Flashback Dawn, Health Alerts, and a Day That Kept Tightening

February 18, 2020

Flashbacks hit from the start, and the day tightened around bad health feelings, business disappointment, judicial reform talk, porn relapse, and the sense that my life was narrowing into stress and fatigue.

5:30 AM

Tue 18 Feb

5:30 a.m.

Woke up. Dehydrated. Having flashbacks,███████████████████████████

1:15 p.m.

I had lunch. I often miss breakfast. ███████████████ I emailed Aruna Krishantha at Sampath Bank. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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5:00 p.m.

I did some work. I didn't have time to interrupt myself and type.

9:00 p.m.

I'm watching Art of Negotiation by Chris Voss. I like it. It's my 3rd time watching this. I'm hungry. ██████████████████████████████████████████ I'm going to eat, watch this and go to sleep.

9:00 AM

Thank you, fixing the courts will fix Sri Lanka

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=q83QrmkRZL8&t=12s

9:00 AM (b)

I'm happy President Gotabaya Rajapaksa's trying to fix our judicial system. Making sure cases are handled quickly like in Singapore will ensure justice for everyone.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=q83QrmkRZL8&t=12s

9:45 AM

Tue 18 Feb

9:45 a.m.

Exhibit 2. Real Talk

If I read through whatever the f*** I've ever written down in my life or in these notes, "my journal entries", I'd only read and find one thing, and one thing only:

"I was returning some video tapes."

https://youtu.be/7wvLIWe6qxA

"Did you know I'm utterly insane?"

10:15 AM

Tue 18 Feb

10:00 a.m.

Exhibit 3. Negan

I really like Negan in The Walking Dead. He's one of my favourite characters. Jeffrey Dean Morgan's really good at it. I also love Freddie Mercury. I like Bohemian Rhapsody too. This is a great video tribute compilation.

https://youtu.be/8ehVS0Ogpuc

12:15 PM

I'm learning to speak Mandarin using Duolingo, and it's remarkably easy to learn! It always starts with 你好！

12:30 PM

Manish Agrawal that's mean..

12:30 PM (b)

Thanks for the clear explanation, Madam -- it would seem this danger is being managed correctly.

I hope any persons in contact or visiting the area infected people were geographically are also suspected, especially health workers to contain the spread. If there's no signs of sickness in 1 month (as that's how long it can take for signs to show at most, right?) then they can be allowed to leave.

I still worry that even if sick people recover, then perhaps the virus is still in them and only in remission. They can be spreading the disease inadvertently as it's tough to diagnose or discover sick people. This may explain why it's spread beyond quarantine sites.

1:15 PM