He's made a mistake. But I think that, he's lucky. I am happy to fight back. But looking at it, he's also very elderly, and will struggle with health issues. It's confusing for me, because I can "win" doesn't mean we should win win.
I am having problems with it, because I am not happy to harm someone, to that extent, where just because they make a mistake, we fight back, to defend our name, and it causes health problems for this guy.
He's worth forgiving because he's got his daughters, and wife, and he hasn't got a lot of time left.
He's also made some small, s***ty books, which I rejected, but showed me, that he also had some "good intent". They're not s***ty. But they're weak material.
It's not nice, even if we refuse authors, to be nasty to someone like this, who hasn't got 10 years of health, fitness and life left.
So we'll just forgive and move on.
Even if we publish facts, and prove he's guilty, and "win" respect, out of fear, it's not really worth it.
What really drives me not to injure, is because he even makes mistakes like he's a "youg author" to those firms, in US, in California.
Which reveals to me, that he's someone who should be prayed for, not cursed.
What if he had done that to anchor, or allow us to jump on it, that it's bs?
He in his subconscious, probably had enough cognitive dissonance, to mark his own bs complaint, which had no merit, and even praises us, as rubbish.
I have a connection to the spiritual world, like we all do, I feel he's done what he's done to help me but to pretend he's an attacker. He's tried to sacrifice himself. Because he knows there's over 80+ emails. There's too much proof against him. And he's even conceded too many facts favoring us. He's knowingly lied about being a young author, which indicates to me, that either he believes the 10 firms in California will buy it, or else, they'll be notified by me quickly it's bs. Whatever the reason, I sense strongly, that he's no threat.
When I saw him after 2 months, I wanted to publish him, out of mercy. Just to help him out. I just wanted him to document his legacy while he's still alive. Because I felt sad about using my usual foul language when his family were listening nearby. I feel sad about Upali as well. He was like, a father figure to me too. As I don't -- or can't -- have too many friends, so I feel a bit sad. Life's cruel, and death's more vicious. So we should be human, and bless people, to gain confidence, a sense of security and outgrow weakness.
We should be compassionate to them too.
I'm going to be kind and try move on as I don't need to defeat this guy who can't even win with his defamation attempt full of lies which are too easy to disprove.
If I'm going to fight, let it be for a legitimate reason.
I rather fight one serious problem, who is our size, than a few people like him who have 2 daughters and a wife.
My real regret, is he didn't listen to me, how to write a good book, worth selling, he said he doesn't write "novels", when I tried compile his short stories.
I regret it, because my spiritual relationship to my God, is showing me the errors of my own approach. Some thing tells me, that he even wanted to do it for free, to place ads so he can earn. And he seems to be not as guilty as I've been trained to see.
We could just publish his work, so he'd understand how to earn properly. But now that the bridge has been burned, or burnt, I think burnt*. Best to move forward. My AI, I dunno. It on one hand, correctly guessed he'd spam us abusively, expand scope or fight with us. Which I appreciate, as a basis for terminating his relationship after profiling him and his 80 emails. Which is pretty cruel. And yet, I also feel sad, because I can see redeeming quality in him or anyone, as nobody is beyond salvation.
Forgiveness, can you imagine.
Let's move on, let him go on his way, his journey, with his daughters, son in law, and wife. With no pain from me. We will seek or allow no further contact. And move on. He's free to find an alternative publisher to help him or work on his own blog where I advised him of a Shopify route by email before disengaging. God bless the guy. I hope he does well.