MONDAY, OCTOBER 19, 2020
12:00 a.m.
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It's the only thing keeping me alive. I feel tired. I'm going to watch this TV show Brave New World (2020) and then go to sleep. Tomorrow I want to get Rose Sherbet syrup. I want some sherbet.
In the afternoon, I'll see Ron in the meeting in the gulf. That's approximately in 12 hours from now. Those Dutch use the 24 hour format it seems. I noticed, I used Google translate and when I wrote 3 p.m. in English, it translated to 15:00 in Dutch.
I don't need to meet him privately afterwards as planned. I just want to decide whether I should write to the customer or if I can talk him into getting his company to send the letter. I prefer to downplay my significance.
12:15 a.m.
I think Henry Foster in Brave New World, his face looks like Tamir Pardo, a younger, slimmer version hehe. I think I should proceed with sending the letter to customer by myself from our company letterhead.
1:30 a.m.
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I would be very hurt and I don't believe I'd ever forget it if someone I liked or cared about killed him or herself. I'd live with that every day. I would blame myself. The victims and damage is to the family and friends and world.
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2:00 p.m.
Lol that was a terrible explanation of Cortisol and adrenaline. I just finished a meeting in the gulf discussing cyber security. I'm exhausted. I'm so tired. I wonder what Ron is up to. He was a speaker. I'll plan this deal closing with him as soon as possible.
