Headaches, Dad Grief, and the Need to Keep the Enemies Cornered

Lehan Edirisinghe

The day mixes missing my father, anger at religion and betrayal, fantasies about spying on enemies and shutting them down, movie-watching, and a headache so bad it leaves me unable to write properly.

Story

Calling Betrayers Terrorists and Advocating Surveillance

7:30 a.m.

Volcanos!!

I think that anyway, me and my family are leaders, we are leading the country forward.

Getting betrayed, attacked by wicked characters, cowards like ████, is the cost of doing business I suppose, the damage is far greater on their side.

It just doesn't stop for the terrorists, the terrorists have hate for us, carry out an attack and then for the rest of their existence, they are denied, treated poorly and prevented from terrorism.

They are identified, searched and spied on, to gather evidence, to study them and then plan out ways to make sure they are stopped.

Story

One Degree Between Ice and Water

8:00 a.m.

(c)

TRUTH

One degree is the difference between

ice and water

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Missing My Father, Remembering Abuse and Considering Forgiveness

8:45 a.m.

I miss my dad.

The guy Palith, probably didn't like████████████████. It was good that he was taken out of the picture. But even so, I think that he might have changed, if he had gotten help.

He was █████ wicked to behave that way, violent with a kid, for . I don't respect him. I wish I had a dad. I have adopted a Jew grandpa and Jew dad lol.

Hehhee

I guess, I forgive my dad. I probably wouldn't have killed the guy for what he did.

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Story

Comparing Someone to Jeffrey Dean Morgan

8:45 a.m.

(b)

This guy reminds me of Jeffrey Dean Morgan from The Walking Dead, who I really like...

Story

Thomas Shelby, Laptop Troubles and Headaches Stopping My Writing

9:15 a.m.

OMG, it's this maf--ker!!

Thomas Shelby, I gotta see Peaky Blinders soon!

<3

I guess, you could say, as I am also looking like a straw scarecrow, I identify with him

It looks like a good movie, I'm just watching it

I should just be cool

I noticed my laptop switches off at 8 a.m., it switches off, it switched off yesterday, but not today, which is kind of strange.

I don't know, I didn't disable the task scheduler option, that I created, to aid my torrenting / piracy

It will be breakfast time for me soon

My laptop is on my stomach. Because I am scared of radiation. I remember I once dropped my dad's laptop from the bunkbed, top bunk, when we were staying at my grandma's home next door during construction

He must've punished me haha

It was like dog training. Oh you have done something bad. That means you will be punished. Terrible

I disabled the trigger in my task scheduler on windows, now it should not trigger

I also remember that when playing Rimworld, when you give instructions to your colonists, or Prison Architect guards, or at least in Rimworld, you are sort of computer programming them

I am just going to watch this and rest

I have severe headaches

I have been incapacitated from writing completely, because of the headaches

Story

Someone Leaving My Life and Calls to Monitor a Group

9:30 a.m.

(b)

I'm starving again. I had pizza for dinner at 3 a.m. or something with my mum when I woke up.

These people remind me of Buddha and the monks who walked barefoot

I am so tired.

I am happy that ████ and her p-=ple were removed from my life completely. It what they wanted.

I think however that now, they will never leave, we will monitor and control them, that group, they will be controlled by our people in SL

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Remembering to Enunciate

10:15 a.m.

I gotta enunciate too!

Story

Getting Breakfast and Liking the Movie

11:00 a.m.

Time fr breakfast, i like this movie

Hidden

A Crude Name-Change Sketch About Adam Hanin and Facebook

12:00 p.m.

I just had lunch. I'm continuing watching Quiet Place Part 2. I had thai food from yesterday and I helped my mum eat her salad to help her avoid getting fat.

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Meanwhile, somewhere in America

INT. Name Changing Place --- DAY

ADAM HANIN

Yes, uh huh, yeah I am sure

NAME CHANGING PERSON

No, it's not a

ADAM

Yeah but Lehan's always cyber bullying me about it on Facebook

I want to go with Adam Hineni

NAME CHANGER

Come on man.. this isn't a legitimate reason

ADAM

The Bauer AG people did it once, many people, Bill Clinton, they do it

NAME CHANGER

Show me Lehan's Facebook

Must be a real racist

ADAM

Here you go

NAME CHANGER

He looks like one!

They must be stopping him at the airport

ADAM

Hahaha

NAME CHANGER

They probably search him

ADAM

He was telling everyone he insists on a female pat down

Apparently he's a

NAME CHANGER

They'd stop him for sure

TSA will be sweating

ADAM

Some of his friends claim they did actually

NAME CHANGER

Oh yeah? How come?

ADAM

They thought he was carrying a weapon

NAME CHANGER

Really?

ADAM

Hidden

Gartner and Leonard Cohen’s “In My Secret Life”

12:30 p.m.

Gartner!!! 😃

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Leonard Cohen - In My Secret Life:

https://youtu.be/NW7oNpzBSGc

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Elvis Presley’s “His Latest Flame”

12:45 p.m.

Elvis Presley - (Marie's The Name) His Latest Flame:

https://youtu.be/59pOE3OmUi8

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Story

Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds’ “Red Right Hand”

1:00 p.m.

(b)

Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds - Red Right Hand:

https://youtu.be/RrxePKps87k

Story

Watching “The Conjuring” Despite Hating Scary Movies

1:15 p.m.

I'm watching The Conjuring, the Lehan made me do it. I hate scary movies. I scare easy.

Story

Recognizing Someone From “Bates Motel” and Joking About Rudolph

1:30 p.m.

(b)

Mother, Mother.. Mother?

Ammi?

Shanika??

Rudolph?!

I thought I recognized her

I loved Bate's Motel

The taxidermy

They gotta put a deer I caught when hunting, its trophy on my office wall

Rudolph

With her nose so red

She can guide my ██████ alright

Story

David Bowie’s “Blackstar” and the Villa of Ormen

2:00 p.m.

In the villa of Ormen

In the villa of Ormen

Stands a solitary candle

David Bowie - Blackstar:

https://youtu.be/kszLwBaC4Sw

Story

Baphomet, the Knights Templar and Suspected Forced Confessions

2:15 p.m.

(b)

Baphomet!

The G-d of the Knights Templar!

"Mahomet"

Muhammad

I dunno, I think all that stuff's whack

They likely got false confessions

KT were tortured, forced to confess

Likely all lies

Story

Quoting “He Cried ‘Black’ Unto the Crowd”

2:15 p.m.

(c)

He trod on the sacred ground

He cried, "Black" unto the crowd

Story

A Crude Self-Portrait About Stardom and Race

2:15 p.m.

(d)

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He took their passport, and shoes

Lehan's not a gangster

Lehan's not a film star

Lehan's a star's star

Lehan's not a

Lehan's not a white star

Story

Casting Lehan as a Mythic Beast From Sri Lanka

2:15 p.m.

(e)

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She's well travelled!

Lehan, the beast, he came out of the ocean, he came from between the devil and the great big sea, in an island called Sri Lanka, which for its small size, has produced a disproportionate sum of evil

World's Top 5 PR, the dragon, spoke on behalf the Devil, and made all of the world bow down in awe and admiration for the man of supreme decency

Story

Denying Satanism and Claiming to Be a Good Person

2:15 p.m.

(f)

I am not a Satanist, I am not a devil worshipper, I am a good person, a good guy

I haven't killed anybody, I haven't stolen anything or lied about anything, I have never done anything wrong, and if you met me

You'd say, gee, what a good person Lehan is

You'd even think, and you'd be forgiven for this, you'd even think I didn't exist

Story

Needing Total Darkness Because of Photosensitive Eyes

2:30 p.m.

INTJ. In Audience's Memory -- DAY/ NIGHT

LEHAN EDIRISINGHE

I have very photosensitive eyes

I can't sleep with any source of light on

I need total darkness

I prefer the dark

I don't like the light

Story

Liking the Music I Like

2:45 p.m.

(b)

I like the music I like

Story

Asking Whether This Is Disney’s First “IR” Movie

3:00 p.m.

(b)

* You telling the story or am I? *

Story

Rejecting “Luca,” Starting Another Movie and Feeling Exhausted

6:30 p.m.

(b)

I will probably take a break next week too.

I saw Luca by Disney. Or I skipped through it. It didn't look good enough. I'd give it a 1 out of 10.

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I'm seeing Midnight in the Switchblade. It looks okay. I will see it. I am so sleepy. I will sleep soon. I might skip my dinner. I am very angry at Shanika.

She should try to start a business and give it to me because she is the now very elderly mother, and has an obligation towards the success of her kids.

Story

Condemning the Acting and Dialogue in “Midnight in the Switchblade”

7:00 p.m.

(g)

The acting is really awful in Midnight in the Switchblade, Marianne Page's look alike, jesus, the whole scene ending was awful, she can't act.

"I have faith in you".

Jesus.

Terrible dialogue

I like my own script.

I like my movie's introduction

Story

Megan Fox and Linkin Park’s “New Divide”

7:30 p.m.

(b)

Megan Fox <3

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Linkin Park -- New Divide:

https://youtu.be/lzZBqOJp_9o

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So give me reason

To prove me wrong

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Story

Remembering a Similar Mitsubishi

5:00 a.m.

(b)

I had a Mitsubishi like her!

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