April 18, 2026

The Secret Agent (2025) sucks

I just skipped through. I saw like 20 - 30 minutes, after a while, I just got sick of it. It's disgusting. S*** on film. AND I quit. I can't watch it. SO I gave up. I won't w--

I am so proud with myself and happy about how I just quit.

It was just S***.

I won't even waste my time describing how bad it was.

I can't even explain it.

What the f*** was the story here? What's it about?

The acting is, so fake, and bad, it's like, real life people, are trying to act.

Or I dunno, they're trying to act real.

Just utter f***ing s***.

I'll be writing a fat check to Vance (or Trump) next up

I am very happy with Trump's performance. In fact, I'm a little bit shocked at how he's overperformed. As though, he's got some debt to God, he needs to pay off, for saving his life on July 13. It's crazy, the way he's worked, as an older man, now 80, than he did in his first term, or "stolen 2nd missed term" or whatever when he tried taking down Biden. He's doing far more. In his 2nd (or arguably 3rd) term.

Which is ironic. Because he's old. And Lee Kuan Yew. He retired. At that age. He retired. He had to give up. Even Jacinda took a break. Justin Trudeau, knewing, knowing* his gig was up, he took a break hehehee...

I am not vehemently against Gavin Newsom. But I think he's kind of, a "Democrat" actor, almost like, and not really, realistic

I think he's not realistic because of how, he's not really, doing anything, that might be practical, but not what his people will vote for

They aren't just public servants, they're puppets, held by the voters

Which is baffling

I feel like, they are people, who won't even save a "enemy politician" from drowning out of fear of their voters abandonin them

I just profoundly dislike Zohran Ha-- Mamdani

I just disapprove

They're -- I dunno how Trump even acted so cool with the guy in his Oval Office

I bet Trump, woulda been so "nice" or acted. so civilized, with the worst of the worst

He'd -- he's got a lot of EQ or whatever

Hehehehe

I think I might pay out, like $1,000,000 cash, to this Vance, because I don't want a donkey to be the President of the USA, we can see how

How cancerous that would have been

I'll probably, pay out, like 30% of our profits for politics

We need to get connected with Chamath for real. And do work together. With others. But also, to make sure. The

I like politics. Because you get to put your will into motion. You get to shape the world as you wish, or would like it to be

I like AngryPages

It's a very cool little publisher

We're a nice, neat little service

I would pay, like, 30%, of our profit, to the POTUS race, just so we can get one of our friends elected into office again

We're very happy that Trump won

I -- we have no choice

It would have meant bankruptcy, death or worse, if some clown won the presidency, that woulda have meant disaster for me, for our side, and AngryPages

I screamed, "How the f*** am I supposed to go?": and refused Sinhala Avurudu Events

I told my mother, Shanika, that Sri Lanka's a failed state, "shithole": and there's no basic safety, no courts, and that I feel unsafe here.

She immediately realized my laptop's my life, and then asked me to take it with her.

I rejected her proposals.

And said f*** no, to visiting my aunt Anusha's place for those Sinhalese new year holidays.

I didn't visit Thilanga or Jagath uncle either

I think I'm too busy writing or trying to earn money or create value to go. It's not nice to say, "shithole", but that's the Trump language I believe to be "honest".

I feel sorry for her, my mom. She's stupidly played by Sri Lankan rules, social expectations and is a part of their culture.

I think it must be hell for the majority of the 23m people here. I saw Sean on Sean's Perspective say so about it with this Stefan De Alwis. I went to church with Stefan. Sean's also onto somethin'. Imagine how hellish it must be for everyone poor, which is 90% of people compared to like, me?

I'd say 99%.

I don't know how.

My only f***ing recommendation is to get a real, honest and capable leader.

My second and any other recommendations: which I asked my mom to ask Aunt Anusha to do is even more useful:

Buy my f***ing book

Buy tokens

I feel sorry for my mother Shanika: she's so patriotic to her nation

She loves her country, Sri Lanka

It's so tragic, how she has to put up with me, and how abusive I am towards her nation, as it damages her feelings about Sri Lanka, the people of Sri Lanka, and the Sri Lankan way of life she believes in

I keep repeating to her, it's a failed state, there's no courts, it's a going to get worse, I want to get out of here, and compare it very poorly

It has been this way, for quite some time, so much bitterness

She is very patriotic, is part of COYLE ladies chapter, her friends all love the Sri Lankan, and Sinhalese culture, traditions and "norms"

So it's kind of very cruel, how reversed I turned out

I think she's also from the Sumathipala family, who run the buddhist authority, I was having NONE of that, and went full Christian as well

so it's even worse, the shame, and how that turned out

I'm just a bit, "scared" as usual: regret not visiting Anusha aunt

I haven't left my room or home for a few years. I'm terribly insecure.

I have a very hard to explain, but painfully easy to understand, fear.

Always have.

It's hard to explain.

I

Also, kind of like SL, and just want to develop the place.

That's ..the goal.

And will do.

***

I was designing a landing page for AngryPages

I also fixed up Story Manager and the Publisher.

So it's super easy.

***

I felt sad for my mom. I saw Thilanga on TV, she was singing her favorite Sinhalese songs when they were playing it.

And. I feel sad how SL is losing so much money, so many of our best people, and so much health of our young people.

She's very patriotic or proud, and confident in her Sinhalese identity, culture and way of life, and it's quite saddening to me how I have been.

I think since 2017, I only went to a few mason events; then stopped socializing fully

I think it's how I am. I just feel really.. "scared" or uncomfortable with or around people. I don't feel comfortable with friends.

They try to be nice, and stuff, and whatever.

I just..

I don't know, I just don't like those

I am a very

***

I went for a few freemason events, then stopped during covid19 time in 2019

I don't plan on going again, it's boring, I lost interest

I did induct a few friends into it, like Charith

And Jacques is cool

***

Oh I don't have to use ***

It must be nice

It sure is nice

It sure is nice, to have my own platform

Hehehheeheheee

One day, we will have a "peaceful walk" up in independence square

We'll all go to have a peaceful walk

And I hope the BBC don't lie about us over that next with Samir Shah

Like the way they lied about Trump

And hehhee, I can organize it with AngryPages

The -- god -- I am a-going places

I guess I am comfy

I have such good, like, "throughput" or work ethic

I love what I do, and write what I love

New LANDING PAGE coming soon to AngryPages

I have designed a new one for us

It is

Very useful, as it helps the reader understand what the website or AngryPages is all about or how we can help them

We chose -- I chose -- to just do trial by fire, but it seems, like, we got burnt, because people get confused on AngryPages

They don't really, like, you know, understand the product, or it's confusing, so that's my failure, and I'm fixing it

By making a landing page, like major product websites such as Stripe or whatever

We also redesigned various aspects, and even the game

It'll come out in a few days

I read the news, but I haven't got anythin to comment

Gavin's Ppl buy 67,000 copies of his book for $20 bucks

This is pretty cool.

Uhh

I am getting ideas

I wonder, which one of our lucky, Sri Lankan people

Our mudalalis want to

Do that poem by some British poet about the

The one which ends, be a man?

You'll be a man son?

Remember that bit?

"If you can keep your head-

When everyone else is losing theirs..."

And bla bla

This one might get an American Psycho Badge

I love my diary

It's so black

Heheheh

I'm drinking my cup of tea

We might even sell some food to be honest

Just to make more cash

But I am not sure

I think, we can do it too

But I guess, selling my book is enough

This AngryPages

I'm watching some movie, Red Eye (2005)

I was like 12 when they made this movie

Jeez, Cillian Murphy is so old

And

I like Megh Ryan

She's got this beautiful smile I love

And

In 30 minutes, I'll be back to work

I might do like only weekends: BBQ

Or something like that

For AngryPages

I dunno

Who knows?

We'll see

About 10 -15 minutes into Red Eye (2005): 10/10 IMDb Rating

I dunno, I have a very great sense when it comes to judging movies

I just know, this one, it's a good movie

I mean, umm, "I'm testing our blur feature" or whatever

I tested out a nice new "Landing Page": don't like it and 502 error lol

i can't be fired

which someone will screengrab

and show some american senator someday

or a judge when they try to pierce

my corporate veil

And i don't know

I'll see about the landing page again

It's just a bit of valuable context

Game's Lag / Frame Rate Issues -- CONFESSION

I am aware, that on my game -- I saw, my lag, range wildly from 100ms to beyond 1,000ms very frequently.

It's not "stable" at all, and it really is bothering me

And I saw the FPS, or frames per second.. it will also get choppy, from 30 to 60fps, and it's very unpredictable.

I'm tryin to figure it out

We do have chat, n multiplayer mode, ready, but it's not that great, or as great as it cud be, cause of slowness, unpredictableness and also, I wud say, f***ed up experiences which ruin it for me

For example, the worst part for me, is that the gun shots, the playback of audio, it gets broken, and I thought it must be an audio issue---

But no, it's something worse, where it's the server and us, and stuff

I am not sure, if it's because the CIA is spying on me, or the CCP are, with the Huawei SLT telecom or whatever

Whatever, it is, they'll likely be trying to get me a suitcase full of whatever

I don't care now

But jesus f***ing christ please stop f***ing my internet up

Please

Please stop f***ing my internet up

And uhhh

I blame it on the lag

That's the only reason, why, I'd ever even lost ever

EVER

I think, I have

A pretty good internet connection -- 300mbps off SLT

But the servers are in Akamai in a special server box near Langley area

And then, I have NordVPN, who are the sponsor of this---

And they have a nice, set up for me, which is why it's fuzzy

The thing might be slow and unstable

We can do the downloaded version bcos dis is way too f***in slow

And I guess, we'd need to like talk to a datacenter nearby for the region

Or else, if they try to play this, 2v2 and 4 vs 4, and God forbid: 8 versus 8 players, it'll probably end up a total disaster

Because it's a server in USA, so it won't be able to work efficiently

We're talking load balancers and stuff

And I am waiting, to get a call from Xi's people goin like "Mr. Lee Han. Ni Hau. We got a very nice G Wan or Tengine or whatever.. Very good price.. "

Xi Heng Gao Xing, Wo Yeng Heng Gao Xing, Mao Fo

fastest person alive: I measure in server load times

That's what I care about

It's one of those things

I just want our website to load super fast

I'm happy with Trump's work on Iran

I'm actually fairly sad to see how, the rest of those Americans...

I mean, the uhh

I meant

I'm actually pretty sad to see how so many of my fellow Americans...

They weren't able to deal with Iran

And Trump makes it look so easy, but it's not

That guy's doing literally God's work

He just has, a knack for getting the right people for the right job

And then, letting Kash, catch bad people

He hired people, who he believed could grow, like Vance

He has

And Pete, for Heg's Sake, he's got

He's done like 100x what D*** Cheney couldn't even dream of

Can you compare Bush, both, and both or 2 terms

(I am sorry Elisabeth Hasselbeck)

Versus: Trump?

I mean, Bush f***ed up the US side over Iraq

There's hardly any casualties vs enemy combatants

Those Palestinians always bitched about

Ooh, they have gotten 100,000 of us, but we got 1,000 Jews, only

"It's not fair" when they murder innocent kids

And they ask for s*** while holding hostages

But gee Damn, Trump has outdone everyone

All -- I think heheeheheheehehe Thompson family in Canada's in panic

I think Apple people, uhhh I dunno

We might get "special help" again

The way they all censor Trump's side, is baffling

They silence, and like, censor everyone

Please don't throw me in FB JAIL AGAIN! But...

What I love the most about Rhodesia

Was this one very cool statistic

I mean, f*** it, you know, if a clown like Mamdani wins, or Kamala, they'll likely ask their hack State Dept to put me on some "Dangerous Persons or Entities List"

A little tit for tat for those kinds of lil'

Uhhhh

Let me run some ads first, and use Stripe for a little while longer...

While I have to

AND STUFF

I don't want to get "de-banked"

But what I love about Rhodesia was this one very cool fight they had

With the people they fought with

And I read they had like a couple dozen "scouts"

I think like 20 or 30

And then, they had 3-4 or 5 "fighting vehicles"

Musta been like, those armored personnel carriers with a big gun

Like a mounted heavy machine gun

And then, they must'a had somekind of real fighting prowess

Like Leo DiCaprio pretends like he's one of em in Blood Diamond

And they beat (and killed) over 1,000 or 2,000 attackers

That's f***ing f***ed up

Just crazy

Can you imagine?

20 people with 3- 4 trucks?

Versus 1,000 people, and they won?

I was thinking, even then, it's like, "How d they not get stormed or swarmed"

Because it's not possible, in some Zimbabwe now -- jungle full of trees

And stuff?

And basically guerilla, cowardly, hit n run warfare, where the enemy attackers had guns, and bombs, and 1,000 to 2,000 people

How the f*** did they get

You know?

That's crazy

So cool

They only come out at night, so many have paid, 2 c wat u think, ur getting for free

I am thinkin

That, it's a local server as well

So shocker again

How the game's so f***in slow

I dunno

She's hungry man

It's so slow

I need to friend a new PR guy

And then

Blame shift to this

Responsibility erosion and blaming shifting

TYPO!

Sorry

Someone messed up

Blame erosion and problem shifting