Aug. 5, 2026

August 5, 2026 Lehan Edirisinghe

I must call our youngest AngryPages author soon. Her father. To arrange the visit. Where we bake her a gift.

I want to have some fun with this. She's made a great book I love. I was trying to make game assets for Scales on Blender. But that's a surprise.

I spoke to Tenali's mom. She's confirmed. She can visit. I am publishing good people; young and old, page by page

From Quintus to Tenali.

From people who took on the seas, the sky

To the jungles, to the gov't service

To a young girl who wrote about a crocodile I'd like

We're doing something I am happy with

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And soon

Not right away, but soon

We'll reach a goal or good outcome

Where we'd do something cool

We have so much to do

So much to fight for and we're fighting well

I am glad I can code with AI well

This website looks good

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I went to give Jacques, the other 20Y Graham's bottle

And that a***ole, he offered me

I said no

And I have to ask myself, "Am I the a***ole?"

Whatever happens with Quintus

I will only ever offer that if I also get

I give gifts to be nice, but I also want

I'm not baking a strawberry pie for Tenali only

I'm baking it for myself also

I'm going to get a shower. Or take a shower. Then work on this Chamath's All In Podcast. And the rest for fun.

We should have some fun with it. It's f***ing boiling hot, sweltering in SL. Tomorrow we're getting the final ingredient we'd need for baking those pies we love.

I think he didn't "understand" his mistake, when he mailed 10, 1 mistake, shouldn't ruin his family; let's forgive

He didn't really know we can hit back, and he's an old guy, who has a lot of good to offer the right people.

We should -- just move on.

He's someone who can't tell lies or mislead, and has not gotten any anonymity, on AngryPages after making that stupid mistake

He's going to claim personal, specific jurisdiction in SL, but has caused harm in CA, USA, to us, so he's screwed, as we have right to speech

Especially to defend ourselves

They're just -- I think driven by anger -- or blinded by it -- so they didn't see it -- that's not worth ruining the guy's small family over.

I personally forgive them, even though we are disgusted at that sort of thing, and Ron Perlman calling the nut job who attacked him and his friend in the airport, a "C O C K R O A C H" is how I feel about that sort of behavior.

There's very little they can do, after giving us the right of reply to defend ourselves in the court of public opinion

And they've brought shame, disgrace and any outcomes upon themselves, as there will always be people who dispute their approach

We don't serve people like at AngryPages Inc

I deleted some ugly, hateful ideas; I don't need it in my life, I should be kind

I think we have become rid of the problem

And documented, so that problem can't surface again

Others will be judged, or profiled like that dude

So it's good, an investment perhaps, to avoid repeats

Just so unsanitary, unprofessional and cheap

Let's not be, or let me not be "a small man"; to kick or punch down, that dude, I could've treated better; I dunno...

I am reluctant to cast judgment, because Jesus refused to, and I think he also stood in front of that prostitute as an innocent

And I dunno, I am assuming things, I am guessing, or only judging what I can see, some of which, might be true

But it's not absolutely known for fact

It's healthier to let it go, and be the bigger man, that guy is also, I mean, he's become an example, of something cruel

Where they can't publish with us, which isn't 100% healthy as well.

I am kind of getting biased, and it's unfair, where we have policies which are more neutral and stuff too

So I need to backtrack, and recover, and grow

I often, I put Jesus in front of people I hate, in my mind, and it then, changes the way I see them, their human mistake, the anger I feel

And I put God in front of that guy, and I feel no anger, I feel like he's also been removed permanently now

I don't want to injure any innocent party; So I'm having healthy self-doubts about it when I attack even in self defense

I am processing, it should stop, let him go and move on and succeed elsewhere

The problem was dealt with

They got the reaction from me that they sought

And I'm happy they gave me the peace I wanted

We're both happy

When a traitor is to walk a plank; Cap't Lehan comes out to deliver a prayer with his King James Bible

When the traitor, is on the plank, or roped up to, or chained up to this metaphorical anchor

I will read out the passage, as a prayer about

"He who have the faith of a mustard seed

May walk upon water"

And with a all too disturbingly sincere, "Son" or "Child"

"You gotta have faith. " before the test begins.

And down, down that traitor will sink

And when we ---

I have all of those cult leader vibes

I am just kidding, and I dunno, I don't care

That poor man, I feel so sorry, cause I can feel his pain somehow

And I am not happy with it either

But whatever

He's gone

And he'll stay gone

Which is what I am saddened by

Whether, I can look my God in the eye

That I'd done the right thing here, to have been so cruel to someone, who just wanted to get published, which I am not sure of

I am also judging that "group" with cruelty, and assuming way too much, which is pretty lazy, and works, and evades friction, but not the most moral way

It's generalization, and then, oh, if she's a terrorist, she'll do it, if she's not, she won't be here, or some kind of wicked solution

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Looking at it, I am glad it's over, and we can move on, as that's the only way they can be truly happy, that's their goal, and they're happy in that misery, that's their way of life or their final goal, or what satisfies them

Let's just get a move on, and leave it behind

It's not like, I would be "happy" if some cuntass tried to publish stuff I didn't approve of, on AngryPages, we don't want to even look at that, so it's probably a good trade off to hold the line, and force them out

They can go cheapen some other brand, and whatever, like they're used to, and we'll be happy on our own direction

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"Omg, look the anchor, he has failed the test, for she is witch, she is guilty

She is guilty"

Just kidding, those people, I mean, I don't want them, I don't want those huddled masses, I want them deported

Just so f***ing stupid, aren't they? They come here to waste my f***ing time. With their anti American BS. Stupid f***in b***h. Cockroach.

I am glad, that -- now -- no matter what -- that problem type will struggle on angrypages, they'll struggle to get in.

That's the final outcome here that took place

I didn't absolutely want that

And I feel so much pain, because of how guilty I feel

That's the problem here

I feel so guilty

Because I don't know that

I am also, I mean, I feel guilty over it

And I am unhappy

I see them, like Sarah saw, like Ishmael, where up to a certain point, I will tolerate, I'll be nice, but I don't really like that, I like Isaac

And I don't really want to support or tolerate, that type from making merry, or going crazy here, we'd rather evict them and cast them out harshly

To go die in the wilderness

Which is what I just did, which is what I will do, and always do

I don't want them here, a disgrace, an embarrassment, and an unwelcome cockroach playing with my son Isaac's toys and room or whatever

I already told them no, I told them go, I told them f*** off, I said it in ways stupid people should be able to understand

Given how Ishmael waylayed or ambushed others, that's probably in its nature, to be that way about it

So they'd have killed Isaac out of jealousy, as usual, and tried to steal something, it's best to evict them harshly

At least, that's my take on it, they're Abrahamic accords, not Ibrahimic discords

I rather go with one direction, than allow 2, and at least, with me, where there's clarity

Never mind AngryPages as a platform, where anyone's welcome to make use of it as they wish

Just know, if I am called, or emailed, or I have to judge, I will always judge, this way

The best I can do, is give you like, a few dates, some water canteen courtesy of LT COL Kilgore, and my best wishes as you f*** off

I feel no true guilt, because I believe it's my money, my strategy, and my brand, and I can do whatever the f*** I wish

I am tired. I think this Patrick Bateman character. It's this ideal I want to emulate. And I am tired.

Time to eat. And sleep. And get ready for tomorrow.

Let God judge them, I have done my part, I won't see that man or people like him as often now, that's great

They'll never get this type of service, opportunity or whatever

And we are happy -- we won't have to put up with --

JESUS

I am angry about this

I am so confused

Because it's wrong

I'm wrong

What if I am wrong?

What if?

I should delete this, and move on.

Report. Forgive. Forget. Live.

They were -- here to help me, but I didn't let them. I am not someone who can work with or forgive people. And I acted. And I took the steps I needed. I will move forward as I was. And be happier for it.

No matter what good they had to offer, it wasn't good enough, it wasn't what I wanted and I have to go forward.