I Failed Math, Now I Run curl Checks to Keep Myself Honest

July 12, 2025 Lehan Edirisinghe

Failed maths, then watched a Sam Altman whistleblower clip. Church banter and a 30% tariff sharpened the California–Delaware plan and SurveyMonkey courts From a humiliating grade to hard-earned competence: rumors, AI leaders in my feed, prayer for family, and testing reality with curl

Failing a Maths Module After Trying Hard

I swear to God, I tried my best, my actual best, to at least pass my Maths high school diploma module

I gave it my all and failed

Getting a U Grade, Meaning Fail

I got a U, or an Unclassified Grade, which means F or Fail

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Text overlays indicate that the segment commemorates the inauguration of Donald Trump as America's 47th president, suggesting a political theme. The tone of the image seems to convey a sense of importance or urgency, as the speaker gestures with his hands, possibly emphasizing a point or inviting the audience to consider his perspective.

The lower part of the image displays the title of the video, "Mother of Likely Murdered OpenAI Whistleblower Reveals All, Calls for Investigation of Sam Altman," which introduces a controversial subject matter. This title indicates a focus on serious allegations and potential political implications, likely aimed at stirring debate or concern among viewers.

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This image may evoke varied reactions depending on the viewer's political beliefs, particularly regarding Trump and the allegations mentioned. The combination of the speaker's demeanor, the political context, and the controversial subject matter could trigger strong responses from different audience segments.

Conspiracy Theories, Gossip and People Saying Anything

Look, I mean

People, can say anything

People make up conspiracy theories about me

They gossip about everyone

Admiring Sam Altman, Bill Gates, Zuck and Elon

I really like, Sam Altman

Growing up, I wanted to be like Bill Gates

But then, saw Zuck as insanely cool

His humility, went beyond Steve's iconic clothes

And Elon was somewhat cool too

He was just so brave

But I love Sam's sweetness, his kindness

Defending Sam Altman While Saying Claims Could Be Investigated

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And Sam, is a strong, charismatic and brave leader

A gifted, natural visionary

And he's a titan, a person who far exceeds most

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If there is evidence, it's possible

It can be investigated by FBI

It's worth doing so

Even in our case, in SL, it's same story:

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It's not so easy, to do what this lady has claimed

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In the background, there is an American flag, prominently displayed, which suggests his affiliation with the U.S. government. The flag's red, white, and blue colors contrast with the darker tones of his suit, drawing attention to both the man and the flag, symbolizing his role in representing U.S. interests.

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There are no visible logos or additional text in the image itself, but the context suggests a connection to governmental or diplomatic affairs. The overall tone is serious yet approachable, reflecting the nature of his work in foreign service. The man's expression and posture suggest readiness and professionalism, suitable for someone in a high-level diplomatic role.

This image likely serves to convey trustworthiness and authority, essential qualities for someone involved in international relations. The combination of his attire, the background, and his demeanor all contribute to a sense of professionalism and commitment to service.

Sandesh Sharma, Online Courts and Sri Lanka Tariffs

When I went to church, Sandesh Sharma, was telling me we have to "pray for my two uncles" lol

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I can't pardon any criminals as a leader because we use an online courts system, with SurveyMonkey voting, or polls, and we also share evidence on our database, so there is transparency

You don't rely on me, you rely on everyone else

You only rely on me to get the real chance to get relied on by everybody else

The 30% tariff is very good news for me, as it mean the Sri Lanka government,

My money's in the California firm, or the Delaware firm

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It's like 25 percent of the money Sri Lanka earns

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But I dunno

It's not making money for me

It's important for people in Sri Lanka, to

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I'm quite happy Julie

She did a good job

But I want someone, who is

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Meyer, we will see

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He runs a frosted Danish pastry, mom and pop shop with his friends like Ray ████, and Thomas and

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“You Are My Sunshine” as a Song About Jesus

Sunday, 13th.

00:00 am

Jimmie Davis - You Are My Sunshine [1940].

https://youtu.be/ckKeQNCyPBU

[Verse 1]

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[Chorus]

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine

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You'll never know, dear, how much I love you

Please don't take my sunshine away


This music is about Jesus to me

Or I made it about Jesus

Because Jesus and God remind me of sunlight

It's about the warmth of God's love

For me, it's to do with how Jesus died for us

How he sacrificed himself to save us from Sin

This is how I view Yahweh, or our God

Who I see came in the human form as Jesus

I feel he was hurt when he saw Jesus murdered

This is why it's being shown here

Checking Server Status With Curl and HTTP 200

I run curl commands, to see if my server's up

And 200 means yes, and otherwise, no

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First-Person Diary Music and Painful Memories

So, tell me, that "everything, isn't about me.. "

But what if it is?


I write a diary!

First person!

ALWAYS!


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You wouldn't last a minute in the "home" where I grew up


This music, is heavy, it carried me

I was able to get through painful ordeals through this

This type of music, helps me feel normal

Or like, not the only one who went through hell

And while, she sings about

Some kind of horrible place

I compare it to the hellish place I grew up in too

Even if she is using a metaphor

And I am using a real life horror movie

It still, helps me make sense of it

Very therapeutic


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I might, sue you, if my ai tells me to

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I saw Hannah Montana, in Udesh's house, in his dad Upali's room

He had, like a satellite dish

And they got Disney

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I only, ever, did what I had to, because, they woulda done the same for me, if it was the other way around, and it was -- and they did

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Thanking God for Saving Trump

Thank God, for God, for saving Trump.

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Melinda French’s Warning to Bill About Epstein

melinda french, had good intuition, and knew something's off about , and told bill to steer clear

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