SUNDAY, NOVEMBER 15, 2020
12:30 a.m.
I get so deeply into meditation like trance when doing business, I don't feel time passing. I miss breakfast and dinner, I'll just steal my mum's yoghurt for dinner. But I'm so proud of my beautiful LinkedIn profile. I have written a beautiful profile bio. I'm so proud of it, I'm proud of how confident and honest and kind I've become, compared to just a few months ago, I can't believe I've come to this point.
12:45 a.m.
I'm watching The Umbrella Academy. It's beautiful tv. It's so clear that the quality of tv shows has improved dramatically from HIMYM or Big Bang Theory era or Friends or W&G or S&tC or Desperate Housewives or whatever else. I'm feeling really, really sad and hurt, I can't explain it. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ It feels a lot like I'm just a zombie. I feel unhappy. My mum is unhappy. There's a lot of problems.
My teeth are aching. We need to see the dentist. I'm feeling really sad. I think it was the mosquito bites or maybe the bad news. I don't know. It's maybe I'm sad about ███████, I don't know. But tomorrow, on Monday, I'll be happier by giving uncle Thilanga those letters he needs. I'll just relax today. These things are going well. A lot of people are in an infinitely worse situation, I'm better off, I can help those millions out.
1:45 a.m.
I just threw up. I have eaten 500 mg of set yogurt. I had biriyani my mum made for lunch. I was feeling sick, I dunno why. I feel better now.
2:30 p.m.
I'm slowly waking up. I spent some time editing my LinkedIn profile bio. I like it. It's accurate.
2:45 p.m.
███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I feel zombied out. But I'm slowly waking up. I need lunch, now that I missed breakfast. I can conserve energy to see uncle Thilanga tomorrow. Things will get better. Plus, I have so many people, especially, Jacques Huyghebaert supporting me to succeed. I'm going to do fantastic.
█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ That's all there is to this. I can easily spend my way out of this health danger. Maybe the weight will only go up from 45 kg to 55 kg safe healthy weight boundary or ideally 65 kg, but that's perfect for me. As long as I'm healthy and don't need Mirtazapine.
4:30 p.m.
I'm watching The Umbrella Academy. I'm getting sleepy. I'll read through and make some comments or adjustment edits to my letters to Thilanga uncle soon. I should also go for David Chichinadze's masonic meeting in the evening at 9:30 p.m.
9:45 p.m.
I'm in David Chichinadze's masonic meeting. Jacques Huyghebaert and Joseph Rodricks are in the meeting. It's conducted by Walter Hunt from Massachusetts. It's one of my favourite States in the US. Raja uncle lives in Maryland I think.
I had a chat with a nice Malay lady called Nisha Tillas for 2 hours. She's applied to be our CEO. I shared some insights about how this cyber security business works. I did my best to help her. However, I wasn't happy to be her friend on Facebook under any circumstances.
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11:45 p.m.
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