Sun 23 Feb
10:15 p.m.
I watched The Mandalorian. It was pretty good. Beautifully made. I like how good animation has become. I had a shower.██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
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10:30 p.m.
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I'm wondering what's up with my business. This NDB bank is giving me a hard time. Their procurement committee is run by ██████Perera who's trying to fight with me and block our registration as a supplier. I applied on 6 Feb. It's true we're a late registration because deadlines were last year. But still, it's taking a long time. I'm trying to get a hold of Ashok Pathirage uncle to get a recommendation to Deepal Akuretiyagama, the COO, to somehow get the whole thing done properly.
With Seylan Bank, I'll ask Ferhad Jamshed Nilgiriya to ask Sohli Captain to support us as he's a shareholder in many banks. Douglas and Sons Chairman Saroj Perera uncle's wife Kanchana aunty's brother Cyril Aiya is cool. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Cyril knows Harsha Wanigatunga, the CIO of Seylan Bank, so, he's agreed to try to speak to him and see if we can meet up. I anyway approached everyone in that bank. It's part of the job.
Sampath Bank's giving me a hard time. I've decided either some COYLE dude like Wasantha De Silva or even Thilanga uncle should talk to their MD Nanda Fernando and try push for some kind of project. Thushara Jayatunga is scared of and doesn't want to talk to me after the Mossad/Unit 8200 Sepio Systems thing, where they f***ed us over and did a deal with Connex IT. Everyone's like terrified of me. It's crazy. I'm such a cool guy, I don't hold grudges. I move on. There's always more money to be made.
I'm excited for next month. It's March. I'll be going to a Duke of Connaught Lodge No. 2940 with the District Grand Master Ferhad Jamshed Nilgiriya. I'll probably start doing the rituals. This way, as it's a very small Lodge, I'm not afraid or shy and don't suffer stage fright. I won't be self conscious so much. I can do my lines properly, and progress up in Freemasonry very quickly.
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I have like really ambitious plans. I love it. I've such an industrious mind and a illustrious heart. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
10:45 p.m.
I wonder what's there for dinner. I missed out on lunch. ███████████████████████ I think my traumatic childhood made me resilient and tough because I had to survive like the Jews and dislocated Parsis. I couldn't have inherited IQ from my mum, unless it was from my grandmother or something. I don't know, my mum's not that stupid.
It's how i have so much mental stamina to go on and on for ever. I think it's also probably meditation. I learned to focus. I played some Star Wars game as a kid on my Nintendo Gameboy, and I saw the Jedi regained his health or mana or energy by meditation, I think it was called focus. There's different types of meditation. I just focus on one thing and see if I can focus on it -- it builds my focus.
I'm like getting really hungry. I need to watch the Honourable Michael R Pompeo with David Rubenstein on The Economic Club of Washington DC. It looks great. I love this stuff. I'm getting sleepy too..
I need support from Thilanga uncle. You can't do business in Sri Lanka without support and friendship -- it's otherwise impossible.. I think Thilanga uncle can talk to Ruchira Yasaratne at Dialog Axiata. Synack is a great project. I hope Thulan Amarasinghe is gathering information for our scoping questionnaire. I think that it can be useful for uncle to give Ruchira some reassurance or something. He doesn't seem so keen on pen testing.
11:15 p.m.
I'm going to go downstairs to see what's there for dinner. David Rubenstein is really funny. I love him. His jokes with Mike Pompeo are really good.
11:30 p.m.
I had half a sandwich from the fridge. It was okay. I'll watch this video of Dave with Mike Pompeo and then go to sleep. I think I tend to get depressed observing sad news. Recently, it's all sad news. So, I get sad. I need to look at the good news and tech and stuff.
12:00 a.m. Mon
I do a lot of work. I did some Layer 1 work. The Layer 1 physical ethernet cable has analog cables bundled up and the switches make sense of the data. It's a nightmare trying to get and compare electronic signatures to detect tampering, thank G-d I don't do this work anymore, I just need to be aware. My head hurts like crazy. I'm going a little insane.
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I'll go through this tomorrow or something. The ███████████ will knock me out. I'll just do it tomorrow. F*** it. Who cares? I'll be okay. This isn't a big deal. I have so much work to do.
12:15 a.m.
The electric signals and other things inside the analog cables in the ethernet can be used to identify a signature and then if it changes or behaves unusually, then there must be some kind of problem or attack.. Jesus ███████ Christ I've gotten paranoid. But whatever. Only the paranoid survive. Thank G-d other people handle that nightmare..
My eyes are hurting. I need to sleep. I think tomorrow, I can get back to calling Union Bank and some other bank. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ So, I need to wait till next month to use LinkedIn some more. I don't really use LinkedIn Premium.
12:30 a.m.
I'm so sleepy. I'm calling it a night. I saw a big ant on my bed twice.████████████████████████████████
12:45 a.m.
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