29 Dec 2020
5:45 a.m.
"Good Nightmare"
I had a very strange nightmare. I was in a cricket stadium. I saw Chathula Sumathipala say hello to Mahela Jayawardena and Kumar Sangakkara was nearby.
Mahela saw me, he was very cool. I was surprised as I don't know him. He saw this, shook hands, was cool. I told him I thought I was dreaming as a compliment.
Sanga acted completely differently. He tried to walk past, ignoring me unfeeling. He seemed to not like me or was repulsed, he was under stress or anxious or angry.
Outside the cricket stadium, was a dark outside stadium section. It was a short intense dream. Over here, when we were walking, I noticed a strange beggar like person. He seemed weird.
So, I said, hey there's a bogey, this guy looks crazy. He smirked angrily at me and made an angry I'm gonna kill you face at me.
He looked very wicked, like a demon. I backed off, I guess, I didn't want to warn anyone out of fear. I was a distance away from the other 3. I also second guessed myself as it was wrong to judge based on appearance.
I saw him go up to Sanga, pull out a handgun and two shots were fired. I saw blood spray like a mist. I turned around and ran as I was far away anyway, I think I got shot too as the dream ended.
I thought these people are all innocent. I thought Thilanga uncle could be killed too. This is all a simulation. I have to try and help everyone, I have to heal and save lives, that is true Buddhism, compassion and empathy.
Hurting others, mistrusting people, that's bad karma. You don't have to do any evil in this world, save as painlessly as possible killing animals for food, to succeed in this life. These good and bad things come right around full circle.
I have been born lucky. A lot of good things fell on my lap. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
These people like the Dharmadasa family or Sharmas, I don't really want any tragedy to befall any of them. They all deserve to be well, happy, peaceful and free as Bhante Saranapala prays.
I care about them. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
David Chichinadze, myself and many of our friends laughed about 5G Covid-19 conspiracy, we act as if it's true for fun and amusement, but some people believe this kind of thing.
Many millions believe in Jesus, they believe in Muhammad. I have to show respect, show compassion and love these people as that is the only correct thing to do.
If people don't use mosquito nets, I must keep pushing for that. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ How many times do you get to save a friend?
I have to save this place somehow and that means showing empathy. I gotta be the benchmark in empathy globally if I want to succeed at finishing what Upali Wijewardena started.
I'm a big guy because of my family, I have power, I shouldn't use it to bully, intimidate and harass and clamp down hard on innocent or confused people. ███████ is innocent, I dunno how my wild suspicion got the better of me.
These guys, I should try to heal them and help them. Religion is a good thing, it's a positive force. It's helped keep things in check over 1,000s of years, helping to keep people safe.
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This is a better way than to destroy enemies by force, which results in vastly negative, bad karma, that returns to us. You can always overcome negative energy with kindness.
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It's good we're moving away from the US and UK. It's good to partner China and Russia to maintain a strategic balance. The people in the west aren't perfect, they seem to be out to get us. We need to always try to partner China and Russia for business as well.
I don't know, maybe, but I do know I have a duty to help Tamils and Muslims as a head of the majority. I will do something I can to help people understand one another. This is a gift from Father Christmas -- similar to how Scrooge met the ghosts of Christmas in Charles Dickens's Christmas Carol.
