War Screenshots and Territory Talk, Then My Hardline Drug-Policy Calculation

Lehan Edirisinghe

Urban-planning notes and war-news screenshots mixed with music, ending on a hardline drug-policy reflection framed around deterrence and family impact Urban planning notes and war-news screenshots sit beside music, like my brain can't pick one reality. Then I do the cold math: deterrence, families, and why Lee Kuan

Jacques’s Prompts, Complex PTSD and Feeling Unable to Start

Jacques, was telling me what to do for some time

Some people might not like it

But I do, I can think for myself, I have advanced critical thinking skills

A lot of kids who get raped that badly, end up dying

Not very many people succeed with extreme complex ptsd

It's actually, a statistical impossibility

But

I like it

I like it when people are prompting me

I can't do anything on my own, Pauline

The only thing I tried to do on Jan 17, was abcdef

That's all

I can't even do the business on my own

I can't even do it

I can't start

I'm not able to, I'm a severely handicapped individual

Who might as well be on Make A Wish

Elisabeth was here

It's just, my 3 x Genie wishes involved Nina North

Cadence Lux for real, and Alexa Grace

Doing anal

But that's my personal preferences

Heheh

I am not a good saint

But I am, like Larry Flynt, handicapped

I can walk, I'm an eloquent, incredibly capable public speaker, perhaps one of the very best, ever, and I might "look good" to most

But on the inside, I'm the most severely damaged person ever