Sun 26 Jan
10:00 a.m.
I was going to steal my sister Lehara's Nutella. But I don't like stealing. She was sleeping. So, I didn't. I'll get Maggi instant ramen noodles instead of pancakes and Nutella. I'm listening to music. I'll wait expectantly for my coffee and ramen. I woke up early in the morning. I had flashbacks.
I remembered my█████████████ breaking my elbow. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████. I'm going to watch Boardwalk Empire soon. I'll just relax. I have a meeting in the afternoon at 4 p.m. relating to the GOLF-PAPA-WHISKEY project.
10:15 a.m.
I spilled the Maggi ramen on my duvet quilt cover. They're going to clean it. I think wash and sun dry. What to do? I'm very careless. I don't know. I didn't like that duvet. It was old. I like white colour. I want a white bed sheet and duvet because I'm paranoid of (non existent) bed bugs, dog ticks or insects and I want to be able to catch them at night if needed -- so I like white.
10:30 a.m.
I was distracted writing, so, I spilled my plate's Maggi ramen unto my bedding. I need a white duvet. I like white colour. I hope I get 500 or 600 thread count Egyptian cotton or silk or something. I might as well because I pretty much live and sleep every day or night in my bed. I had an excellent, expensive 600 thread count duvet in England, which I left behind.
This Boardwalk Empire can get very boring. It's a s*** show. I'm glad it's coming to an end. Talk about product life cycle prolongation. Jesus friggin' Christ. This is really s***. It's the last 3 episodes at least. I know Nucky dies, but I want to understand why he dies.
10:45 a.m.
█████████████████████ I think I'll probably do it. I dunno. ████████████████████████████████ ███████████████████████████████████████████████████ I'll never get caught even if everyone knows I did it. I'm unsure whether to do it, but I'm actively thinking of it. It's been over 5 years or 8 years, I can't remember, when I last saw Shehan or Dasanthi, but █████████████████████ That's their sad problem. ██████████████████████████████████████
11:00 a.m.
████████████████████████████████████████ █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ This Boardwalk Empire is an okay show. It just got interesting. I like it now. I believe that if someone tries to murder me for no reason but maybe jealousy and ignorance, I have to defend myself. That's all.
It's just so cool how long term thinking works. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████ There's nothing they can do or say to escape justice, ███████████████████████████████ ██████████████████████████ I have the first move, technological and information advantage.
12:00 p.m.
Nah. I think I can teach Shehan and Dasanthi. I can be the hero or something. ███████████████████████████████████████████ This is best because ultimately others don't have to be attacked. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
2:30 p.m.
I need to get lunch. I hate Sri Lankan food. I don't like it, it doesn't taste good. I only like tasty, mostly unhealthy, properly cooked foods. I have to train my domestic assistant Vasanthi to make things for me. I dunno. I'm lucky we've got help for household chores. Life sucked in university without any help.
I'm listening to Boardwalk Empire creator, whose opinions are interesting. I'll probably never really kill anybody. I've got too much of the Singaporean in me, well, besides the mandatory death penalty on drugs. I think I can sue people. That's my way of dealing with people, suing them to hell. Hitting them in the pocket.
I need to fix my country by myself. I'll make my money and then invest in the judiciary until cases are handled quickly. What this place needs is good management. I'm sure I'll get a lot of help from everywhere to fix this place. I need to go get lunch. I █████████████sister Lehara for not giving me her Nutella.█████
3:00 p.m.
I always share my food. I would've given█████████my Nutella. It's not fair. ████████████████ I need to remember not to share with my sister Lehara. Even if I write this, to her face I'll pretend like I'm her loving brother and friend like I do with everyone else. I ate chocolate ice cream. I had 3 servings. I'm watching Fear The Walking Dead.
I'm in my boxers all day. I went outside and walked around the garden and shamelessly said hi to the gardener Vellu "Putha", my dog Lucy, the security "Mahata Lamaya" (fat boy), and the maid "Vasanthee Duwa" (daughter). (I sound like a cult leader with the family titles, right?) I like my Calvin Klein boxers, I think ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
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3:15 p.m.
Oh look it's one of my favourite character in Fear The Walking Dead: Daniel Salazar. This guy is from the El Salvador junta death squad -- well developed character, love the backstory. The CIA trained them up to catch and kill commies. I love The Walking Dead. I prefer this to Boardwalk Empire. But I still like The Sopranos more than Walking Dead or Billions.
3:30 p.m.
Some dude's supposed to show up soon at 4 p.m. to discuss my ambitious GOLF-PAPA-WHISKEY project. I need to brush my teeth and put on some clothes to look presentable. I need to act like a decent, real human being in front of everyone.
10:15 p.m.
I woke up. My body was scratchy. I hope it's not diabetes. I'm going to try sleep again.
11:30 p.m.
I'm struggling to sleep. I'll just try to rest. I think I took my 30mg of Mirtazapine too early at 8 p.m. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Not overwhelming, but dangerously well justified. █████████████████████████████████████████