Sunday, January 15th.
12:00 a.m.
I had minor anxiety about data theft. But it's residual, and because we narrowed down, whose responsible or likely to have done it, we shouldn't worry.
I'm starving. I don't get enough food or calories. I feel disrespected, hurt and betrayed by my friends, especially Hirshon and Jacques. I think I'm getting less than 1,500 calories for past few months. My mum is uneducated. It's fair that Sri Lanka's paying badly and losing so much for all of this because we believe the people are responsible. But I'm still angry that nothing was done to help me directly.
We should prioritize the monetized wordpress blog as soon as we can, so this isn't any longer a serious, life threatening issue. I think I only lost respect for Jonathan, and I'm prepared to lose him citing this failure or inaction or refusal to intervene successfully.
I saw some good ████. I'm on 45mg of Mirtazapine. I am actively suffering from severe depression and am not in a good frame of mind. I am thinking of removing Jonathan to settle this active dispute as I believe it's going to help me move forward.