Shopping for the MacBook While Blaming Sri Lanka for Another Lost Month

January 31, 2023

The day is dominated by laptop comparison and the pull of the MacBook Air, but the real story is deeper frustration: no progress, no transparency, no dependable help, and a growing belief that if Sri Lanka will not choose me or improve, I should take the machine, the writing, and myself to America instead.

Story

Planning F-16 and F-35 Purchases Amid Laptop Delays and Disappointment

3:15 p.m.

█████████████████████████████ ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ So, $3.6b to $6b. █████████████████ I hate the delays, but we're pushing through.

I think by February, should be able to buy and start using a new laptop.

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Claiming to Have Toppled Sri Lanka and Wanting to Leave for America

5:30 p.m. (b)

There's nothing else for me to do. I was jobless. Now, I mean, I can take Rajapaksa's job. He's desperate to hand it over on a plate.

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███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Because I can just write here to do so. But I will have to go there.

Hidden

Depression, Laptop Setbacks and Anger at Jonathan Hirshon

6:45 p.m.

████████████████████████████ I'm just angry at the low quality experiences you have in Sri Lanka with such disaster outcomes everywhere. I think everyone is frustrated and doesn't want to stay here. Because there's absolutely no transparency at all. No real opportunity for any valuable business contributions or work or whatever else. It's always all denied.

I'm in a bad mood about this set back. ████████████████████████████████████

I'm pissed off at the Shiny Wise Dragon

But not really. I guess we must share the blame when things go wrong. ██████████████████████████████████ I don't like this. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ██████████████████████████████████

I guess that things aren't as bad as they could be and I have all the power and I can potentially do anything and improve things

I feel I'm in a better place than 1 month ago, or 1 year ago or 5 years ago

I don't respect her. I believe I'm an over correction in character. I believe if people here don't choose me as a replacement or a leader, I'll leave willingly to go enjoy my life.

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I expect people to do stuff on their own, and while not putting my needs or expectations or interests above their own, I still expect them to show sincerity or value them or not cheaply betray or step on or doormat syndrome basically my own perspective or effort or strategies

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I guess, that I have more disgust for people like Saranapala, and can't look past or forgive, and have learned contempt which is very deep in my core now

I don't think I'll look past it

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Severe Depression, Financial Stress and Ending the Partnership With Jonathan

9:00 p.m.

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I must be under stress. As the laptop or any computer's not available. I can't work or do anything. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Any direction away from him is a good direction now. You can't partner or cooperate on business with people like him.

The guy's not taken any action from his end. It's very frustrating because he's not really a child or my responsibility or whatever. He should do things on his own. I guess, that the standards must be very low over there if that's how that fellow acts by doing nothing.

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