PS5 Debates and Fire-Temple Stoning Plot Notes

November 14, 2020

I moved between PS5 chatter, food, surveillance fear, and elaborate stoning-and-punishment fantasy, with the whole day showing how easily ordinary distractions sat beside much harsher thinking.

FRIDAY, NOVEMBER 13, 2020

Part Three

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Edit to backdate or timestamp the "With burning the witch... " para and "I think that maybe, for Sunday Mass.. " para to fall under 9:45 p.m.

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Say, that maybe, instead of doing a mock Sunday or Easter Sunday Mass feast or Easter Friday event, we do it the proper way out of respect.

We can even go with the Ramadan thing properly, by encouraging fasting. This is just to be kind to people.

I don't know what day is a good day.

Friday the 13th declaration,

I forgive people who might get upset about things I say or do or write, in the words of David Rubenstein, I don't consider myself a journalist, but I sort of am ‐- I knew the risks, i chose this.

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I'll think about it. I think maybe best to go with correct date. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

I'll have to think about it. I don't know when is Thanksgiving, but we can try to alternate it. Or we can find some other way. I guess, Easter Sunday mass day changes.

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10:00 p.m.

Part Two

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10:15 p.m.

Maybe, instead of Jewish Kabbalah on full moon day, we do it on day, there is no moon. Or we can give choice between Qliphoth or Jewish Kabbalah Tree of Life, and then one is done on No Moon and other is done on Full Moon day of week, giving the candidate the choice, just like choosing Jedi or Sith in Star Wars Knights of the Old Republic MMORPG.

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I'm going to eat my dinner of 1 and a half burgers while watching The Umbrella Academy. It's great TV.

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Part Two

Instead of getting Scarlet threads, we can just get the Buddhist holy Pirith Noola/ white holy string, and then, find ways to dye it with some red pigment. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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Part Three

It's a very unforgivable offense I have not chronologically written the previous day or date of the week, the time stamps were done incorrectly. I must never repeat that mistake again. But it's good I learned from it.

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SATURDAY, NOVEMBER 14, 2020

02:45 a.m. Saturday 14 November wake up time

08:30 a.m. Sat 14 Nov:

Woke up. I feel exhausted, very dry. I'm hungry. █████████████████████████████████ █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

10:00 a.m. Sat 14 Nov

I found a giant mosquito inside the mosquito net. So, it must've bit me. I'm annoyed. I gotta do more to seal my room, make it airtight. ███████████████████████████████████████ I need to sound proof somehow as well. The mosquito may have gotten inside because of the opening at the bottom of the net or it slipped in last night. I have to stop using the fan, it blows the net too much. I'll just stick with air conditioning.

I went through PS5 and Xbox series X specs. I wasn't that impressed. A powerful PC is better. I'm not that interested in gaming as I used to be. I think I've outgrown it. I saw the Halo Infinite in game footage, I was very disappointed. I hated it. It seems like a terrible game. I only play video games as it's an escape, it's beautiful and it's like an immersive experience--a movie. I love it. But I don't like to play multiplayer. I prefer multiplayer coop just to finish games on harder difficulties, but I honestly don't enjoy that any more. I don't like it. I don't like multiplayer. I only like video gaming for the single player campaign and story telling. I'll probably go with PS5 and just play a few games and forget about it. I don't even know if I even want a PS5. It's cheap, $500 is nothing. I'll just buy it because everyone else is buying it. But I'm starting to think I don't want it at all.

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3:30 p.m. Sat 14 Nov:

I can't write anything because I'm waiting for Facebook to let me edit comments. The Facebook sensors block edits after you make too many because the sensors identify it as a spam attack or abuse. I have to wait. One day, I'll meet the Wizard and after she signs my Option B copy -- she can let me make comment edits all the time!

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4:00 p.m.

I have to write this letter. I have national security to do..

SUNDAY, NOVEMBER 15, 2020

12:30 a.m.

I get so deeply into meditation like trance when doing business, I don't feel time passing. I miss breakfast and dinner, I'll just steal my mum's yoghurt for dinner. But I'm so proud of my beautiful LinkedIn profile. I have written a beautiful profile bio. I'm so proud of it, I'm proud of how confident and honest and kind I've become, compared to just a few months ago, I can't believe I've come to this point.

12:45 a.m.

I'm watching The Umbrella Academy. It's beautiful tv. It's so clear that the quality of tv shows has improved dramatically from HIMYM or Big Bang Theory era or Friends or W&G or S&tC or Desperate Housewives or whatever else. I'm feeling really, really sad and hurt, I can't explain it. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ It feels a lot like I'm just a zombie. I feel unhappy. My mum is unhappy. There's a lot of problems.

My teeth are aching. We need to see the dentist. I'm feeling really sad. I think it was the mosquito bites or maybe the bad news. I don't know. It's maybe I'm sad about ███████, I don't know. But tomorrow, on Monday, I'll be happier by giving uncle Thilanga those letters he needs. I'll just relax today. These things are going well. A lot of people are in an infinitely worse situation, I'm better off, I can help those millions out.

1:45 a.m.

I just threw up. I have eaten 500 mg of set yogurt. I had biriyani my mum made for lunch. I was feeling sick, I dunno why. I feel better now.

2:30 p.m.

I'm slowly waking up. I spent some time editing my LinkedIn profile bio. I like it. It's accurate.

2:45 p.m.

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That's all there is to this. I can easily spend my way out of this health danger. Maybe the weight will only go up from 45 kg to 55 kg safe healthy weight boundary or ideally 65 kg, but that's perfect for me. As long as I'm healthy and don't need Mirtazapine.

4:30 p.m.

I'm watching The Umbrella Academy. I'm getting sleepy. I'll read through and make some comments or adjustment edits to my letters to Thilanga uncle soon. I should also go for David Chichinadze's masonic meeting in the evening at 9:30 p.m.

9:45 p.m.

I'm in David Chichinadze's masonic meeting. Jacques Huyghebaert and Joseph Rodricks are in the meeting. It's conducted by Walter Hunt from Massachusetts. It's one of my favourite States in the US. Raja uncle lives in Maryland I think.

I had a chat with a nice Malay lady called Nisha Tillas for 2 hours. She's applied to be our CEO. I shared some insights about how this cyber security business works. I did my best to help her. However, I wasn't happy to be her friend on Facebook under any circumstances.

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