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Lockheed CEO Exit + Death News: Tuesday Turned Heavy

March 17, 2020

Death news, corporate exits, sickness, and the spread of Covid made the day feel heavier than usual, with me trying to keep reading, thinking, and planning while the body and mood kept sagging.

10:15 AM

You get mud crabs, cinnamon and mud crab from us over here in Sri Lanka!!
10:45 AM

Tue 17 Mar

10:30 a.m.

I woke up sadly to learn Lockheed Martin CEO Marillyn Hewson has stepped down. James Taiclet, 59, will likely takeover. I saw a lot of worrying, distressing news articles. A lot of people are getting sick and dying. ████████████████████████████████ I hope I develop resistance to coronavirus.

I spoke to Miss Jayalath, who applied to be our CMO, I think she's worked at Hayley's and so, I think she can act as project manager over there for us. She was on her way to the hospital, her husband or some man was screaming over the phone angrily hehe. I promised I'll call in the evening.

12:00 p.m.

I'm feeling really ill. This cold is really bad. My eyes are watering and my nose is running. I feel bad. I ate some sandwiches and drank my mum's coffee because we ran out of the alternative. I'm so tired. It's an awful time of the year for me. ████████████████████████████████████ I should be fine.

1:15 p.m.

I tell a lot of jokes. I like to have fun. But this coronavirus is really serious and it's killing too many people. I think it's out of control. The thing's killing too many. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████rsis.

1:30 p.m.

I really like my Muslim friends because I like my smoked beef brisket and beef rendang and I don't know, lamb or mutton foods -- and if not for my Muslim friends, I'd have a hard time with Buddhists, especially Buddhist monks. I hope they all survive. Islam has anyway reformed just like Christianity.

I worry I might die. This coronavirus can kill. I think I had a good life. I lived a great life to the fullest. I will for that girl who blocked me to run Cyberspace Command. I anyway believed that my dad's ██████████████████████. I'm happy that I get to will things. I always wanted a replacement for me to take over. I hope I get good karma. I want Chadu to get my business.

Chadu should get it. He can manage it or let Indrajith Jayaratne run it. I think that girl who blocked me would do a great job leading it overseas. The brightest and most qualified should run it. I think I'm a bit over dramatic. I just got a bit scared by the Italian deaths. I might be doing catastrophisation. I hope it doesn't worsen.

I'm 46kg, I'm very weak. I won't survive the Covid19 coronavirus. If it spreads in Sri Lanka, I'll likely catch it and die too. I'm really disappointed, annoyed and sad by it. It's just week 1, it's 20 cases. By week 2 it'll go up to 300 cases and then week 3 will be 3,000 cases or more.

2:00 p.m.

I never tried magic mushrooms. I was in a bad place, so, I just didn't want to trip out depressed.

3:00 p.m.

I had lunch. My nose is burning. It's constantly running. It's just day 2. I think in 3 more day's time, it'll be fine. I should survive. It's always good to reflect and think about ways to do better and improve. I think the danger with any disease is the infection rate, not the severity or lethality, it can get worse, mutate and kill at volume.

4:30 p.m.

Sigh, 2 days in a row. I hate my drug addiction. But whatever, I'll probably get rid of it. It's great for coping with stress. This whole coronavirus thing has scared me. I hope the threat is contained to 20 cases. I fear it's going to increase to 1,000 plus. I'm playing Egg, Inc -- I love it.

5:15 p.m.

I don't understand how so many celebrities caught Covid19. It's insane, Tom Hanks and his wife, the black actor, a Bond girl, Justin Trudeau's wife, etc. It doesn't make any sense. They should've been the last to get sick. I popped some paracetamol. I'm listening to music. I'll go get some tea. I hate my nose running. It's disgusting, but it's not snotting. I think it's just a bad cold.

5:30 p.m.

Everyone knew I was going to go to hell. I just didn't think I'd die so soon. I'll be like "hey whassup my ? How you been doin' ma dawg?" when I see all my in hell. I should've smoked more cigarettes while I was alive. F***, I knew I'd never end up dead with lung cancer. . That's my number one regret:

█████████████████████████████████████ Jeez, that was stupid. I don't know.. I made some Earl Grey tea. I love it. My tea is getting low. I wish the tea pot, or measuring jar, which I use, has an inbuilt stirring effect, or a paddle, it feels like I'm not extracting enough tea from the tea leaves..

I don't know what'll happen when I die. I hope it's not to be reincarnated as an animal. I killed so many animals. I doubt that's going to happen. ████████████████████████████ Not like in a like me, but just so physically dirty. ██████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████ ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

9:45 p.m.

I'm feeling really sick. My cold is a nightmare. My mum made me chicken noodle soup with Maggi and no chicken, which was great. The worst part of a cold is that I need to sleep without any air conditioning.

10:15 p.m.

███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I wish I had coronavirus. I hate my cold sickness as well. My eyes are always watering. I think what I hate the absolute worst is this:

https://youtu.be/UPbeGd-GszA

11:30 AM

I was glad he was in my GRC at Holland-Bukit Timah when I was in Singapore. He's someone LKY handpicked. Looking back, it was good he let go of his promising career as an eye surgeon to pursue public service.
11:30 AM (b)

Tom you missed a spot of soap foam over there at the back of your left hand wrist...
12:30 PM

We're going to win 2/3rds majority bro
5:00 PM

I'm a B+, so, I'm going to be positive about this..
5:00 PM (b)

It's not possible to get away with crime.
5:15 PM

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Exhibit 2. Made In Heaven

I love this song.

https://youtu.be/vBCTasRgFqo

7:00 PM

Isn't Evil Corp from Mr Robot?
10:45 PM

Tue 17 Mar

10:30 p.m.

Exhibit 3. Oh ohh I want to be with you everywhere

https://youtu.be/QVeEMiIy3eM

10:45 PM (b)

Hehe oh no.. >:D

Insha Allah

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https://youtu.be/LSSakejtuto

11:00 PM

You're really funny Madam lol -- your jokes are very clever and take away the sharp pain of our miserable existence in this terrible life during this difficult time
11:00 PM (b)

Hehehe Trump's gonna love this
1:45 AM

Madam, perhaps it's wise to force communist based rationing strategies in these dire times of peril?
3:30 AM

Even if the world governments may fall, which is likely in developing countries, it's important to make sure the internet is functioning and stays online. Special preparations need to be put in place to ensure this. There's got to be contingency plans.

Communist rationing of essentials is important. Martial law is a must now. Policing should be strict and everyone must comply with curfew. Quarantine, isolation and contact tracing is compulsory.

Free market capitalism/ economics is a bad idea as panic buying means 2 year's supply for 80% (20% are poor and in trouble) is taken by 25% who stock up for 1 year leaving 75% without essentials. This will cause serious problems such as rioting/ anarchy that need to be dealt with.

██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████coronavirus has the potential to kill millions due to incubation stage spread.

████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ If it mutates, which is likely with wildlife, blood transfusions, rodents or insect based spread, it will be worse symptoms.

We need to shut down borders, ships and air travel. Cull the birds (shoot), livestock, spray insects, stop blood transfusions, stop water/ air transmission, etc.

████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Let's hope it does not mutate, it's not DNA based, it's RNA genetic biological material, let's be quick if genetic hardening happens. New strains need to be quickly identified, catalogued and dealt with.

A simple cold kills, a flu is worse, this is like a super flu designed to kill. The priority should be to find a cure or a vaccine and then either to let the disease die off with infected dying off (containment) or to cure the sick if possible.

This is a LIST OF SYMPTOMS that can happen as a result of mutation, extracted from Plague Inc:

  1. Nausea: Irritation of the stomach lining produces persistent queasiness, loss of appetite, and waves of retching. Saliva contamination and close-contact exposure make intimate contact, including kissing, a minor but credible route of transmission.
  2. Coughing: Repeated coughing drives infected droplets into the surrounding air and across nearby surfaces. In dense urban populations, constant close contact lets this symptom quietly amplify spread.
  3. Rash: Inflamed patches of skin turn red, blistered, and painfully sensitive. As the skin barrier breaks down, contaminated fluid and direct contact slightly increase infectivity.
  4. Insomnia: The pathogen disrupts normal sleep cycles, leaving victims exhausted, irritable, and mentally dulled. Productivity falls, judgement worsens, and societies become slower to respond as the disease spreads.
  5. Cysts: Painful cysts form beneath the skin, each one swelling with infected material. When they rupture, they contaminate clothes, hands, and nearby surfaces, giving the pathogen another small route outward.
  6. Anaemia: By reducing red blood cells or haemoglobin, the disease starves tissues of oxygen and leaves victims pale, weak, and short of breath. The resulting strain makes later complications more dangerous and recovery less likely.
  7. Vomiting: Violent, often projectile vomiting ejects heavily contaminated stomach contents over a wide area before victims can isolate. This sharply raises exposure risk while also pushing the body toward dehydration and collapse.
  8. Pneumonia: The infection descends into the lungs, filling the air sacs with fluid and infected discharge. Breathing becomes laboured, coughing worsens, and colder climates become especially dangerous as respiratory spread intensifies.
  9. Sneezing: Explosive sneezing launches fine droplets across a surprisingly wide radius, turning brief encounters into transmission opportunities. In transport hubs and crowded interiors, it becomes one of the pathogen’s most efficient spread tools.
  10. Sweating: Feverish sweating drenches the skin and leaves contaminated moisture on clothes, bedding, and shared surfaces. Less dramatic than sneezing, it still creates steady contact-based spread in hot, crowded conditions.
  11. Paranoia: The pathogen distorts perception and breeds deep mistrust of doctors, family, and authorities. Victims delay treatment, resist quarantine, and become far less likely to cooperate with containment efforts.
  12. Hypersensitivity: An exaggerated immune response leaves the body prone to swelling, rashes, and violent allergic reactions. The immune system wastes strength overreacting, making affluent, hypersensitive populations especially vulnerable.
  13. Abscesses: Deep pockets of pus form in infected tissue, causing severe pain, pressure, and swelling. When they burst, they release concentrated pathogen loads into wounds, fabrics, and the surrounding environment.
  14. Haemophilia: A haemophilia-like clotting failure prevents wounds from sealing properly and turns minor injuries into prolonged bleeding. Persistent blood loss weakens the host while exposed blood increases contamination risk.
  15. Pulmonary Oedema: Fluid floods the lungs as the pathogen pushes the respiratory and circulatory systems toward collapse. Frothy discharge and desperate gasping throw infected material into the air, sharply increasing fear and lethality.
  16. Fever: A sustained rise in body temperature accelerates dehydration, exhaustion, and metabolic stress. Victims deteriorate faster, shed more contaminated fluids, and may die if the fever is not controlled.
  17. Inflammation: Widespread inflammation causes tissues to swell, stiffen, and obstruct normal bodily processes. In the airways or vital organs, that swelling can turn a survivable infection into a sudden fatal crisis.
  18. Tumours: The pathogen interferes with cell regulation, triggering abnormal growths that drain the body and disrupt organ function. As tumours spread, weakness deepens and the host becomes far harder to save.
  19. Diarrhoea: The digestive tract becomes a high-output reservoir for the pathogen, producing relentless diarrhoea and severe fluid loss. Contaminated waste spreads disease efficiently through poor sanitation, making vulnerable regions easy to overwhelm.
  20. Pulmonary Fibrosis: Repeated lung damage leaves behind dense scar tissue that permanently reduces oxygen exchange. Victims cough violently, tire quickly, and can tip into respiratory failure under even modest exertion.
  21. Immune Suppression: The pathogen attacks immune cells and signalling pathways, blunting the body’s ability to fight back. With less immune pressure, it spreads more freely, mutates more easily, and becomes far more lethal over time.
  22. Skin Lesions: The outer skin barrier breaks down into open sores, ulcers, and weeping wounds. Each lesion becomes both an entry point and an exit route, greatly increasing contact-based infectivity.
  23. Seizures: Neurological disruption triggers sudden fits, blackouts, and violent loss of motor control. Victims can no longer function independently, and prolonged episodes may end in permanent damage or death.
  24. Paralysis: Damage to motor pathways leaves muscles weak, unresponsive, or fully paralysed, trapping victims inside failing bodies. Once breathing or swallowing muscles are affected, lethality rises sharply and treatment becomes much harder.
  25. Systemic Infection: The pathogen breaks free of its original site and invades multiple tissues and organ systems at once. With the whole body under attack, symptoms accelerate, spread broadens, and fatal complications become common.
  26. Internal Haemorrhaging: Blood vessels begin to rupture beneath the skin and inside major organs, causing concealed but catastrophic bleeding. By the time the damage is obvious, shock and death are often close behind.
  27. Dysentery: The bowel collapses into bloody, infectious diarrhoea that strips the body of fluids, nutrients, and strength. Sewage contamination turns each case into a local outbreak multiplier, with dehydration and starvation close behind.
  28. Insanity: Severe frontal-lobe disruption shatters judgement, emotional control, and normal social behaviour. Victims become erratic, aggressive, and resistant to care, making the disease significantly harder to contain or cure.
  29. Necrosis: Large sections of tissue lose blood supply, blacken, and rot into gangrenous reservoirs of infection. Even after death, contaminated bodies remain potent sources of further transmission.
  30. Haemorrhagic Shock: Massive blood loss collapses circulation, starving the brain and vital organs of oxygen within minutes. Victims become cold, confused, and unconscious before slipping rapidly into death.
  31. Coma: Advanced neurological damage shuts down awareness and leaves the victim deeply unresponsive. Patients in coma are extremely difficult to treat, and many never recover before the pathogen finishes its work.
  32. Total Organ Failure: Cascading cell death pushes the body past recovery as multiple vital organs fail together. At this stage the disease is no longer a contained infection but a full systemic collapse ending in rapid death.
4:45 AM

Wed 18 Mar

4:45 a.m.

Exhibit 4. In honour of the fallen Italians due to Covid19

1. Volare:

https://youtu.be/ah637P0_cts

2. Buona sera:

https://youtu.be/YZKtRyjfbjU

Buona sera it is time to say goodnight to Napoli

3. Mambo Italiano:

https://youtu.be/z1UXbhZ3ysc

4. That's Amore:

https://youtu.be/Ef7UInZyAfc

5. Girl who blocked me/ Time to say goodbye/ Con te partirò song:

https://youtu.be/Wdx5nGphnAI

5:15 AM

Wed 18 Mar

5:00 a.m.

I might as well state for the permanent record that I'm a staunch believer in Lucifer. I worship Satan. I claim business is my religion. It's the same. I can't wait to see what happens next. If I die, I don't want to go to heaven with Jesus, I want to go to hell with Satan. I have no faith in Jesus Christ.

10:30 a.m.

Lol, this whole Satan thing is ridiculous. I'm sure I'm just reacting a bit too much. It's just that when celebrities got sick, I worried that means everyone can get ill. I just woke up, I feel very tired. My chest and nose feels congested. I feel slightly as though I'm going to be sick. I hate sickness, I hate colds.

██████████████████ █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I need to get back to England and finish my therapy with Dr Loumidis at the Spire Leicester Hospital. My nose is aching like crazy.

F*** Satan. I think it's just like complete all out spiritual warfare. It's been constant eye watering and a bad running nose. It's very uncomfortable. It must be day 3.

I might want to see a doctor and try get some kind of suppressant medication or cough syrup to help relieve symptoms. I cough violently too. Especially the congested nose that's killing me. My eye tears are really watery. It's so weird. I hate being sick. It sucks. My whole body is aching. I wonder if Sri Lanka's got ibuprofen. This is disgusting.

10:45 a.m.

I can barely breathe. I had flashbacks -- I get a lot of flashbacks. I just don't write about it because they're just bad memories and active fears. It just pisses me off. I gotta get my life back in order and back together. It's not all bad, I have so much going for me. I just need to complete therapy.

I had flashbacks of ██████████ breaking my elbow, Hashani ██████████████████████████████████ My mum betraying me and getting Sandalal to attack my business. I really get very angry. I think I'm 90% of the time in rage and in utmost, merciless perfect contempt of my environment. I don't trust anybody,

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11:00 a.m.

█████████████████████████████████████ █████████████████████████████████ I thought she'd die for a second. I'm glad she lived ██████████████████. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████. I didn't want my mum attending my graduation day.

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11:15 a.m.

It's a ridiculous story that shouldn't be allowed to exist in the year 2020. Anybody who believes it is an enemy of the people.

11:45 a.m.

Jeez, these are really stupid ideas. I think Satan's got me. I'll get through this with my faith and resolve. I'm going to be okay. I think Jesus Christ will help me recover.

2:00 p.m.

I think Satan's pissed off with me. That's why I keep getting flashbacks all the time. It's always step 1. I'm okay, step 2. I get flashbacks and angry, and step 3. I'm unhappy. I need to sign a deal with Dialog Axiata PLC and then pay for and complete private treatment.

3:15 p.m.

I'm feeling really sick. I took antihistamines Loratadine 10mg from the pharmacist. I'll try see Dr Preethi Wijegoonewardene in the evening. I feel better psychologically with medication. I want some tasty cough syrup and that iron supplement that tastes good. I've never had morphine, I want that too.

3:30 p.m.

I wish I could get a painless death. I can't breathe. █████████████ My eyes are hurting. I missed lunch. I'm feeling too sick to eat lunch, I'm hungry though.

3:45 p.m.

I don't know. I hated it in England and Singapore too. I think it's just depression and self loathing from complex PTSD. I like Sri Lanka, it's the place where my Sinhalese people are from. I have a lot going for me. I just don't like the Sri Lankan food. I like how I have a lot of fun over here. Plus, Gota's fixing the rule of law problem.

9:00 p.m.

I need to avoid pissing off Satan. I'm getting myself in trouble. I remember I used cyproheptadine or Periactin as an antihistamine to gain weight, and I got very depressed in UK. I hope this Loratadine 10mg is okay. I had dinner, tea, and now, I'm going to try sleep. My nose isn't running so much, so, I should manage.

9:45 p.m.

I'm so perverted. I'm like Kakashi Sensai in Naruto. I need to get better. This air conditioning is irritating my nose.

https://youtu.be/H1Wbu_AF2e4

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