Aug. 4, 2026

A cigarette in honor of Upali Dharmadasa; I threw a ciggy on the floor. And then picked it up. Smoked. To say my goodbye

He was a legend.

And he was a decent, kind guy. He was my father's friend.

I feel some pain about it.

I guess, I'm human

I was practically living in his house during my childhood

As I was so tight with Udesh and aunty

I just disconnected in 2018, out of fear of Thilanga

And then I saw almost 10 years in 2026

I'm going to wrap this up, and move on

I think grief, or pain, hits in waves

I remember going to uni in Singapore. One time. These unknown girls were talking to me by name as though they knew me...

YIKES

I couldn't remember them

The horror

I got blacked out drunk because I'm like 40s in kg

So I'm super lightweight

At least they seemed to like me

We're happy AI run AngryPages: I am stunned how our on-board AI profiled Alkhatrash, denied, got proven correct.

It studied his 80+ email spam. Before it reached a conclusion that he is a problem, with a high confidence or probability score. He was profiled by our own ai, not by Anthropic, xAI or OpenAI, whom we use in a supplementary capacity.

What I also realize is that while we're a publisher, we also make food, we make baked strawberry pies, we make websites --while we're not a website making firm-- and we also do all sorts of things, such as making video games, despite not being a video game making company.

In that same way, we built our own proprietary artificial intelligence services, which is very useful for us, as it does what we need.

When I use the other products, I see they're consumer grade, and even the enterprise tier ones we have access to, are weighted, and work in a somewhat better way, but still kind of suck.

Our own AI, is by far, the best as far as I can see, as it does what we need, without scruple or diffidence, which is all I ask for.

I was also, just unnerved, because it warned, he's a threat, we profiled him like a criminal, based on his abusive email pattern, his blackmailing language style, that he's sorry, calling me Sir, that he doesn't want to be judged by 1 hour phone call, and that he's an old man who deserves a second or third chance, etc.

And unlike me, because I actually instinctively felt sorry for the guy, like I'd feel sorry for Zahran Hashim or Osama or Aisha grade terrorists, that this guy would probably do better if he was successful, which would mean less insecurity.

But no, I was wrong, and AI was right.

So it judged the guy, then denied me, the ability to accept him, as I fought with my own AI, and said give him a chance, but it kept overriding my directions.

And said no to the guy as me.

Soon, I found out, he's been trying to provoke, on purpose, to anger like Yoshitha or Harry / William, or Ron Perlman got provoked by some cockroach at the airport, and then he's pitifully tried to send fake emails, which hide the facts, to publishers, even claiming he's a young author.

Those types of cockroaches are really sad, they disgust me, and we hate people like that at AngryPages.

Those California publishers sided with me, they also felt concerned that this type of nutjob is even mailing them from a shithole about us full of lies.

Soon, he's even spammed us, with like, 5 -10 bs books, which his family must have gotten used to buying, trash for trash tier rubbish we'd never publish.

Yuck.

Such a fucking disgrace—that’s the worst part. Why did he even come here? Yuck. Disgusting shit. Fuck off.

We don’t serve people who behave like that. We firmly refuse service when someone fails our standards.

I told him to f*** off repeatedly and mocked his conduct in the story.

That was the strongest insult in it: turning the conduct itself into Trash™ and showing our paying audience exactly what AngryPages refuses to accept.

That is the case we are making—this behaviour gets denied.

A complete waste of our time.

We refused service. Permanently.

I made some code changes; we fixed up the game as well.

I'm hurt AWS charged us $100, despite promising $200 credits. I think we don't trust them much now.

But they translated my whole diary with that $100 bucks.

It's not exactly a humongous waste of money.

We removed an author called, something, I can't remember his name

Sasanka or something

Because he was trying to circle about terms, which I already agreed with him on, in a past email, on a past date, last month

So he has done the only responsible thing, which I can accept, is he has agreed it's best that he goes, and he left

If Asita Amarasinghe had been murdered on 4/21; I'd have done something to the ones behind it; not just complain on here

I have been insanely patient. I am having less than 0 percent confidence in Anura's gov't actually delivering the justice they promised. I thought that because I saw the news they'll do it. But given Sri Lanka's ugly history, I doubt it.

Statement on the Ended AngryPages Publishing Relationship

Hi Trash,

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I am writing once more to be clear.

There is no relationship between you and AngryPages, and there has not been one for months. The repeated statements suggesting otherwise do not match the facts. To keep the record accurate, the correspondence will be published.

As you contacted ten news outlets and included confidential information, we believe it is reasonable to set out the facts as well.

The association of the word “Trash” with your name is noted. The well-known account of the elderly woman who threw refuse at the Prophet from her window may be the lasting image connected to this matter.

I have raised the situation with a number of people. Copies have been sent to the Ministry of Defence, the Inspector General of Police, the Inland Revenue Department and others. If any laws are broken, those bodies will follow their normal processes. It is advisable to be careful with ordinary phone and WhatsApp messages; a more private channel such as Threema may be preferable. An electronic record will remain available and may be indexed, as we intend to stand by our account of events.

Care should be taken to avoid drug-related offences, which in some places carry the death penalty. The present circumstances may also make a United States visa more difficult. Any serious conviction would add further complications.

Please do not attempt to avoid tax obligations connected with Kuwait National Bank accounts. That could create lasting financial difficulty for your family. Honesty with the Inland Revenue Department is the better course.

You are free to send this message to the same newspapers if you wish. Continued contact with them may or may not produce a response.

This matter will remain a matter of record for a considerable time.

You may share this note with your family if you choose.

Lehan

Anyway, uhh, the good news, is this dude Quintus is getting loads of sales!

My Enterprise Stripe's gone crazy. F***, now I have to give him that special Graham's Tawny Port Wine by Symington. Jorge Andres Nunes, over in Hong Kong, is going to be pissed off. This is 30 year one.

I am going to beg the dude, to give me just ONE glass.

That a***ole Thilanga, mocked me, like a real b***h, with his piece of s***

Uhh

Something

Taylor's Port Wine

Mockery

He was mocking me, as they like to pretend they're me

F***

I have to give my Symington 30Y to Quintus

He's got some Portuguese Burgher Stock in him

F***, damn it, this is

I mean whatever

It's a $5,000+ worth magical bottle