SUNDAY, DECEMBER 20, 2020
7:00 a.m.
"Chadu's Place Dream"
I had a strange dream I cannot remember. I remember I was in Jagath uncle's house, it was most likely some kind of event for Chadu. I saw a lot of our age friends. I opened a fridge (it was next to the tv, it should be in the pantry kitchen area), fridge was not where it was supposed to be, the fridge door magically disappeared. I couldn't tell I was dreaming.
I remember frantically trying to fix it but couldn't find a fridge door. It felt cold standing in front of it. I moved around, I was in the 2nd storey floor, not the 1st or ground floor, which is understandable. It was a bizarre dream. I saw a lot of people, Jagath uncle and Samantha nandi walked past, they were all indifferent, I saw them all, including the guests, making a big line to go to the room behind the pantry area.
It was as though the food was there, which isn't possible, as that's a dead end. I know that the dream was a lot longer, a lot of things happened, it feels like the dream lasted for hours, I had a conversation, I can't remember who among my friends was present, I could during the dream remember their faces and name them, but now, I label them as friends only. I was magically transported up or down maybe.
I can't remember climbing the stairs. At the same time, I can't recall climbing the stairs in real life. It feels like the part where I travel in a vehicle, it's a blur, an hallucinatory hallucination as it were, I often get stoned with my cousins, they often drop me home, the dropping home part, as I'm so stoned, I can't understand, your consciousness is sort of influenced, so you feel like you're dreaming while awake on drugs.
I guess, soft drugs like weed marijuana might have that effect. But drugs like magic mushrooms, ayahuasca or lsd will be a lot more profound. I woke up twice. I couldn't understand or process things. I ate some Maggi noodles and broth I made last night, I should buy the chicken flavoured bouillon cubes.
I didn't brush my teeth. The 60 mg of Mirtazapine was too strong, I was inebriated completely, couldn't even wash my bowl after eating. I touched the bowl when reaching out for my water bottle to drink water, my mouth and throat were severely dried out. Maybe because of the air conditioning.
7:15 a.m.
I dunno. It's a very hot and humid country. I have to constantly be in my boxers, it's otherwise too hot. It's boiling. In Lady J, last night, they had no air conditioning at all. It was boiling. The people working there were very weird as well. They seemed hostile. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
I dunno. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Maybe that's not necessarily true. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████
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7:30 a.m.
I just remembered, I had a conversation in my dream with some people, I was telling them that "Great Wall food is like my home food". It's what we're used to. If I were to eat Chinese food overseas, I'll think of home. During university time, I ate Chinese food, I felt at home.
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7:45 a.m.
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8:30 a.m.
Maybe killing people is not necessary. Bad idea. Hating entire groups of people isn't good either. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████ █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ she should talk to Thilanga uncle, I can't talk to him, I can't speak Sinhalese language. Better to get Denzil Perera or Lakmal to talk in Sinhalese. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
9:30 a.m.
I'm getting hungry and thirsty for coffee. We have terrible instant coffee at home. The coffee here is terrible. I'll get food.
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I want to partner both USA companies and Chinese Russians to build better technologies.
10:00 a.m.
My internet has run out. My sister and brother use too much Netflix and YouTube which I never use. I don't have Netflix. I download overnight. Hmm.. I'm going to watch The Mandalorian and something else after that. I'm the least bit concerned at all. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████████████████████
1:15 p.m.
Murder is wrong. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
