I Kept Posting Iran Takes Until Burnout Started Showing Through

February 11, 2020 Lehan Edirisinghe

I spent the day pouring out Iran and Islam takes, then crashing into PTSD, depression, porn coping, and Christian music, with the burnout becoming clearer the more I kept posting through it.

Joking About Nike Turning Trash Into Treasure

For one man's $10 trash, Nike's gonna sell for $200 bucks as another man's treasure

Praising the Work

Good work, Sir!

A Friend’s Attack, Islamophobia and Trying to Pull Back

Tue 11 Feb

11:00 a.m.

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12:00 p.m.

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1:15 p.m.

3:30 p.m.

3:45 p.m.

Sohli Captain is now a very special friend of mine. He's the only one in Sri Lanka who shares my international interests. Nobody else has that. Sumal Perera uncle doesn't, Ashok Pathirage uncle doesn't, Jagath mami is only saying anything because of me, Harry Jayawardena doesn't care, Dhammika Perera is definitely too innocent. Sumal Perera uncle and even Ashok uncle mostly hate Freemasonry.

4:00 p.m.

These Christians should've interfered knowing Zoroastrianism was represented by the Magi or Three wise men or Three Zoroastrian priests who visited Jesus Christ. It was a big mistake to have let that happen. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

4:15 p.m.

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Admiring a Product Without Needing to Buy It

This seems like a cool product! Well designed. I won't buy because I don't need it. But it's very cool!

Reporting an Alleged Knife Attack on Two Gay Friends

Yesterday two of my gay friends Pujana and Rahul nearly got ████████████████████████████████

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I'm with you 100%.

PTSD, Skipping Meals and Trying to Let Go of Racism

Tue 11 Feb

4:45 p.m.

5:00 p.m.

5:30 p.m.

I ate some Maggi ramen instant noodles. I feel a bit better. I'm so tired. I'm so sleepy. I██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

5:45 p.m.

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7:15 p.m.

It looks like because of the Traumatic Brain Injury cases rising over the Iran rocket strike -- Trump may do something more serious.

8:00 p.m.

I'm exhausted. I had a nice haircut. We're working on stuff with Dialog and seeing Sampath Bank on Thursday. Things are slow. But things are moving ahead.

I need to let go of any racist ideas I've got. It's not healthy or good. I want to solve problems. I should just be cool.

8:30 p.m.

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8:45 p.m.

I'm going to try sell alcohol. I need a permit which I'll try get from prime minister Rajapaksa using Thilanga uncle using my mum. It's a great business. The cyber security business is very slow. Dialog's deal is very slow.

9:00 p.m.

████████████████████████████████████████████████████It's because I'm under stress from the Dialog deal. Ron at SIERRA was asked to complete a proposal to send Dialog. I'm quite depressed by the stress. On Thursday, we're seeing Sampath Bank.

10:15 p.m.

It was a productive day. I ate some paratha rotti with mutton curry for dinner. I'm getting sleepy. I bet 1,000s of people would kill to be me or for the opportunity I have. I have such loyal friends and family. I can do anything. I need to be positive.

Today was a very great day. It was a special day. I got 6 bottles for free. I'm going to do really well. I'll preserve our people. I'll earn a place in history. I'm just getting started, I'm just 26 years old.

10:30 p.m.

Finding Heroes as a Silver Lining in Uncertainty

A silver lining to all of this uncertainty is that heroes emerge -- and we can celebrate the best of them..

Finding Faith Through a Favourite Christian Song

Tue 11 Feb

9:45 p.m.

Exhibit 4a. Jesus

I love this song. I remember in England, by chance i came across nice music on Spotify. I can't remember the playlist, I think it was worship or Christian. It was the music that moved me. I love this song so much. I have so much faith. My G-d's done so much for me.

https://youtu.be/Ymkl0t0FOcw

Saying Nothing Is Too Hard for the Lord

Tue 11 Feb

10:00 p.m.

Exhibit 4b. Nothing is too hard for the Lord

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What is this little thing on my mind? How small and easy! When Jesus and G-d could do so much, surely this is nothing for them. One day, I'll read this and laugh at how I made such a big deal of this. I'll laugh at what a fool I was. One day when the Lord shall come, we will all laugh at why we couldn't walk on water ourselves.

https://youtu.be/jCWPoGKuoBI