One Small Miss, Then Spiral Control

2:30 a.m.

I loved The Hateful Eight. This guy Quentin Tarantino's a genius. He married that girl, 20 years younger, Daniella Pick. I love this guy.

I saw Jonathan Hirshon is getting depressed. I also struggle. I hope I avoid serotonin syndrome.

I want to kick Mirtazapine.

I will stay on 45 mg, then reduce to 30mg.

Then 15 and quit.

Maybe 7.5mg and quit.

It is probably Complex PTSD more than depression.

Which explains the terrible flashbacks

But I am wishful I am improving

This movie was full of gore

It is what i like to see

When I feel a lot better, I will reduce to 30 mg

I will be okay

I have nothing to feel depressed about, except for getting robbed by Lal

But whatever

Starting up is cool too

My sister Lehara loves RedBull

She has hidden her can in the back of the fridge

I know it is hers, but

I want her RedBull now

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I am so sleepy now

It is funny how I keep writing that, "I am so sleepy now"

It is like that N word, hehehe I love how they say N word all the time in Hateful Eight

It is like that N word in

And i always say N word spelt with er in the end, as hatefully as I can

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