Sunday, January 10th, 2021
12:00 a.m.
I put way too much sugar in my tea. I never use a spoon.
When I want coffee, I drink the instant coffee, so I open the bottle, slowly throw some coffee into the coffee bottle cap, then throw it in my glass mug.
If it is sugar, I hold the sugar jar, then jerk it in the air, I hope enough sugar falls in.
This time, way too much sugar fell into my mug. It was a bit wet, so I could not put it back in. So, I went with it. I put it in the measuring jug, and made myself extra tea.
I hope I do not get diabetes. I used to pronounce diabetes, "die a bet ticks". It is wrong, so I say diabetes properly now.
I am going to do 5 minutes on the elliptical machine. The Dave Goldberg machine. This is the only exercise I get. I do not do any sports or free weights. Not even push ups.
I saw David Petraeus has gotten people to do push ups when waiting to speak with them at some business function or something. I cannot remember where I saw that.
It is okay. I am healthy. I am fit. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
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5:00 a.m.
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Jit Warnakulasuriya is doing Huawei. I might try to introduce Martinn Teng uncle if he needs a trustworthy Chinese friend to help him.
I will be pushing uncle Thilanga Sumathipala to get these initial security agreements signed. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
Otherwise everyone might imagine they can also do what we are doing, which is bad for business.
I think there is an upcoming COYLE Sampath Bank Leadership Forum in January. I am not interested in taking part. It is not useful.
Nanda Fernando is a good Sinhalese. It is a Sinhalese Buddhist bank. But Channa Palansuriya uncle is no longer chairman. It is best to focus on telcos and BOC and People's Bank first.
I think Channa Palansuriya has asked CIO Ajith Salgado to do a deal with us. It never happened. Nanda Fernando never mentioned Ajith Salgado by name, he was reluctant. No follow through.
I messaged Dhammika Perera. Next time, Thilanga or Martinn uncle will need to push it. Dhammika is building those "shopping malls" (source: ███████) in China, we can bundle this Sampath Bank deal too.
Thilanga uncle can call Nimal Perera who was his Sri Lanka Cricket treasurer. He's got sway with Sampath Bank too. I spoke to Dhara, she will not do much, Annika and Ayodhya also cannot. I do not know Tharaka.
12:00 p.m.
I just got up. I feel dehydrated. I feel relieved today. I feel safe. When I saw Deepa aunty and her three brothers hauled around, I all of a sudden, for the first time in my life, believed there is justice in Sri Lanka. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
I blocked 100s of people on Facebook. I banned people after interviewing for jobs, so they cannot apply for more jobs. I have decided to unblock them. I will unblock and unban all of them. I will keep no bad, ill feelings towards anyone. I have changed.
██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ██████████████████████████████████████████ █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I was fighting 9 out of 10 times with my mother on strategy design, values and execution. But at least recently, thanks to Jacques Huyghebaert, a Jewish friend, she has agreed to support her son. She asked her brother Thilanga Sumathipala to help her own family at last.
12:15 p.m.
█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ It was a messy life. These people have all let me down. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I hope it evaporates and I move forward. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
1:30 p.m.
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1:45 p.m.
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█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Even when Mikey De Alwis and I were playing Halo 3, we found all the skull trophies, I got a Hayabusa helmet as well as a reward. I do not know where to hide it though.
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2:00 p.m.
████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I do not want to do anything. I am not a murderer and I should not support any murder. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
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I should try to forgive them. I mean, why hold onto anger? All of them are dead? You cannot be angry with dead people. I feel sorry for them. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
2:15 p.m.
I should be a good person. I do not want any enemies. I do not want any enemies. ████████████████████████████████████ It is good to consider ultimately, you want Nirvana or Heaven, you want to return to G-d, be with Jesus, maybe Muhammad or Allah were always good, so was Vishnu or that guy Sohli Captain worships, Zarathustra.
I must always look at heaven, then make your way backwards, how do I get there to heaven from here? It is not necessary for me to do anything. I am lucky. I cannot save them either. They are dead. I do not have 20b LKR to rescue Deepa lol. It is as though G-d has punished them. I had nothing to do with it.
G-d punishes the wicked. That is a fact. I have not really been punished. I had everything. I seem to be doing okay. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I have gotten lucky. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
██████████████████████████████████████████████████████ █████████████████████████████████████ It is rational economic theory. Why pay for what you can get for free? ██████████████████████████████████████████████
2:30 p.m.
I need to stop pirating. I just had a chat with friends in UK. I am doing well today. I feel like, it is a big relief, that my family got justice, and I feel so much for my fellow people, that it was not just me and my family, 2,800 families also got robbed badly.