Kids of War and Peace: At 2AM I Looped an 80s Song and Time Slowed Down
May 6, 2025 Lehan Edirisinghe
I'm in full scale-and-spirit mode here, moving from Maid in Manhattan and New York fantasy to Trump, Elon, Tony Soprano, and what makes a person feel larger than life. I keep measuring people by ambition, force, and myth, then end on the plain truth that my own work is still in front of me. The day gives a clean look at the kind of bigness I worship, and the pressure it puts back on me.
Remembering Soprano Waiting for an Attack
Remember Soprano, he was holed up in that hotel room, or out by his pool, waiting for an attack?
War and Peace, Cremation of Care and Admiring Trump
We are kids of war and peace
From Anaheim to the Middle East
***
I guess, Cremation of Care, is the Republican version of the Democrat's Burning Man, in a way
I have a lot of fun things to do in the USA
I want to go to NY
But see, I'm kind of a hardcore person, so I am always just going to go to achieve the maximum
I like Elon, and only take him seriously, because he wants to go to Mars
That's a man I can follow
Trump, I mean, even if he got shot
His spirit, that reached a meter up, where another would've taken his place, as he'd bravely cry, Make America, Great Again
The guy's spirit is already immortalized
Trump's a real life movie star
A larger than life biblical character unlike any there ever was
***
████████████████████████████████████████████
████████████
██████
█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
████████
***
I have to do my work
Bob Rosenberg, Will to Power and “Baby I Love Your Way”
Wednesday, 7th.
0:45 am
Isn't he such a handsome, charismatic man? I saw him the video, and just thought, bejeezus, this dude, is so sexy. Like a very buff, manly hunk of muscle with his 80s ████star look and vibe.
BOB ROSENBERG
***
Will to Power - Baby I Love Your Way
Shadows grow so long, before my eyes
And they're moving, across the page
Suddenly, ████████████████████████
Far away from,████████
But don't,████████
'Cause ████████████████████████████████████████
Ooh baby I love your way every day
████████████████████████████████████████████
███████████████████████████████████
████████
███████████████
Childhood Memories Feeling Longer Than Five Years
When I was a kid, the memories, form, a lot deeper, so then, it felt a whole lot longer than 5 years
Programming the Website and Comparing Stripe With PayPal
2 am
I have to go back to programming my website app, and also integrating the Stripe payment processing api too.
I guess, Stripe is better than Paypal. I have used Paypal myself. But it's just, not so "hip" anymore, or has gotten bland.
████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
█████████████████████████
Wanting to Become Lehan Sanderson, Witch in Chief
I want to change my name to Lehan Weiss or Lehan Yarhi Milo, or Lehan Mayer, or Lehan Marchkova, or Lehan Madsen, or Lehan Sanderson
Sanderson is such a sexy, cool and witch name
I think my high school principal Sanders can sign the papers
And badabing
Badabang
Lehan Sanderson signed all over those documents
President Sanderson -- the witch in chief!
Delaware Filing, New York Ads and Fears of Attack
I have actually, paid $100 bucks extra, by mistake, for some expedited filing with my Registered Agent for Delaware
I need to speak to them soon
I asked them to tell me when to call them by email
***
I have to run FB ads soon in NY
But I dunno
And
If it works out
█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
█████████████████████████████████████████
████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
████████████████████████████████████████████████
███████████████
█████████████████████████████
█████████████████████████████████████████████
█████████████████████████████████████████████████████
█████████████████████
█████████
***
████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
███████████████████████████████████████
███
██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
***
██████████████████████████████████████████████████
████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
█████████████████████████
████
█████████
██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
████████████████████████████████████████████
██████████████████████████████████
Names on this page
2 matched names linked to the Names index.