Rules of Attraction 2002, publishes a few books by author Musaed
May 16, 2026 Lehan Edirisinghe
:D
This is pretty cool
Cause I knew
You were a problem when I saw you
She's so right
oh no she's violated our community standards for lookin too good
Oh god, it feels good to be a internet gangsta
I saw a picture, on Andy Warhol's wiki once
Just one time, I saw this disease, of like, a dude, the venereal disease
I was just like, yuck
they say this all the time in...
████ Lansky's ███████ videos
Or I just watched ██████ one way too many times
I'm so bored
Oshi was like, "why, it's your platform"
You have, Elon, Trump, and... you.
But not Zuck. Cause Zuck don't get guns to use em.
Or platforms.
I dunno.
Aww -- that's so thoughtful
That's just so romantic
Elle 1 just reads all the f***ing emails I get, so I don't have to
My bio teacher Shalini Dias warned me about cocaine
They were like, complaining and telling me, it causes like, problems when you keep doing it
Busts your nose up or something
I never really touch my nose
I never dig my nose
Your fingers, put like, bacteria in there or something
It causes problems
I also have a f***ing nosebleed like in Naruto
Gotta have faith - faith - faith
To re-con-sider
My fool-ish choices
This is some Neil Patrick Harris Tony award winning material right here
Lehan is laughing at these funny scenes with these funny faces that this dude is making
I think it's a pretty good movie
I'm tired
This is epic, I love this scene
I am bored out of my mind
Like Mr. Jordan Belfort conveyed to Jonah Hill on Wolf of Wall Street
Where
I
I mean, I don't f***ing care
As long as Gavin Newsom, don't Nuisance, and Newscum me, with his California Franchise Tax Board, to f*** me for $800
I'll probably have barely enough money to pay our insanely high, overpriced server costs, and yacht fees
Which Buddesh's special friend, could perhaps advise us on
Seeing as
My former voluntary PR who didn't even charge me because I am the opposite of radioactive
Isn't charging too much money..
The f***ing parties I went to in UK weren't this cool
They were whack
I went to a cool party at a rich dude's house in Singapore
But whatever
I'm a f***in skinny bag of bones b***ard, 40- 45 David Bowie tier welterweight
So I can't really drink as much
Which f***ing pisses me off
When some short, f***ing girl, with her pudgy face, she can drink
And she's like stupidly, going like, "you still on that one drink?"
I can only drink like 2 cups of beer
Or like 1,000ml or 1,200ml
It f***ing pisses me off
Cause I'm 5' 9" and 40 or 45 kilograms or 90 pounds
And so I can't
I f***ing hate it
It kills me on the inside, because I'm so competitive
And some people, can drink so much
We're going to do a beer festival at AngryPages HQ, but we will have a "weight handicap"
So those loser pee-pals, they can't
They can't beat me
I don't care
He's making a a funny face thinking about Jessica Biel
There's this Florence, Taylor Swift, song about Florida -- F*** me up, Florida
And we'll be going from that sunshine state, past Texas, and along but not past the border of Mexico, to there where it's
You hear me talkin Gavin Newsom?
We'll
I'm leaving
You try to charge me to pay for your piece of....
Give me just 1 month, to deal with Apple and CCBill
And I won't pay for your books, you buy
Heheh
I'm going to Florida like Trump's boy
I'm-ma go to f***ing Florida with that Mar-a-la-go
Rebecca is over there
She's a school teacher
They're expecting me to pay them like $100,000 per year
Jacques, did one thing, just ONE thing, just removed some CCTV, cause I couldn't reach up high
They then, expect too much
Whatever
I don't care
I don't f***ing care
Hehehhehe
I'm not at all surprised, like 70% of my audience is in US
Like literally nobody in SL is buying my work
Nobody!
They all want that Anura K Superstar and they want that Harini
I was even on f***in Daily Mirror!
Front b***h f***ing Page
And they want to go for that instead
We're in the wrong f***ing place
I hope we get more Sri Lankans to show up. We're a US firm. But we are happy to help develop the place for real.
I like this movie, it's really cool: The rules of attraction
I saw Harvey Weinstein's got like his 3rd case. It's apparently been a mistrial. I dunno what they're doing there. Chingy, Ludacris, Snoop Dogg - Holidae In (Official Music Video)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GmKjTC8yDFM
Nothing, chillin' at the Holiday Inn (Who you wit'?) Me, and my peeps won't you bring four of your friends
I don't like this song now, but it's cool
I don't sleep. So I need a certified ENG copy of my NIC soon -- 2 hours
I have to rest
I want to go to America
I like those people
And I need to go to a real party or make one happen here
We can do it, ya know, in SL?
We can take over the place still
Omg, oh my Pauline! ..been there. done that.. !
Where'd that Pauline 2 go?
Wonder whatever happened to Keren?
Keren Yarhi Mi-Love
Omg, Pauline was the girl right next door too
Oh wow.
She was f***ing pissed off worst of all cause
She has this MAJOR MAJOR f***ing thing for Leonard Cohen
And the second Keren showed up
I was like, making Hallelujah about her, and her being, Bathsheba
When her friends were circling around me, like vultures
F***ing scavengers
They reported it back to her
And that must've really put her past the edge into scorned territory
I still love her
Although to Taylor Swift, in her song's intro
She's like
The saddest truth, comes crashing in, that I never loved her
Or Pauline 2, or Keren
Or anyone
Or anything
I prefer to not spam OMG too many times; but this is f***ing disturbing for a movie
And the worst part is...
I can relate!
Been there, done that.
Well.
Nearly.
Tried that too, didn't really work
Come to think of it, I was perhaps a little bit
I dunno
More
Depressed
About
The whole CCTV and 20+ years
And trauma over that
No offense to Pauline
And her best selling non fiction in France
She will soon..
I'm sorry, but my boss: ChatGPT phone called me
And said if I want to retain my 6th amendment
I must execute my 5th amendment
Starting now.
This is very creative, great work of art
This is such a good movie
This is such a f***in good movie
That gyno, vagina doctor, at NHS, Aruna Garcia, didn't let me keep a stockpile of Mirtazapine
You don't really OD on it
But once, the day before "we" invaded Iran, or did the attack
Or Trump did
I kind of collapsed
On 60mg
But it was mostly cause I
Got up too fast
Or something
Taylor Swift: She doesn't understand your black jokes like I do
She's upset.
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do
He should be on AngryPages
It comes back, in flashes you know?
Like a kaleidoscope of memories
But he never does
He rushes through his diary
Which is really great intellectual property
Really great IP
You should, put it in a IP piggy bank
And it'll make you money
This is a great scene
"But I don't think I... I should."
No, you should, you really should.
You belong on AngryPages
You can say what you want to say
On AngryPages:
You can say what you want to say
It'll do you a lot of good
It's not a waste of time
I care about what's on your mind
If it comes out, you'll go somewhere
Your worth it, you're worth it
I better go get some more mirtazapine
I'm f***ing depressed
My body gets depressed so much
Like really badly
It helps me sleep
Or it actually lets me sleep
I'm like really badly depressed
Que, or cue, or queue: Taylor's Blank Space about her being a Psycho
it's 8am
Gonna take a break from here for a second
I'm
I feel increasingly mentally depressed
You go into withdrawal without the antidepressants
So I feel it, my body is like crashing
But whatever
I see it, as how I am really
Ultra depressed, with uppers to keep me up and alive
I woke up scary thoughts. Thoughts I want to end. I saw this Hawaii Pie Co vid. Yummy.
I offered 50 to Jon about a few months ago. And I often have thoughts which scare me as they should.
I saw Shenelle Rodrigo is the Lonely Planet correspondent for SL. I saw 2 of her videos on my Instagram which is very kind to SL. And trying to popularize.
I might have a bad case of self loathing--but I am overcoming, and seeing it.
I'm a tough dude.
I plot things though. I plot these evil things. And I guess, that's what makes all of us, depressed, people, a bit mad. It's the idea of murdering ourselves, that makes us so wicked, or that bad kind of crazy.
That's why they don't bury us in those churches. They say the evil spirits won, possession over them, and convinced to do it.
But I have seen that.
Sometimes, in the garden nearby, I can hear some animal, a creature, houling, like a demon almost. We have those big monitor lizards, who are harmless, iguanas, I worry at times, when the spirit of the devil is in them. As God took possession of a donkey once, in a cave, to do something. As the devil was made a snake by God.
I dunno.
How did that happen?
In the original Hebrew Bible, the snake in the Garden of Eden was just a cunning animal—not Satan. The identification of Satan as a snake or dragon and popularized by the Book of Revelation.
It was just a cunning, clever animal. I go biblical at times. I don't know. Maybe I just need an Us vs Them. Or good vs bad. Because that's how I see things.
My whole mind, it's like wearing sunglasses, without my mirtazapine antidepressants
I think the way I am, without them, is very telling. I am like totally dead. It's creepy. I am like a lifeless corpse. So negative like I used to be, towards the later parts of my high school. I hated it back then.
I never got antidepressants till I went to Singapore in 2012. The local doctors and the people weren't able to treat me. So I have very painful psychological wounds regarding SL, which I keep close to my vest.
My sheer distrust, is a survival complex, and it is not really possible to put my guard down. It means to die. Or get murdered.
I didn't like my family, early. I want, nothing to do with them. And it's easier for me, to curse, and reduce people down to a few judged sentences, and perhaps a word, or a nickname, and move forward.
As it's how I process people or things in my life. I index people. So it's easier for me.
I feel like these must be withdrawal symptoms, and then, the body is like, aching for that chemical dependency, 60mg of mirtazapine.
Mentally, it's different, from psychiatrically. Mentally is close. There's no real, word, for like "mind". I think I can sharply tell. I can cut through it. I can see. But the body and brain are depressed. And it's like you see things with sunglasses on. In 5 days, I'd likely recover, but be depressed, untreated.
I'm happy I set up shop in Cali. We need a few American partners. Besides Venura. I think he is not someone I can trust. He tells me to call him, he dodges calls for 2 days when I keep my promise. And he's supposed to get stock, bank authority and codestack to handle? I think many will accept, but it's hard for me.
It's best to end those, tactfully, or give them something useful, they can handle on their own time, fitting their mood, or the people they have to cater to, who most likely don't like me, like him, although I honestly, don't want to know.
There's 330m people there.
And 1 Trump. Who is.. well.. the only one person who matters in the USA.
What can we do w/ AngryPages? Fun, but very business critical question we want to help everyone answer:
Any kind of docs, essays, ideas, even social media posts if they're about topics (especially a story), fiction, your school or uni work, business docs, which you want to preserve, whatever you can think of
You can technically do anything. Besides video. Which is a problem. Because TikTok is geared for it. And they are KILLING it. They are.
Apparently.
I never used them until, I saw my FB messenger is missing
The FB messenger is missing!
It's kind of weird.
Maybe, they are playing a prank
Maybe, it's been hacked
Which is
Perhaps possible
I dunno
Or maybe they don't like me
Whatever, it may be, it's hard to trust them
At least, for me
I only like them for the past memories
We had some fun on there
Although, it's not like on AngryPages
Hmm, maybe it's to stop distracting me; maybe it's to alert me, there's stuff I missed
I did, somehow, end up, with our data, some of it, because of OpenAI, some of it was botched.
Codex, often do out of scope, botcheries.
Just the other day, just yesterday, I said, let's update 2020, 2021, and 2022.
They have stupidly put a few stories up of 2023, 2024 and a few 2025.
No real harm. It happened before. So I got used to it.
Or wasn't as pissed off.
That's when the theory of AI weaponization crept in. I think Hong Kong, the British wouldn't have fought over it. HSBC is an old bank now. They don't serve SL. I used to be a HSBC Premier customer, with Janith, as my personal relationship banker. I'm more likely to end up on their Switzerland HSBC to be honest.
Sean Samarasinghe's likely to end up, my whatever.
He's apparently from -- or his mom's got a Swiss passport. And I don't really know -- or "can" form basic relationships
And banking is vital, so he will, just get that job
Yesterday, I saw f***ed up stuff was showing: I quickly fixed it, but it's why we're scared of live feeds: ai misses!
It's shocking when AI technology fails.
I am manually reviewing it. I should send it over to ChatGPT to find. Many tabs. And spray the diary at them, to review to find.
But I use Codex.
Wow, Google very quickly, indexed Musaed's page with us? I don't even recall sending an index request in..
It may be autonomous.
Yeah, it's so cool, it works, this guy's page is showing up on Google -- wow
It is likely we have automatic indexing rules
I told Musaed
Good news: your work is already beginning to appear on Google through AngryPages. That is why we want fewer, better organized emails — it helps us package, list, index, and sell your books properly.
I'm going to see if the lawyers didn't leave early like yesterday
So I can try get a certified NIC in English
Or take a holiday tomorrow
Sean's apparently carried my drunken body once, my security and mom told me; good friend, I guess
I hate being skinny
I just, I can't f***ing gain weight
I'm like Mark Wiens, that dude, or that other guy Matt Stonie
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Matt_Stonie
I never gain weight, despite trying
I might get desperate, and try an olive oil drip
Till I get to 50 or 60kg perhaps
I gotta be cool
Let's move on
Let's get up from bed, go get some coffee, see who's around..
Trump's taken out a ISIS 2nd in command dude in Africa. In Nigeria. Which is pretty swell. I am always rooting for Trump.
Wow.
I also have to go to work.
Yeah, we can, and have, done, video, but I prefer to avoid it, that's YouTube/TikTok stuff
I just don't like it, I am more like a Reddit. But with more pictures.
And yet, I know somehow, we'll end up in that direction because the real directors of any for profit business are the customers who pay and buy decisions with their money. So they will endup causing AngryPages to provide video.
We can hopefully engineer it with Google. So they can do it, or TikTok, can do the video streaming instead of us, we can do the embedding.
I saw Fox News. Their online website video, it f***ing sucks. It f***ing stinks. And the worst part, the flies circling that pile of s***... is the fact it's on f***ing autoplay.
Which is just crazy. It's f***ing annoying. CNN, don't do a secure RSS feed. So we stopped. I think NYT, they use Svelte, and I saw, I checked a reporter's bio, just scrolled down, and my History said I'd opened 5 or 10 pages for that.
Fox News, might get a lot of views for it, or whatever their people judge prudent, but it's so f***ing annoying cause I want to read it. I didn't click play. It's not YouTube, or YouTube + FoxNews. I wish they just muted it at least.
Back to us: I guess, we can do it, but it's expensive. It's as cheap as API calls off Cloudflare to do video, but it's not proven yet.
We can instead tell people to go do their videos on their own TikTok or YouTube, or else, OnlyFans or X, which is either both here nor there or else, here and there. We can just help you organize it, as a publisher, or whatever. It's easier for us.
The one thing I won't tolerate, is how YouTube's filled to the brim, with losers. About 90% of their videos are junk, losers. I dunno how the f*** they even have so much storage capacity. And I don't want to know.
There's not enough of a strict penalty for online abuse; platforms can't get FBI help to prosecute them easily enough
I think it's just so crazy. Some weirdos on the internet. They go and do this awful stuff. On the internet. It pisses me off.
They're the reason why we all, have like, safeguards, and stuff.
We don't let people do what they wish freely.
And it's always so disturbing.
I heard, people who do human reviews on FB get traumatized.
We can't hire 70,000 people, to do that job.
So we have to slow down content people send us for publishing.
I wish we could send it to the FBI to prosecute them.
I have to go visit the law firm.
Slowly.
They might be busy.
I'm going to take a small break and go back to editing.
Heh, the US Air Force One, trade delegates, threw out Chinese gifts before boarding
That's kind of funny
https://www.yahoo.com/news/articles/us-orders-travelers-air-force-154211157.html
I dunno about it
I think they're being cautious
If they got like jade gifts, maybe they'd keep them or something
I also, never used TikTok until my FB Messenger botched
I am happy Trump's in power though
They will look out for me, even if lots of those snakes, those traitors will try the opposite, like they did trying to bump the guy out
The guy takes honesty and loyalty seriously after getting shot in the head
I think it's a good thing they dumped the gifts, cause they could be bugged, and they have reason to worry
I think some of the most paranoid, must've thrown up whatever they ate, too, at the hotel or something
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