Balanced read: high-level national-security and diplomatic experience, paired with documented ethics and politicization criticism.
The visible night mixes ambition and film study: dropping a tasteless joke, dreaming of becoming Grand Master and founding Illuminati Lodge No. 0666, then watching tunnel shots, Hannibal Lecter scenes, Memphis, Elvis, and...
Exhaustion dominated from the first hours, and even when I kept working, watching, planning, and coping, the real shape of the day was how little energy I had for anything at all.
Mandalorian, faith confusion, family conflict, porn, health worries, and business pressure all moved together here, with the whole day feeling like a slow crash I was trying to narrate my way through.