I Failed Math, Now I Run curl Checks to Keep Myself Honest
July 12, 2025 Lehan Edirisinghe
Failed maths, then watched a Sam Altman whistleblower clip. Church banter and a 30% tariff sharpened the California–Delaware plan and SurveyMonkey courts From a humiliating grade to hard-earned competence: rumors, AI leaders in my feed, prayer for family, and testing reality with curl
Failing a Maths Module After Trying Hard
I swear to God, I tried my best, my actual best, to at least pass my Maths high school diploma module
I gave it my all and failed
Conspiracy Theories, Gossip and People Saying Anything
Look, I mean
People, can say anything
People make up conspiracy theories about me
They gossip about everyone
Admiring Sam Altman, Bill Gates, Zuck and Elon
I really like, Sam Altman
Growing up, I wanted to be like Bill Gates
But then, saw Zuck as insanely cool
His humility, went beyond Steve's iconic clothes
And Elon was somewhat cool too
He was just so brave
But I love Sam's sweetness, his kindness
Defending Sam Altman While Saying Claims Could Be Investigated
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And Sam, is a strong, charismatic and brave leader
A gifted, natural visionary
And he's a titan, a person who far exceeds most
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If there is evidence, it's possible
It can be investigated by FBI
It's worth doing so
Even in our case, in SL, it's same story:
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It's not so easy, to do what this lady has claimed
Sandesh Sharma, Online Courts and Sri Lanka Tariffs
When I went to church, Sandesh Sharma, was telling me we have to "pray for my two uncles" lol
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I can't pardon any criminals as a leader because we use an online courts system, with SurveyMonkey voting, or polls, and we also share evidence on our database, so there is transparency
You don't rely on me, you rely on everyone else
You only rely on me to get the real chance to get relied on by everybody else
The 30% tariff is very good news for me, as it mean the Sri Lanka government, ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
My money's in the California firm, or the Delaware firm
We use American banks, so we aren't affected by sanctions or tariffs negatively, in fact, █████████████ there is a 30 percent rate on SL products
It's like 25 percent of the money Sri Lanka earns
But they spend it on ██████████,█████████████████████████████████████
But I dunno
It's not making money for me
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Meyer, we will see
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The only dude I know, from Denmark, besides like Anders Povlsen, is like ████████████, whom I respect
He runs a frosted Danish pastry, mom and pop shop with his friends like Ray ████, and Thomas and ████
“You Are My Sunshine” as a Song About Jesus
Sunday, 13th.
00:00 am
Jimmie Davis - You Are My Sunshine [1940].
[Verse 1]
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[Chorus]
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
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You'll never know, dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away
This music is about Jesus to me
Or I made it about Jesus
Because Jesus and God remind me of sunlight
It's about the warmth of God's love
For me, it's to do with how Jesus died for us
How he sacrificed himself to save us from Sin
This is how I view Yahweh, or our God
Who I see came in the human form as Jesus
I feel he was hurt when he saw Jesus murdered
This is why it's being shown here
Checking Server Status With Curl and HTTP 200
I run curl commands, to see if my server's up
And 200 means yes, and otherwise, no
First-Person Diary Music and Painful Memories
So, tell me, that "everything, isn't about me.. "
But what if it is?
I write a diary!
First person!
ALWAYS!
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You wouldn't last a minute in the "home" where I grew up
This music, is heavy, it carried me
I was able to get through painful ordeals through this
This type of music, helps me feel normal
Or like, not the only one who went through hell
And while, she sings about
Some kind of horrible place
I compare it to the hellish place I grew up in too
Even if she is using a metaphor
And I am using a real life horror movie
It still, helps me make sense of it
Very therapeutic
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I might, sue you, if my ai tells me to
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I saw Hannah Montana, in Udesh's house, in his dad Upali's room
He had, like a satellite dish
And they got Disney
I felt really, hurt, to see, the ██████████████████████
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I saw an elliptical machine, ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████, I kept running every single day
I only, ever, did what I had to, because, they woulda done the same for me, if it was the other way around, and it was -- and they did
Melinda French’s Warning to Bill About Epstein
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