I Wanted Quiet but Got Mayans, Politics, and a 1.46km Reset

January 7, 2020

I wanted the day to be quieter than it was, but it turned into a mix of politics, TV, restless thinking, and a small reset walk that helped me regain control.

11:00 AM

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11:00 AM (b)

They're mammals like us.

11:00 AM (c)

It's not your responsibility, but thank you for taking action.

11:00 AM (d)

Omg the Apocalypse is upon us

Repent you sinners!!

D:'

11:15 AM

All the more reason (excuse) to visit Hooters for the only reason you go there: chicksen

2:15 PM

Sun 5 Jan

12:15 a.m.

I'm watching Oliver Stone's Untold History of the US series. I feel a little bit less angry. I think bad intrusive memories and flashbacks really set me off. 🤔 It's not that bad. In world history, we're pretty lucky and are doing pretty well. I'm very blessed. I need to be a good person and not an evil person. I dunno, I don't care.

12:30 a.m. Su

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12:45 a.m.

We made $0 in Y1 and Y2 ends in July 2020. But I think we're looking to make close to $5mn. Which is pretty good. We'll only keep growing because we have power in Sri Lanka and I've got ambition.

1:15 a.m.

I need to promise and convince Thilanga uncle I can pay for and organise his political work using my company, our people and profits.

2:15 PM (b)

Sun 5 Jan

I need to soundproof my room. I think I like to hear the parrots singing or macawing haha. IDK. I'm feeling happy on my Mirtazapine. I needed sleep. I'm experiencing somnolence. My nose hurts a bit. I was thinking about how I don't like my mum and you just can't really be made to like people, but I also still like her because she's my mum. I think I prefer her being the only parent to having my dad around.

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I love these French Cooking Academy videos on YouTube. I love good food. Omg, this dude's French mayonnaise looks pretty good. I need to put in a bit more dijon mustard so it emulsifies. I love fried potato wedges, cheese and mayonnaise.

I'm watching Oliver Stone's Untold US History. It's interesting. The British were very evil and wicked. ████████████████████████████████████ I love America.

4:00 p.m.

This homemade mayonnaise we made is disgusting. Somehow, the cancer fighting polyphenols in the extra virgin olive oil got agitated because we used a blender and became bitter and over powering. I can't eat this. We did a good job. A lot of recipes on YouTube didn't warn against extra virgin olive oil.

7:45 p.m.

Whatever. I guess, maternal U W Sumathipala or paternal Edirisinghe Wimaladasa were good grandparents dead. I never had a grandpa! I think because all my Freemason friends are so old compared to me, they can all collectively be my grandpa, especially, Stephen.

Stephen is the President of the Dutch Burger Union. I like the DBU, I've never been there, █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I like the DBU egg and bacon pastries even though they need to put a slice of cheese and mayo in there. All my friends perform well and succeed in life vastly disproportionately.

With my beard, I don't look like a terrorist. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I don't like beards. I prefer being clean shaven. This Oliver Stone's Untold History of the US is getting boring. I think I watched quite a few quickly, successively. That's why, my attention has fragmented.

10:45 p.m.

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2:45 PM

Sun 5 Jan

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4:15 PM

Edwin ████ I think Iran should be █████ to send them a message because they ██████████ so bad

4:45 PM

Mon 6 Jan

Hmm.. another week. I have to work on my Dialog Axiata PLC project. I have people on the inside pushing my project. It's all about getting them face to face with uncles and striking a deal.

I'm really tired and feel very sad about the whole world today. On one hand, Australia is on fire and I was just so hurt to see animals destroyed. I was so sad to see Trump has killed an Iranian general. It's terrible news.

I'm sad my two beautiful hyacinth macaws died, █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████. G-d made me and gave me dominion over all the beasts in the land and all the birds in the sky.

12:15 a.m.

I'm just a little concerned China and Russia will intervene and things will get ugly or nuclear. Russia probably won't do it. It's about time the US established American leadership firmly, once and for all -- ending all other interpretations.

1:00 p.m.

4:30 p.m.

5:00 p.m.

5:15 p.m.

I had instant coffee. It was okay. I like how you don't have any coffee leftover sediment. I need pods for my Nescafe Dolce Gusto coffee machine. There's no expiration date, but I think my old ones are off now. I've started watching the Mayans TV series.

6:15 p.m.

5:15 PM

This must be where Iran is. All the more reason to █████████████

8:15 PM

I can barely eat one... :'(

9:00 PM

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9:00 PM (b)

Edwin Marc I don't want to continue this discussion with you because it's not reasonable to expect to change the way people think. I don't think that █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ The only reason they're around is because they stole BP's oil sites. They've committed acts of war against the US and they'll face the consequences. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

9:00 PM (c)

Mon 6 Jan

I'm watching Mayans. I loved Sons of Anarchy. I love this. I loved The Sopranos, and this was a recommendation. I love gangs. I'm always for being a gangster.

I'm going to go for a walk with my mum later hopefully. I'm getting hungry.███████████████████████They've made noodles. ███████████████████████████████████████████Maybe it'll be okay. I like Mexican food like Quesadilla or Burritos or whatever,█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

That's why he was smart. Stephen Labrooy should've introduced me. But I mean, what the f***. I don't have anything to say to him. I can talk to president or prime minister anytime, but what's the point? I have nothing to say to them. I only have things to say to uncle Kamal Gunarathna or uncle Shavendra Silva.

If I buy a bottle of hot sauce or fire sauce from Taco Bell, or cool ranch, I can make a better burrito or Quesadilla and never visit them again. I can't wait to buy that French fry fryer so I ████████████can make peanut oil soaking French fries. I'll never visit Five Guys or McDonald's again.

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I don't know about Mayans. I don't like it so much or all that much. I think I'll grow to like it or it'll grow on me. I ate noodles. I'm going to go for a walk soon with my mum. I only walk like 1 km or something. I don't think I'd make a good long range patrol soldier for the Sri Lanka Army. I can still help our defence system disproportionately via technology.

11:00 p.m.

I have two meetings tomorrow morning too, but after that, I'm pretty freed up. I'm very tired. I'm just 26. I'm sad there's a dearth of people like me or capable people,████████████████████████████, I need to tell my team how to do everything from a to z. I can't expect anyone to act like a leader.

Charlie Papa are pretty cool. I'm waiting on a mutual NDA. They'll send the information I requested and then we'll get to work. I love my job.

Holy f***ing s*** I'm tired hahaha. I hope I wake up on time for tomorrow's morning meetings. When I was running (walking), I had a lot of energy. I did 1.5km instead of 1km. I had a good 2 scoop of chocolate mint and some candy fluffy blue ice cream from Caramel Pumpkin. I think I'll wake up on time.

12:00 a.m. Tue

I'm sleepy. So tired. I had to reply to emails quickly. I'm so tired. I told Charlie Papa's Brian, who's Theravada Buddhist, I became Christian cause you can't avoid killing, even for vegetables, and I don't want to be reincarnated again and again. I'll sleep, but not rest.

11:00 PM