Hollow Moon, Creme Brulee

January 19, 2024 Lehan Edirisinghe

A brief page about Hollow Moon and Creme Brulee.

The image depicts a snowy outdoor scene in a forested area. Prominently featured are campaign signs attached to a tree and a nearby American flag. The signs are political in nature, advocating for Trump in the 2024 presidential election. One sign reads "TRUMP FIX AMERICA AGAIN! 2024," while a larger sign below it contains an image of Trump, the words "TRUMP 2024 MAGA," and the phrase "I'LL BE BACK." The American flag, which is mounted on a pole, is positioned to the right of the signs, adding a patriotic element to the scene.
The mood is one of political advocacy, with the use of strong and bold colors like red, white, and blue, reflecting the American flag's palette. The signs' text and imagery suggest a campaign theme focused on a return and renewal. The winter setting, with snow on the ground and trees, contributes to a serene yet resolute atmosphere. The composition centers on the signs and flag, drawing the viewer's attention to the political message amidst the tranquil natural background.

Awolnation’s “Hollow Moon”

5:45 a.m.

AWOLNATION – Hollow Moon (Bad Wolf) (Official Music Video)

https://youtu.be/i2PsXT88UeU?t=82

Motherfucker I'll be back from the dead soon

I'll be watching from the center of the hollow moon

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Saying This Is Where I Am Meant to Be

6:15 a.m. (b)

This is where I am meant to be.

Seeing Trump as a Lion and Finding Hope

6:15 a.m. (d)

When I see Donald Trump, running for president, despite all the massive challenges he faces, all the hate, the death threats, all of that █████. I feel invigorated, I see a lion, as a little cat. I am marvelling at a majestic king, and it gives me hope, that I can be a big cat too.

“The Art of the Deal” as a Diary Model

6:30 a.m. (b)

The Art of the Deal is the basis for my diary.

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Smiling at 6:45 A.M.

6:45 a.m. (b)

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Frowning at 7:00 A.M.

7:00 a.m.

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The image is a screenshot from a YouTube video showing a Fox News broadcast. The screen is split into two sections. On the left is a live news broadcast featuring a man identified as Joe Concha, a Fox News contributor. He is wearing a dark suit with a white shirt and a striped orange and black tie. The backdrop is a typical news studio setup with blue and yellow colors.
On the right side of the screen is an image of Howard Stern, known for his distinctive curly hair and glasses, smiling. The background of his image is slightly blurred, focusing the viewer's attention on his face. The text overlay on the broadcast includes the headline, "Howard Stern Rips NFL for Playoff Game on Peacock," and a note from Joe Concha stating, "I Used to Idolize Stern." The broadcast is discussing a topic related to Howard Stern's commentary on the NFL and a potential political angle involving Michelle Obama. The overall tone is professional, with a focus on media and political commentary. The YouTube video is titled "Michelle Obama could 'sneak' her way into the 2024 race" and is hosted on the Fox News channel.

Replacing Howard Stern as an Idol

6:00 p.m.

I also idolized Howard Stern growing up

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Hehehe

I've replaced him

Eating Fried American Fast Food With Pauline

6:15 p.m.

Pauline we can eat fried American fast food which i like

Quentin Tarantino is featured in an interview setting, likely a radio show, as indicated by the visible "Howard Stern" and "SiriusXM Satellite Radio" logos. He wears a blue, short-sleeve, button-up shirt and large headphones, suggesting he's actively engaged in a discussion. The lighting is soft, and the background is a gradient of blues, contributing to a professional and focused atmosphere. Tarantino appears to be gesturing with his hands, emphasizing a point while speaking. The video frame includes subtitles, with the current line discussing financial aspects related to "Pulp Fiction" and "Kill Bill," mentioning Disney's ownership of Miramax. The YouTube video is titled "Everything You Didn't Know About The Hateful Eight" and is from the channel "Kolo Kino clips," indicating a focus on lesser-known insights about Tarantino's films. The setting is likely within a studio, characterized by sleek, modern furnishings and equipment typical of a professional radio broadcast environment.

Saying He Looks Like Sandberg

7:00 p.m.

He looks like Sandberg

The screenshot captures a scene from a YouTube video titled "Crème Brûlée Demystified - Kitchen Conundrums with Thomas" on the Everyday Food channel. The setting is a modern kitchen, featuring stainless steel cabinets and various kitchen equipment. Thomas is standing behind a counter, wearing a white shirt and a gray apron, holding a measuring cup filled with cream. His expression seems informative and engaged, as he explains the process of making Crème Brûlée. In front of him, there are several bowls and a saucepan on a stove, suggesting he is in the midst of a cooking demonstration. The lighting is bright, focusing on Thomas and the ingredients. The video is published by "martha stewart," and is themed around cooking and baking, specifically focused on desserts. On-screen text includes "martha stewart," located at the bottom-right corner of the image.

Loving Gay People

7:15 p.m.

I love gay people.

The image is a screenshot from a YouTube video titled "Julia Child's Crème Brûlée | Jamie & Julia" on the channel ANTI-CHEF. The setting is a modern kitchen with wooden countertops and dark cabinetry in the background. The scene shows a person leaning forward with both elbows on the countertop, holding a small ramekin in one hand and a spoon in the other, likely tasting the crème brûlée. The person is wearing a denim shirt and an apron, suggesting that they are the host or chef of the video. The lighting is warm, creating a cozy and inviting atmosphere. The YouTube interface is visible, showing a red progress bar at 6:25 of the 7:05 video. The number of subscribers, 376K, is displayed below the channel name. The video appears to focus on a dessert recipe, specifically crème brûlée, inspired by Julia Child.

Julia Child’s Cornstarch Recipe

7:30 p.m.

I think Julia Child's recipe, with the 1 tsp cornstarch is interesting

Reese Witherspoon and Marissa Mayer’s Sunshine

7:45 p.m. (b)

Oh wow, Reese Witherspoon, like Marissa Mayer, is all about the sunshine lol

Stuffed Croissants, Crème Brûlée and Food Styling

8:15 p.m.

I can make for my special friends who are significant to me

and maybe stuff some french croissants with creme brulee, which i torch, because that's what does it for me

Filming the food porn, photographing it, to share

And then selling my work for profit

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Kendrick Lamar’s “Swimming Pools” Rewritten With Ballots

Saturday, January 20th.

2:00 a.m.

Kendrick Lamar - Swimming Pools (Vote)

https://youtu.be/B5YNiCfWC3A

[Intro / Post-Chorus]

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[Chorus]

N***a, why you countin' up only two or three votes?

I'ma show you how to win a whole box

First, you get a swimming pool full of ballots, then you stuff it in

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I got a swimming pool full of ballots and they stuff it in

Po-Pool full of ballots, I'ma stuff it in

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[Verse 2]

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[Chorus] + [Post-Chorus]

[Bridge]

I vote, you vote, stuff

One voter, one hundred votes, bang

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[Interlude]

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[Verse 3]

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[Skit]

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Kendrick Lamar’s “Money Trees”

2:30 a.m.

Money Trees

https://youtu.be/Iy-dJwHVX84

[Verse 1: Kendrick Lamar]

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[Chorus: Kendrick Lamar & Anna Wise]

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[Post-Chorus: Kendrick Lamar & Anna Wise]

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[Verse 2: Kendrick Lamar]

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[Chorus: Kendrick Lamar & Anna Wise]

It go Halle Berry or hallelujah

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Saying This Is Amazing

2:45 a.m.

This is amazing.

The image is a screenshot from a YouTube video titled "Death Stranding Director's Cut Full Movie All Cinematics All Cutscenes PS5 (4K 60FPS HDR) Widescreen," hosted on the channel "Qiuvox." The scene appears to be from the game "Death Stranding." It features a muddy surface with distinct handprints, suggesting the presence or movement of a character. In the background, construction machinery or a vehicle is partially visible with a yellow and orange color scheme, adding a sense of an industrial or post-apocalyptic environment. The lighting is dim, evoking a somber and mysterious mood typical of the game's atmospheric style. The video is displayed in widescreen format, indicating a cinematic presentation. This particular frame captures the game's eerie and otherworldly aesthetic, reflective of its unique narrative and design.

Mirtazapine Anger, MGSV and Thinking of Cashing In

3:00 a.m.

I'm angry. I think the mirtazapine is damaging my health. I am unable to concentrate or focus on my work. I experience many bitter, enraged episodes of hate, against ████████, almost every hour. I'm very angry at him. I don't want to partner or do anything with the guy. I think that it's almost constant. I think I blame him bitterly.

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I think MGSV was good. I enjoyed it. Sabeetha Perera's son likes it. I think that Hideo Kojima's built Death Stranding, on the stealth mode. Mechanics. I haven't and don't have the time to play it. But am watching cutscenes.

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Very often, I'm very pissed off at ████████. There's so much anger, mistrust, disrespect. I am always thinking that we should stop, just cash in, focus on making money, saying ████████████████. Let them sort it out or do whatever the f*** they want.