Wedding Plans, Hebrew Labels

January 12, 2022 Lehan Edirisinghe

A cousin’s wedding plans sat beside notes on clashing school cultures and social fit. Later, Yetzer hara and lashon hara were used to frame instincts about gossip and speech

Writing More Carefully and Finding Kill Bill Too Thin

9:15 a.m.

This is pretty cool.

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I like how I write things now in a way that is sensible.

After learning carefully from Facebook.

I think compared to 2 years ago, I improved a lot.

I am more cautious, a better writer and I am having fun.

The reason I don't like Kill Bill volume 1 is that it doesn't have enough in it.

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There's not enough for me.

It's not enough for me.

Deciding to Attend Udhantha’s Wedding and Reassessing Family Ties

9:45 p.m.

I'll just go to Udhantha's wedding. It's on 20th. It's not a big deal. Udha is my cousin and we grew up together.

He has gone to Royal College, so he has a very different set of beliefs, ethics and perception of the world.

Sandalal Priyantha went to Don Stephen Senanayake College. Very traditional syllabus, local, traditional. He will not get along with individuals like me. I won't get along with them.

I've anyway exposed ████████. He's just Thilanga's employee. Thilanga and many people will be talking to customers. He's already calling them now. So, that's good.

I am nevertheless trying to fix these problems for him (Thilanga). As he is helpful. Jagath refused to help. So that relationship has been ended. There is just a hi, hello, how are you doing, I'm fine, how are you, relationship.

Family Betrayal and Trying Not to Wish Failure

11:15 p.m.

I am just relaxing today. I think things will work out. I don't know if Jagath has done anything wrong. I often assess things thoroughly.

████, I think, she's in her 40s now. I don't care, I gave her 2nd top position, she disrespected me, then she left, it was a mistake. It's good in a way.

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I have not got evil inclination. Or I do, I avoid acting on it. To harm anyone. I don't believe in evil inclination. I can't do anything to Lal. It's a Kabballah word, I think.

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I also saw, that ████'s people weren't that bad. I understood them. I can even try to help them. I tend to get flashbacks, which damage my views.

I can't accept them being allowed any direct personal relationship again after what happened. We have not got good chemistry. It's for the best.

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I will try my best to help Lal. I will be open at all times. I will share information and opinions openly. I will never hide any thoughts, as I have not got ill will.

I don't want to see ████ fail, even if she achieved her goal of trying her best to upset me. Her people, everyone she knows is deeply regretting it.

Explaining Complex PTSD as a Computer Resource Problem

11:30 p.m.

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At 11:45 p.m.

11:45 p.m.

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Comparing Journalism to Jewish Ideas About Harmful Speech

11:45 p.m.

(b)

Besides:

Yetzer hara ("Evil inclination")

Looks, like, me and journalists do this:

Lashon hara ("evil tongue")

Also:

lo telech rachil ("tale bearing!")

Taking Another Rest Day Before Returning to the Script

11:45 p.m.

(c)

I really have to write my script. Today was a good rest day. I don't know anything about human health.

I will take another rest day before continuing.

Calling a Risky Show My Favourite

11:45 p.m.

(d)

I am going to watch my favorite show.

Can you guess?

I will give you 10 points if you can guess.

My favorite show is:

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Yetzer Hara, Concupiscence and Rejecting Lilly James

11:45 p.m.

(e)

Hooray, Yay for, My Yetzer Hara!

Lehan's Latin Maxim:

Concupiscence

Lehan's a man for all seasons.

But there's only summer in Sri Lanka.

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Skipping the Thirteenth, Boring Videos and Reese’s Cups

Thursday 13th, January

12:15 a.m.

Just kidding, I don't care.

I am so sleepy now.

I found 2 x Reese's Peanut Butter Cups outside. I have eaten them both greedily. Now, I am watching something. Then, later, I will write my script some more.

How a Smart Scope Changes Combat

How the New 'Smart Scope' Changes Combat

https://youtu.be/iPrIN0Gie-U

This illustration appears to depict a technical concept or invention, sketched in a simplistic style using basic lines and shapes. At the center, there's a figure in yellow, drawn in a stick-figure style, standing on a platform with wheels. The platform seems to be supported by a structure with black lines, possibly representing handlebars or a frame.
The surrounding blue lines suggest some form of stabilizing poles or support beams. Additional red markings, intersecting these blue lines, might indicate pivots or connection points. A pink shape resembling a lever or mechanical arm is positioned near the figure, hinting at possible interaction or control.
The background is minimal, with a single green line at the bottom suggesting ground level. The overall design has a rough, draft-like quality, indicative of an early-stage design or brainstorming sketch for a mechanical device or vehicle. No specific text or branding is visible, maintaining the focus on the mechanical structure itself.

Designing a Mobile Machine-Gun Platform for Flat Terrain

12:45 a.m.

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Watching Fear the Walking Dead and Taking It Easy

1:00 a.m.

I am watching Fear the Walking Dead s7 e06. I will just take it easy for now.

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Fear the Walking Dead and a Film Title

1:00 a.m.

(b)

I mistakenly deleted FTWD s07 e07, which i downloaded again,

I love the soundtrack.

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Wanting Ennio Morricone’s Soundtrack for My Movie

1:15 a.m.

I like this soundtrack. Da ta da dah!

I love the soundtrack, i think, I can make a movie, stealing this Ennio Morricone's soundtrack, as the intro for my own movie.

He can't sue me because he's dead.

I don't know, let's see...

Lehan ♥ Jenna ███████:

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Watching a Film for Its Soundtrack and Story

1:15 a.m.

(b)

Ta da da dah

Ta da da dah!

I like this soundtrack.

I only watched it for the soundtrack and story.

Disliking Fear the Walking Dead and Spotting Masonic Language

4:15 a.m.

I saw Fear the Walking Dead season 7, episode 8. I don't really like it. I don't want to continue watching it.

I saw this in this US Presidential inaugural address speeches. It is a Freemason term for G-d. It is like Grand Architect of the Universe. It was in 1845.

Flashbacks and Refusing Forgiveness

4:15 a.m.

(b)

I am okay. I have a minor headache. ████ flashbacks. I can't forgive her. I regret trying to help. I ended up getting attacked. It's who they are. I can't tolerate people like that. I don't accept them. I don't want them around. They got the fate they deserved.

Frustration That US Partners Produced No Business Progress

4:30 a.m.

I feel really sad that no business. No progress was achieved. Despite all the contacts and people around us. It means our partners in the US don't have the goodness in them to achieve any progress. They are just onlookers. They don't want to make anything happen.

Wanting Concrete Partnership Proposals Instead of Noise

4:30 a.m.

(b)

There is never a "Lehan, we can do ABC or xyz in Sri Lanka, together as partners, can we do this or that?". It's mostly just noise.

Resenting a Former Ally and Refusing Future Access

4:30 a.m.

(c)

I deeply resent and regret what happened with ████. When I tried to help her and give her the best for her and her family, she tried to do her best to injure me, try to harm me and everyone I cared about or what matters most to me, that is unforgivable. I will never genuinely be able to forgive her or let it go. This will go on for ever.