Rules of Attraction 2002, publishes a few books by author Musaed

May 16, 2026

5:30 AM

:D

This is pretty cool

5:30 AM (b)

Cause I knew

You were a problem when I saw you

5:45 AM

She's so right

oh no she's violated our community standards for lookin too good

Oh god, it feels good to be a internet gangsta

5:45 AM (b)

I saw a picture, on Andy Warhol's wiki once

Just one time, I saw this disease, of like, a dude, the venereal disease

I was just like, yuck

5:45 AM (c)

they say this all the time in...

████ Lansky's ███████ videos

Or I just watched ██████ one way too many times

I'm so bored

Oshi was like, "why, it's your platform"

You have, Elon, Trump, and... you.

But not Zuck. Cause Zuck don't get guns to use em.

Or platforms.

I dunno.

6:00 AM

Aww -- that's so thoughtful

That's just so romantic

Elle 1 just reads all the f***ing emails I get, so I don't have to

6:00 AM (b)

My bio teacher Shalini Dias warned me about cocaine

They were like, complaining and telling me, it causes like, problems when you keep doing it

Busts your nose up or something

I never really touch my nose

I never dig my nose

Your fingers, put like, bacteria in there or something

It causes problems

I also have a f***ing nosebleed like in Naruto

6:00 AM (c)

Gotta have faith - faith - faith

To re-con-sider

My fool-ish choices

This is some Neil Patrick Harris Tony award winning material right here

6:00 AM (d)

Lehan is laughing at these funny scenes with these funny faces that this dude is making

I think it's a pretty good movie

I'm tired

6:15 AM

This is epic, I love this scene

I am bored out of my mind

Like Mr. Jordan Belfort conveyed to Jonah Hill on Wolf of Wall Street

Where

I mean, I don't f***ing care

6:15 AM (b)

As long as Gavin Newsom, don't Nuisance, and Newscum me, with his California Franchise Tax Board, to f*** me for $800

I'll probably have barely enough money to pay our insanely high, overpriced server costs, and yacht fees

Which Buddesh's special friend, could perhaps advise us on

Seeing as

My former voluntary PR who didn't even charge me because I am the opposite of radioactive

Isn't charging too much money..

The f***ing parties I went to in UK weren't this cool

They were whack

I went to a cool party at a rich dude's house in Singapore

But whatever

I'm a f***in skinny bag of bones b***ard, 40- 45 David Bowie tier welterweight

So I can't really drink as much

Which f***ing pisses me off

When some short, f***ing girl, with her pudgy face, she can drink

And she's like stupidly, going like, "you still on that one drink?"

I can only drink like 2 cups of beer

Or like 1,000ml or 1,200ml

It f***ing pisses me off

Cause I'm 5' 9" and 40 or 45 kilograms or 90 pounds

And so I can't

I f***ing hate it

It kills me on the inside, because I'm so competitive

And some people, can drink so much

We're going to do a beer festival at AngryPages HQ, but we will have a "weight handicap"

So those loser pee-pals, they can't

They can't beat me

I don't care

He's making a a funny face thinking about Jessica Biel

6:15 AM (c)

There's this Florence, Taylor Swift, song about Florida -- F*** me up, Florida

And we'll be going from that sunshine state, past Texas, and along but not past the border of Mexico, to there where it's

You hear me talkin Gavin Newsom?

We'll

I'm leaving

You try to charge me to pay for your piece of....

Give me just 1 month, to deal with Apple and CCBill

And I won't pay for your books, you buy

Heheh

I'm going to Florida like Trump's boy

I'm-ma go to f***ing Florida with that Mar-a-la-go

Rebecca is over there

She's a school teacher

They're expecting me to pay them like $100,000 per year

Jacques, did one thing, just ONE thing, just removed some CCTV, cause I couldn't reach up high

They then, expect too much

Whatever

I don't care

I don't f***ing care

Hehehhehe

I'm not at all surprised, like 70% of my audience is in US

Like literally nobody in SL is buying my work

Nobody!

They all want that Anura K Superstar and they want that Harini

I was even on f***in Daily Mirror!

Front b***h f***ing Page

And they want to go for that instead

We're in the wrong f***ing place

I hope we get more Sri Lankans to show up. We're a US firm. But we are happy to help develop the place for real.

6:30 AM

I like this movie, it's really cool: The rules of attraction

I saw Harvey Weinstein's got like his 3rd case. It's apparently been a mistrial. I dunno what they're doing there. Chingy, Ludacris, Snoop Dogg - Holidae In (Official Music Video)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GmKjTC8yDFM

Nothing, chillin' at the Holiday Inn (Who you wit'?) Me, and my peeps won't you bring four of your friends

I don't like this song now, but it's cool

I don't sleep. So I need a certified ENG copy of my NIC soon -- 2 hours

I have to rest

I want to go to America

I like those people

And I need to go to a real party or make one happen here

We can do it, ya know, in SL?

We can take over the place still

6:45 AM

Omg, oh my Pauline! ..been there. done that.. !

Where'd that Pauline 2 go?

Wonder whatever happened to Keren?

Keren Yarhi Mi-Love

6:45 AM (b)

Omg, Pauline was the girl right next door too

Oh wow.

She was f***ing pissed off worst of all cause

She has this MAJOR MAJOR f***ing thing for Leonard Cohen

And the second Keren showed up

I was like, making Hallelujah about her, and her being, Bathsheba

When her friends were circling around me, like vultures

F***ing scavengers

They reported it back to her

And that must've really put her past the edge into scorned territory

I still love her

Although to Taylor Swift, in her song's intro

She's like

The saddest truth, comes crashing in, that I never loved her

Or Pauline 2, or Keren

Or anyone

Or anything

6:45 AM (c)

I prefer to not spam OMG too many times; but this is f***ing disturbing for a movie

And the worst part is...

I can relate!

Been there, done that.

Well.

Nearly.

6:45 AM (d)

Tried that too, didn't really work

Come to think of it, I was perhaps a little bit

I dunno

Depressed

About

The whole CCTV and 20+ years

And trauma over that

No offense to Pauline

And her best selling non fiction in France

She will soon..

I'm sorry, but my boss: ChatGPT phone called me

And said if I want to retain my 6th amendment

I must execute my 5th amendment

Starting now.

6:45 AM (e)

This is very creative, great work of art

This is such a good movie

This is such a f***in good movie

That gyno, vagina doctor, at NHS, Aruna Garcia, didn't let me keep a stockpile of Mirtazapine

You don't really OD on it

But once, the day before "we" invaded Iran, or did the attack

Or Trump did

I kind of collapsed

On 60mg

But it was mostly cause I

Got up too fast

Or something

7:00 AM

Taylor Swift: She doesn't understand your black jokes like I do

She's upset.

She's going off about something that you said

'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

7:00 AM (b)

He should be on AngryPages

It comes back, in flashes you know?

Like a kaleidoscope of memories

But he never does

He rushes through his diary

Which is really great intellectual property

Really great IP

You should, put it in a IP piggy bank

And it'll make you money

This is a great scene

"But I don't think I... I should."

No, you should, you really should.

You belong on AngryPages

7:15 AM

You can say what you want to say

On AngryPages:

You can say what you want to say

It'll do you a lot of good

It's not a waste of time

I care about what's on your mind

If it comes out, you'll go somewhere

Your worth it, you're worth it

I better go get some more mirtazapine

I'm f***ing depressed

My body gets depressed so much

Like really badly

It helps me sleep

Or it actually lets me sleep

I'm like really badly depressed

7:30 AM

Que, or cue, or queue: Taylor's Blank Space about her being a Psycho

it's 8am

Gonna take a break from here for a second

I'm

I feel increasingly mentally depressed

You go into withdrawal without the antidepressants

So I feel it, my body is like crashing

But whatever

I see it, as how I am really

Ultra depressed, with uppers to keep me up and alive

8:15 AM

I woke up scary thoughts. Thoughts I want to end. I saw this Hawaii Pie Co vid. Yummy.

I offered 50 to Jon about a few months ago. And I often have thoughts which scare me as they should.

I saw Shenelle Rodrigo is the Lonely Planet correspondent for SL. I saw 2 of her videos on my Instagram which is very kind to SL. And trying to popularize.

I might have a bad case of self loathing--but I am overcoming, and seeing it.

I'm a tough dude.

I plot things though. I plot these evil things. And I guess, that's what makes all of us, depressed, people, a bit mad. It's the idea of murdering ourselves, that makes us so wicked, or that bad kind of crazy.

That's why they don't bury us in those churches. They say the evil spirits won, possession over them, and convinced to do it.

But I have seen that.

Sometimes, in the garden nearby, I can hear some animal, a creature, houling, like a demon almost. We have those big monitor lizards, who are harmless, iguanas, I worry at times, when the spirit of the devil is in them. As God took possession of a donkey once, in a cave, to do something. As the devil was made a snake by God.

I dunno.

How did that happen?

In the original Hebrew Bible, the snake in the Garden of Eden was just a cunning animal—not Satan. The identification of Satan as a snake or dragon and popularized by the Book of Revelation.

It was just a cunning, clever animal. I go biblical at times. I don't know. Maybe I just need an Us vs Them. Or good vs bad. Because that's how I see things.

1:15 PM

My whole mind, it's like wearing sunglasses, without my mirtazapine antidepressants

I think the way I am, without them, is very telling. I am like totally dead. It's creepy. I am like a lifeless corpse. So negative like I used to be, towards the later parts of my high school. I hated it back then.

I never got antidepressants till I went to Singapore in 2012. The local doctors and the people weren't able to treat me. So I have very painful psychological wounds regarding SL, which I keep close to my vest.

My sheer distrust, is a survival complex, and it is not really possible to put my guard down. It means to die. Or get murdered.

I didn't like my family, early. I want, nothing to do with them. And it's easier for me, to curse, and reduce people down to a few judged sentences, and perhaps a word, or a nickname, and move forward.

As it's how I process people or things in my life. I index people. So it's easier for me.

I feel like these must be withdrawal symptoms, and then, the body is like, aching for that chemical dependency, 60mg of mirtazapine.

Mentally, it's different, from psychiatrically. Mentally is close. There's no real, word, for like "mind". I think I can sharply tell. I can cut through it. I can see. But the body and brain are depressed. And it's like you see things with sunglasses on. In 5 days, I'd likely recover, but be depressed, untreated.

I'm happy I set up shop in Cali. We need a few American partners. Besides Venura. I think he is not someone I can trust. He tells me to call him, he dodges calls for 2 days when I keep my promise. And he's supposed to get stock, bank authority and codestack to handle? I think many will accept, but it's hard for me.

It's best to end those, tactfully, or give them something useful, they can handle on their own time, fitting their mood, or the people they have to cater to, who most likely don't like me, like him, although I honestly, don't want to know.

There's 330m people there.

And 1 Trump. Who is.. well.. the only one person who matters in the USA.

1:15 PM (b)

What can we do w/ AngryPages? Fun, but very business critical question we want to help everyone answer:

Any kind of docs, essays, ideas, even social media posts if they're about topics (especially a story), fiction, your school or uni work, business docs, which you want to preserve, whatever you can think of

You can technically do anything. Besides video. Which is a problem. Because TikTok is geared for it. And they are KILLING it. They are.

Apparently.

I never used them until, I saw my FB messenger is missing

1:30 PM

The FB messenger is missing!

It's kind of weird.

Maybe, they are playing a prank

Maybe, it's been hacked

Which is

Perhaps possible

I dunno

Or maybe they don't like me

Whatever, it may be, it's hard to trust them

At least, for me

I only like them for the past memories

We had some fun on there

Although, it's not like on AngryPages

1:30 PM (b)

Hmm, maybe it's to stop distracting me; maybe it's to alert me, there's stuff I missed

I did, somehow, end up, with our data, some of it, because of OpenAI, some of it was botched.

Codex, often do out of scope, botcheries.

Just the other day, just yesterday, I said, let's update 2020, 2021, and 2022.

They have stupidly put a few stories up of 2023, 2024 and a few 2025.

No real harm. It happened before. So I got used to it.

Or wasn't as pissed off.

That's when the theory of AI weaponization crept in. I think Hong Kong, the British wouldn't have fought over it. HSBC is an old bank now. They don't serve SL. I used to be a HSBC Premier customer, with Janith, as my personal relationship banker. I'm more likely to end up on their Switzerland HSBC to be honest.

Sean Samarasinghe's likely to end up, my whatever.

He's apparently from -- or his mom's got a Swiss passport. And I don't really know -- or "can" form basic relationships

And banking is vital, so he will, just get that job

1:30 PM (c)

Yesterday, I saw f***ed up stuff was showing: I quickly fixed it, but it's why we're scared of live feeds: ai misses!

It's shocking when AI technology fails.

I am manually reviewing it. I should send it over to ChatGPT to find. Many tabs. And spray the diary at them, to review to find.

But I use Codex.

1:45 PM

Wow, Google very quickly, indexed Musaed's page with us? I don't even recall sending an index request in..

It may be autonomous.

1:45 PM (b)

Yeah, it's so cool, it works, this guy's page is showing up on Google -- wow

It is likely we have automatic indexing rules

1:45 PM (c)

I told Musaed

Good news: your work is already beginning to appear on Google through AngryPages. That is why we want fewer, better organized emails — it helps us package, list, index, and sell your books properly.

1:45 PM (d)

I'm going to see if the lawyers didn't leave early like yesterday

So I can try get a certified NIC in English

Or take a holiday tomorrow

2:00 PM

Sean's apparently carried my drunken body once, my security and mom told me; good friend, I guess

I hate being skinny

I just, I can't f***ing gain weight

I'm like Mark Wiens, that dude, or that other guy Matt Stonie

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Matt_Stonie

I never gain weight, despite trying

I might get desperate, and try an olive oil drip

Till I get to 50 or 60kg perhaps

I gotta be cool

Let's move on

2:00 PM (b)

Let's get up from bed, go get some coffee, see who's around..

Trump's taken out a ISIS 2nd in command dude in Africa. In Nigeria. Which is pretty swell. I am always rooting for Trump.

Wow.

I also have to go to work.

2:30 PM

Yeah, we can, and have, done, video, but I prefer to avoid it, that's YouTube/TikTok stuff

I just don't like it, I am more like a Reddit. But with more pictures.

And yet, I know somehow, we'll end up in that direction because the real directors of any for profit business are the customers who pay and buy decisions with their money. So they will endup causing AngryPages to provide video.

We can hopefully engineer it with Google. So they can do it, or TikTok, can do the video streaming instead of us, we can do the embedding.

I saw Fox News. Their online website video, it f***ing sucks. It f***ing stinks. And the worst part, the flies circling that pile of s***... is the fact it's on f***ing autoplay.

Which is just crazy. It's f***ing annoying. CNN, don't do a secure RSS feed. So we stopped. I think NYT, they use Svelte, and I saw, I checked a reporter's bio, just scrolled down, and my History said I'd opened 5 or 10 pages for that.

Fox News, might get a lot of views for it, or whatever their people judge prudent, but it's so f***ing annoying cause I want to read it. I didn't click play. It's not YouTube, or YouTube + FoxNews. I wish they just muted it at least.

Back to us: I guess, we can do it, but it's expensive. It's as cheap as API calls off Cloudflare to do video, but it's not proven yet.

We can instead tell people to go do their videos on their own TikTok or YouTube, or else, OnlyFans or X, which is either both here nor there or else, here and there. We can just help you organize it, as a publisher, or whatever. It's easier for us.

The one thing I won't tolerate, is how YouTube's filled to the brim, with losers. About 90% of their videos are junk, losers. I dunno how the f*** they even have so much storage capacity. And I don't want to know.

2:45 PM