6:15 p.m.
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I should get some exercise. It could be lack of exercise. I was doing too much work for a couple of weeks at a stretch. I should just get some physical exercise. It was all mental work. This must be burn out.
It could be burn out. It could be anxiety. It could be too much coffee and caffeine. It could be too much thinking about the Holocaust as it was gloomy stuff.
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It was Holocaust memorial day yesterday. It was something that happened. I have too much empathy. It hurts. I feel too much. I feel too much for the victims. I believe it happened, I was just wondering how Jewish people come to terms with this grief.
The sun will shine tomorrow! I remember I was once depressed in the UK a long time ago. Jamie Mollart commented to go get sunshine. So, I did. I felt better.
I should stop obsessing over dark stuff so much. Not everyone is like ███. Plus ███████ did not do anything. Not everyone is ███.
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I feel better. But it is quite shameful to compare myself to ETI Finance victims. I feel slightly better. I have so much light to shine on this world.
6:30 p.m.
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In the song, Don't Fear the Reaper by Blue Öyster Cult, it is about how you are one with death when you die and therefore you must not be afraid. I am one with light.
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I will honour Prabhakaran's family and the Tamil people. I will help them out. I will undo and right the unforgivable, unrightable wrong.
I do not need anything to happen to ███. He is cursed. The curse of a 40,000 casualties, the curse of a 2,800 families████████████████████. G-d will give justice.
This ███████ is innocent. It is okay if she betrayed me. It is most likely one bad experience with ███ has shaped my views on SL and all people. It is not true.
Not all people are like Lal. Not everyone in SL is like Lal. Not everyone is unworthy, looking to betray you. There are a lot of great people and friends.