Sean's helped out once.. I'm really sickly, lightweight + such a low weight, it's as bad as anorexia: shouldn't drink!!!
It sucks cause I like to drink. I always remember Udesh's mom Sandhya Dharmadasa telling me 2 drinks.
I always aim for 2 beers, and stop.
I think I am so unhealthy, I could possibly die of alcohol poisoning because I haven't got the weight or muscle or fat to cope with it.
A lot of girls, way shorter than me are fatter than me. (TRIGGERS me very badly; my inner competition!)
I need like real medical help...
Or to like eat butter loaded toast every day, but I don't eat, so I need like a force feeding to save me plan.
