjoying it. I saw it yesterday. They put in a lot of effort.

8:15 p.m.

I think my mum is making Japanese food for dinner. I played chess online, I won many games. My elo on chess dot com is 700 or 800 or 900.

10:00 p.m.

My tongue ulcer is hurting a little bit less. I'm in a lecture meeting with Jacques Huyghebaert, David Chichinadze and Jean-Louis de Biasi. I can't understand a word he's saying cause it's a heavy French accent.

10:15 p.m.

Jean-Louis is talking about salvation through Christ. I'm a Christian, I'm a Buddhist. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████

█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ In Buddhism, you have problems too. But I agree with the merit point system known as karma as the basis for everything.

1:15 AM

MONDAY, DECEMBER 7, 2020

9:00 a.m.

I'll just be cool. I still have Imtiyaz and Afflli in our team. I'm not sure whether to keep or get rid of them. They're innocent people. It's cruel and unfair and simply wrong to fire people because they're Muslims, not to mention, absurdly ridiculous.

9:15 a.m.

Finally, after a long time, knowing Jagath uncle has done a big service getting Janaka Mayakaduwa aiya to teach me how to run a MNC business for 6 months, which is a big deal, something you don't get, my mum, after speaking with Jacques, asked Thilanga uncle to help out.

Which is very important because you can't startup in Sri Lanka. Ajit Gunawardana bought PickMe and Yamu over, this isn't a startup friendly country at all. Ajit Gunawardana did Odel, he gave credit to his sister Otara as CEO, but he was running the show, he put in the money, he was calling the shots.

In Israel, in Singapore, those people know that it's about survival, they can't make mistakes, they can't afford mediocrity, it's pro startup because you need people to innovate, build teams and solve problems. You can't get an appointment in Sri Lanka as a startup.

The only way we can get the appointment meeting, get the recommendation and get the deal, by the way, you also don't have the income statement for the last 5 years or the customer references, so, that's why it's essential to get Thilanga uncle's help.

9:30 a.m.

Plus, I prefer if he gets the credit for our cyber security work. He's my uncle. He should be recognised for the leadership and seen as the high tech cyber security national security hero. Even if Gotabaya Rajapaksa's got major allegations against him, people vote for him because he won the war.

It doesn't matter how bad Thilanga Sumathipala's reputation is, well actually it does, it matters a lot, he has done more than everyone else, but he lost the general election because he's got too many enemies attacking him.

Trump also got 72 m votes, but he had too many attacks and complaints against him. The media, big tech, foreign media, everyone was after Trump. Thilanga uncle also went through that. Awarding him the cyber security results will do wonders for him..

9:45 a.m.

I saw Bhante Saranapala's saved lives, so I happily introduced him to Jonathan. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████████████████████████ ███████████████████████ █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████