Freemasonry Plans and a Long Michael Corleone Meditation

April 6, 2021

The day starts with plans for better Freemasonry dining, then opens into a long Godfather meditation about Michael Corleone, leadership, gangs, survival, lies, China, and big-tech cults, before ending on a grateful late-night note about chess and the older men who now feel like family.

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12:00 p.m.

I am starving now.

I was watching this:

Thinking deeply about Michael Corleone's character arc into Don Corleone.

I suddenly got an idea in my mind, it just occurred completely randomly:

"Profiles of Courage"

"Who wrote it?"

Google Search

"JFK! I must read it".

I do not know why I thought of it.

Or if G-d plants all of our ideas.

Or Satan.

Maybe, JFK was also a war veteran like Mikey.

I do not know.

Even this Lee Hsien Loong, he understood, being evil was key, it was required for survival.

He had to go big (or allow wide avenue) on prostitution.

He had to justify attacking journalists.

He had to defend banning gays.

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It is sad.

I do feel empathy for this guy Michael, and everyone else too--

but not so much for Osama.

Leadership is sacred, he did something cowardly, maybe out of desperation in his mind, but ugly.

Whatever.

You cannot please everyone.

It occurred to me, people do what they believe is cool.

The Godfather made the mafia cool. It made all that drama seem cool, getting shot, killing, dying, people want to be Vito or Michael.

They respect and admire him.

It is like the Samurai culture or the Jihad culture, they believe that is honour.

It is quite sneaky to instead of saying, "Let's have gay rights because it is correct" to say, "let's have gay rights because we can

The Muslims are big on animal rights, they do Halaal, then say, "oh the Jewish people have Kosher which is a lot worse, they painfully kill a cow suspended in the air" to make themselves look good--

in the process, they basically, tell a story, they are morally superior to the Jews, and also, that therefore, they "care about animal rights" unlike the Jews!

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Anyway, this guy Michael Corleone.

I was shocked to see that intelligence is different from ruthless.

It is just this guy's perspective.

Unless you are Michael, or you are Lehan, or Thilanga, you can never really understand fully.

This guy believed if he told Kay the truth, she would not understand, it is the truth.

You have to tell lies to survive.

Me, I can probably get away with honesty.

I am a bit "cold blooded" and --

Hehehe "tough, thick skinned".

I can tolerate a lot of problems, pain and stress.

I love how some people, you go up to them, they have such terrible attention spans, they cannot keep up.

"That is enough for today -- see you tomorrow".

A joke!

I love this character analysis of Michael.

Outsider to Insider and Leader.

War hero to War general.

Intelligent to Ruthless.

Honest to Dishonest.

Loyal to Kay to Loyal to Family.

Very interesting.

Everyone is anyway a gangster.

The Queen, her family, historically, they just went around, killing people, stealing, raping, for centuries.

The US, killed everyone in North America, grabbed the land, they used smallpox blankets on kids and civilians.

Everyone is a part of a gang.

You can say, Sri Lanka is a gang, us Sri Lankan civilians or citizens are part of the Sri Lanka Gang or Cult.

It is perspective.

I loved this scene in The Crown with Margaret Thatcher and Queen Elizabeth II:

Thatcher's son is doing business with South Africa, Thatcher tells her Queen Elizabeth II, "The people in the Common Wealth, they are tribal leaders wearing funny costumes".

Queen Elizabeth II responds: "We are tribal leaders wearing funny costumes".

It is the truth.

We are similarly all just acting, part of some cult or mob, and just getting along.

These companies, the big tech firms, most likely, those people in them, they are part of a personality cult or some kind of thing--

it is how it works.

Hidden

9:30 p.m.

(c)

They must hate Lehan.

Just think: *Lehan f***s up their silk road plans*?

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They must hate the Freemasons--China banned it in China and they hate big tech too.

They are very cozy with Rajapaksas.

One of them advised something.

I am wondering though, we might as well stay impartial.

They are not awful, I like their Chinese food.

Also, good not to put too many eggs in US basket--

I like the Chinese.

I am learning a bit of Mandarin.

I do not f***ing care for it.

She used to be really, really hot.

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I have been trained by the best liars.

Watch this:

Oh I work in cyber.

So, I have to research this stuff.

To keep people safe online.

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Wednesday, April 7th, 2021

12:15 a.m.

I will sleep soon.

I absolutely love Chess. I was in the chess club in high school, I loved it, I remember my teacher, she taught me points/ values of pieces, her tricks and tips--I loved it.

However, during the chess tournament, I got destroyed very quickly, I was shocked. Within 5 or 10 minutes. I just got checkmated badly. I was in shock. I could not believe it.

I gave up, but I took it up again, I love chess board game, it is a beautiful game--the original Age of Empires or League of Legends or Real Time Strategy game.

It reminds me of Freemasonry. I love Chess.com I play every day and enjoy myself. I love the Lessons. I got a 7 day trial. I want to hone my skills and improve.

In my life, I did not have my dad around. I did not really have anyone. I had Dr Kua, then Dr Friedman, the people in England were kind to me, Claire Heggs, the NHS doctors, Dr Aruna Garcia, Dr Andy Green (who initiated me),

now, I am so lucky, I got a f***ing 76 year old Ashkenazi Jewish 33rd degree Scottish Rite Freemason and Shavendra Silva's friend Jacques -- who is like my dad now.

and also, Jonathan Hirshon, who is 165 IQ and just a god, he knows everything, knows everyone and is like unreal-- and he is so cool -- he is in his 50s, maybe 54, he is like my mum.

For me, that is all because of G-d.

When I was doing these lessons on Chess.com, I was just thinking, I am a really, very stupid person--

I do not deserve many bad things, but I definitely do not deserve THIS kind of good things.

It looks like some kind of conspiracy theory, these guys are too big, too important and too good.

It is like I am driving an Aston Martin or a Rolls Royce instead of some smaller, normal people car like a Toyota--

and I do not know how to drive at all despite getting a driver's license--I hope Jonathan can drive right hand drive when he visits in August.

Or else, the driver can drive, it is up to him -- I am wondering whether we should let Jonathan see how we violate traffic laws using our escort vehicles or bikes -- we will see...

For me, when I was watching these Lessons on Chess.com I felt like, I make so many blunders, when I play real games, I see a Game Report, I see so many mistakes, blunders, inaccuracies --

and I slowly improve.

I improve.

I am so thankful for Jacques and Jonathan the most.

I wish everyone had friends like those two.

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