Queen on Repeat and a Heavy Mood I Could Not Lift All Day

February 22, 2020 Lehan Edirisinghe

I stayed low, tired, and emotionally heavy, leaning on Queen, mood management, and small comforts while the day kept circling around how hard it was to lift myself back into motion.

Calling It a Relatively Easy Exercise

It's a relatively easy exercise

Queen, Earl Grey, Potato Wedges and Business Frustration

Sat 22 Feb

10:15 a.m.

I'm so tired waking up. I wonder what's there to eat.

4:15 p.m.

I'm watching Queen videos. I love this music. I can't believe Freddie Mercury was a Parsi. I love this man. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

5:00 p.m.

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5:30 p.m.

*Didn't write anything*

6:15 p.m.

I'm going to try my Earl Grey (with Bergamot) tea with milk powder. I hope it's good. My maid made me fried potato wedges -- it's like one of my favourite foods. I think I liked those cheese stuffed spicy nachos from Tescos too.

9:15 p.m.

███████████████████████. I'll go to sleep soon. I found some TV to watch. I can't wait for next week. I'm so tired. I need to speak with Cyril Perera aiya tomorrow. I might play Call of Duty with Sajantha tomorrow as well. I had a chat with Ammi about business. She's unwilling to ask her friends to support my business.

10:30 p.m.

Saying I Can Do It for Twenty Seconds

Ng Kwok Hua I mean, I can do it for 20 seconds.

Worrying About Doctors Dying Despite Protection

Omg this is very unfair. How come these doctors are getting infected and dying when they have protection? It's really scary. I hope to reduce further losses, they get the doctors to lead nurses in the frontlines and trenches just like generals send soldiers to war.

Saying I Love This

I love this la

Hiccupping at Ng Willy

Ng Willy hic, hic, hic

Blaming a Taxi Driver for Missing Warning Signs

Why didn't the Taxi driver notice and report these? That's more shameful and disgusting!

Saying Fear Is Driving Their Decisions

They can't help it, the fear is making their decisions for them, as ignorant as they may seem..

Praising Thoughtful Leadership and Requesting a Book

These are 3 likely reasons.. I didn't even think of some of these aspects. Singapore is lucky to have thoughtful leaders like you.. Please write a book so I can learn to be a good CEO like you.

“Too Much Love Will Kill You” and Missing Freddie Mercury

Sat 22 Feb

4:30 p.m.

Exhibit 7. Magic

We don't have legends like Freddie Mercury anymore..

https://youtu.be/ivbO3s1udic

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Songwriters: Elizabeth Lamers / Brian May / Frank Musker

Too Much Love Will Kill You lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Universal Music Publishing Group

Imagining David Rubenstein Fuming Over Duke

I know Mr David Rubenstein's the chairman of the board of trustees at Duke, I bet he's fuming right about now...

Loving a Video and Making an Extreme Comparison

Sat 22 Feb

6:45 p.m.

Exhibit 8. I friggin' love this!

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https://youtu.be/bbCtfHQYwuY

Calling Coronavirus a Less Deadly Cousin of SARS

It's a much less deadly cousin of SARS..

Discussing the Planned “Indecent Proposal” Remake

They're going to remake "Indecent Proposal" (1993) according to Paramount Players... ████████████████████████████████████████████████████.. and agree they'd deserve the Oscar, Academy and Emmy awards for best picture as it's made in America... and in English language..

https://m.imdb.com/title/tt0107211/

Expecting a Drop From Plunging Tourist Traffic

They must be seeing a big drop.. due to the plunge in tourist traffic...

Declaring the Globe Is Flat

The. Globe. Is. Flat.

Joking That Chinese Children Know Kung Fu

Don't mess with Chinese -- even the kids know Kung Fu!

Wow, look at that instant elbow block and kick -- if she had a few more seconds it would've been a flying roundhouse kick across its head..

Hehe Teng Martinn uncle you can teach your daughter Cristy to kick like this! 🤸‍♀️🥋

https://youtu.be/bmfudW7rbG0

Praising Frontline Workers

They're working hard in the frontlines and trenches..

Criticizing Controversial Public Exposure Around Children

Yeah, but why get the attention in public? It's a controversial thing. Other people would like to get on with their day and business undisturbed. It seems really disgraceful. Obviously a lot of people will look at this, and especially young children which will ruin the experience for mums as it's like public exposure/ nudity in public.

Depression, a Mirtazapine Dream and Fear of Reincarnation

Sun 23 Feb

4:45 a.m.

8:30 a.m.

9:00 a.m.

9:30 a.m.

I think the central issue is "whose money is it?" I just don't think my mum deserves all the money. It doesn't belong to her. Me and my siblings get half. She hasn't got the right to deny any funds to me and try to damage my life. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ It's just ugly.

9:45 a.m.

I want to move on and forget her, she has to face the truth: ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ It's not sensible for her to cause problems for her family and then play the victim when there's a backlash and problems.

11:15 a.m.

4:15 p.m.

I'm on my 5th episode of The Mandalorian. I'm feeling a bit sick and tired. I'll take a shower, shave and then try go to see uncle Thilanga. I might need support with NDB from Ashok uncle. I don't really. But a recommendation is enough to set up. People here hate me. I need support.

4:30 p.m.

I anyway read the bible as a metaphor. There's a lot of truth in it. I believe in G-d more than karma. With Buddhism the trouble is that you cannot break that karma cycle. It's not possible. Even Buddha, I don't think it's possible. Buddha stopped eating because he understood you must kill, then he ate to survive.

4:45 p.m.

5:00 p.m.

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Queen on Repeat and a Heavy Mood I Could Not Lift All Day

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