2021

A short evening page that opens with Madonna and website work, then swerves into a long complaint about Parliament cigarettes, school style, and the people who keep copying what I start. The work is real, but the mood is...

After skipping a Buddhist event, the page turns into a strategy note on persuasion, advertising, fighter jets, war guilt, food ethics, Jonathan's coming visit, and the website. The clearest thread is practical: this diary...

A loud sermon starts a tense day of sales study, interviews, hiring boundaries, coffee, exercise, burnout, and a late attempt to move from suspicion toward steadier judgment.

The day begins as a plain account of phone bills, medical bills, exam collapse, and why complex PTSD wrecked A Levels despite strong school performance. From there it moves through regret about Trump and conspiracy culture,...

The day moves through food, pop culture, Holocaust reflection, business caution, and the effort to choose forgiveness without letting pain harden into prejudice.

The page runs from Trump-as-showman and startup-event boredom into cyber ambition, defense-deal fantasies, ISIS anger, Apocalypse Now, and Sri Lanka strategy, then finally steadies with Alex Marsh, who talks James, Ayeshah,...

A dream about Buddhism opens into a long page about divided faith, revenge on James and Ayeshah, complex PTSD, anorexia, Sri Lanka's corrupt culture, and Thilanga's reputation, before Gangs of London leaves the night...

What starts with missed meals and emails to James widens into a long reckoning over who deserves trust: Troy, Raja, Saroj, Thilanga, Jonathan, even Ayeshah. Politics, Lee Kuan Yew, Larry King, Rywka's Diary, and Facebook...

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The page becomes a loyalty audit and contract strategy memo: Raja's circle, Troy, Sandalal, and Jit are weighed through friendship, betrayal, and cyber leverage, then the night shifts into James's plan, air-conditioning...

The day runs on two forces: anger over ETI and the families hurt by it, and a harder effort to turn that anger into court ideas, cyber work, and leverage. By night, distrust spreads outward into a purge of Facebook friends,...

The day starts with Mr Cool, body pain, and work for James, then turns into brain drain, delayed meetings with Thilanga, and the difficulty of keeping strong people committed to a slow country, before the night swerves into...

The day moves from boredom, depression, and family debt into a harder position on trust: suspicion around Ayeshah, fewer friendships, more reliance on a small inner circle, and the sense that survival in Sri Lanka requires...

The page starts with cyber administration, coffee, donuts, and a lower Mirtazapine dose, then collapses into a long confession of boredom: no enemies, no drama, no novelty, and a growing need to provoke, joke, or invent...

An advertising masterclass turns into real planning: sharpen the Cyberspace Command message, imagine buying Lakbima and rebuilding it as a stronger platform, and keep threading business, politics, and old grudges into a...

The day opens with Garry Kasparov chess wins and a burst of swagger, then turns into hunger, disgust with Sri Lankan food, worry about being badly underweight, and a bigger entertainment ambition: pushing AngryPages toward...

The page starts with sleeplessness and Facebook edit limits, then widens into a long complaint that Sri Lanka rewards unserious people, buries good plans, hides deals, and refuses to move with the speed, competence, and...

The page keeps trying to control the ETI story: defend Thilanga's name, decide which Edirisinghes can still be useful allies, laugh through the Deepa fallout, and fold all of it into a wider plan for reputation repair, Port...

Mirtazapine, embassy security, bank ambition, family trust, and the need to be number one all lock together here into a harder question of control: who protects me, who follows me, and how high I can force the ceiling.

The day moves from pro-Trump energy and a lower Mirtazapine dose into sibling distance, blocked friendships, a cyber agreement still waiting on signature, and a broken Facebook inbox that starts choking recruiting just when...